>>40829440
Only thing holding yourself back is you. I was making same excuses in the beginning of accepting myself, and now it might be too late for me. Don't let your change at life/happiness go down the drain. You have clearly given it alot of thought. It is not your parents life to live, its yours.
>Im too stupid to understand diy hrt. Ive tried reading up on it multiple times but my brain doesnt process the overload of information at all.
Im a dumbass about crypto and all that stuff, but it is still possible. You can find guides TransDIY subreddit etc. HRT directory has all basic info. It is good to write or take photos of crucial ones like dosing. All the stuff went out of my brain too. So try to simplify it to yourself and don't be ashamed of asking help if did not find all answers.
Injections are easiest. I was afraid of needles and almost fainted first time i was trying to inject. And succeeded second time without any issue. And not certain was i doing anything right
in the beginning despite done all research. Point is that it is possible if you truly want to, which you seem to. And maybe move out of parents home if must. Don't have defeatist mentality you only live once.
