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qott: how about that winter weather? do you like the cold anon? tolerate it better than heat? got enough blanket anon? i know im hogging it haha

Winter definitely hasn't arrived where I'm currently located, I yearn for it deeply. I just wanna wear my nice coats and scarves and layers and thick wool sweaters and...

>>41546635 (OP)
QOTT: Not in the southwest with this climate change
>pic related

Is it bad to feel like there is a sexual component to being trans?
Like, I feel like I'm proving chuds' points when they're always like "lol AGP" to discredit trans women. But I feel sexier now, I feel more comfortable having sex now than I used to feel. I've found sexual joy that I didn't know I was missing out on.

>>41546753
no you aren't proving chuds' point. of course you feel more comfortable now.

i am beating ray blanchard to death in your honor.

qot: it gives me an excuse to dress in muted and earth tonessssss

this is what Pedro thinks he looks like LMAO

Lowkey wanna give tinder another go
Maybe this time I'll get more than 2 messages in 5 years lmao

>>41546947
loved how nobody replied to his shitty art pickme post in the prev thread

>>41546753
>tranny realizes how harder it was to be sexual in a body they weren’t comfortable with, as opposed to one that they feel more attuned to
wow it’s a shocker why suddenly it feels better exploring sex now.

>>41546635 (OP)

i love the cold. i bought a really nice patagonia parka last year but never got the chance to wear it.

>>41546947
let's see your face

my health insurance for my career actually kicked in today
I bought a new gun within the last month

how are all of you doing? neet? hungry? happy?

How do I let my golden retriever boyfriend know it's okay to just hold me down and fuck me already without seeming like a slut?

>>41548012
concentrated & hardened carbon

Idk I feel like my meds are making it easier to sui. I dont have any emotions anymore so I don't care about making anyone sad.

i think this nigga unironically got raped/frotted to dead by maiq. FBI needs to get into his inbox

Are there any trips here that with consent I could write a fanfic post about?

don't date people on meds (take your meds please)
Don't date cutters, check for scars
Don't date draw fags or fanfic shippers
avoid those with TDS
avoid the commies

enjoy the rom coms
flirt with neocons

im still personally insulted and hurt that you commies hated on me while you were ridin with biden

i hope ur all in fentanyl withdrawl rn

>>41548102
brandon didn't do shit and was a sleepy retard. at least trump is funny and keeps things wild

>>41548110
thanks
be well anon

>>41546947
LMAO
t-t-totally

>>41548079
run away from the BPDs

>>41546947
did he try to draw himself? god he would, that's SO pedro

>>41548063
what a beautiful woman

>>41548243
we finally have a graphic definition of his delusion :^)

Fuckkkkk I need to rape one of you dumb sissies so fucking badly

Fuckkkkkk, just need to hear one of you stupid, stupid, sissies scream while I rape you

>>41548776
Wont scream only whimper. Also youll just get blood and shit on your dick

genuinely how the fuck do you guys get boyfriends i'm such a femcel

>>41548826
by looking decentish

>>41548795
I'd make you scream

>>41548826
You've got to know how to twerk your gyatt and strut your stuff

>>41548844
i've been called pretty and have good hygeine but no one approaches me

>>41548850
my voice dysphoria would not allow it, sorry.

>>41548861
no one is approoaching a pretty girl with good hygiene?

>>41548861
no one approaches you in social events/areas? or are you one of those autists who expect to be approached randomly irl?

>>41548888
The latter. The only social events I can think of are parties and I never get invited to those or going to a bar and I'm too young for that (19) and scared to get a fake id LMFAO

Lost the 50/50 on birth, but I won the real important role though. God I love being white

>>41548917
ur supposed to be approached during social events/areas that allow it to happen naturally. when it comes to actual irl day to day life, most people are just trying to go from point A to point B. for your age specifically, I suggest making popular friends that’ll invite you to parties, joining clubs if ur in school, finding events (raves, festivals, etc) in ur area, maybeee try dating apps. when you get older, you’ll get access to bars and clubs

>>41548917
Yeah see sis, that's your problem, you gotta learn how to twerk that gyatt.

Post a video here so we can give you some pointers on how to twerk it

>>41549054
>>41549154
this is awful

just flirt with everyone or youll be 40 and alone

>>41546635 (OP)
why the fuck that bitch only got one eye for

>>41548917
Honestly, try discord and video games, maybe even this board

>>41548965
based af white bro

stopped taking all my meds so i can do acid again cause its the only thing that makes me perceive any kind of meaning in reality desu

>>41549195
grim af

>>41549195
You dont need to stop E for that. Just antipsychotics.

>>41549217
oh no of course i didnt stop the e as a matter of fact i increased the dose. just no more antipsychotcs or antidepressants for me

>>41549225
Nice. Feels good desu

>>41549233
the feeling of being able to deeply understand anything is something i haven't felt since i started the meds, and every other time ive stopped taking them the feeling never came back unless i did acid. i just waant to be able to feel like i really know something, anything, i dont care if its true any more

>>41549304
WHATS REEAAALLLLL

AHHHHHHHH TITTY JIGGLE AND DICK WIGGLE AHHHHHHH

>>41549304
Is kinda funny how chemical psychosis can work so well at connecting you back with your body and physical space around you. While meds make feel so detached from it all.

my penis yerns for your buss

>>41549337
finally someone understands

gays and cutters is not a good place for transsexuals

>>41549365
"gays and cutters" does not sound like a good place for anyone

I wanna be a dominatrix for fucked up transgirls

Hi, why are you so ugly and smelly? Whenever I see a trans he always smells really bad and he's normally ugly.

On weekends I lay in bed playing on my phone for like 2hrs before I get up

What should I do instead of bed rot

>>41549470
yoga

>>41549470
Do something to pack some meat on that sissy ass, do squats

>>41546635 (OP)
figured out I'm a lesbian, don't know why I'm like this, what's my best path forward?

>>41549567
XD

>man walks into a bar
>he figures out he's a lesbian

>>41549567
srs

non of this is very helpful, I feel like I'm so much pain.

>>41549628
get a job, doomette

start posting guys

>>41549796
too busy getting that paper

>>41549804
tell us everything about Kopersa, please.

sometimes ffs doesnt work

>>41549874
not too much to tell, just got done using my exercise bike which sucks im so painfully unfit rn
Gonna start preparing stuff for dinner soon :)

>>41549927
>sometimes cosmetic plastic surgery gets botched
riveting discovery

>>41550030
What are you cooking?

>>41549927
thats facial feminization if i've ever seen it

>>41550068
Roasted chicken with a bunch of herbs etc, roasted potatoes,carrots, gravy typical brit slop. Not my favourite but my gf wants it today

Kara is so lucky ;.;

>>41546635 (OP)
I really hate the transitional periods of autumn and spring where you just end up sweaty or cold time to time, there's no good universal amount of layers. I like summer because I hate when it's slightly cold, and I like winter because I like the aesthetic of everything being white, gray, black and blue, and also having to struggle with stuff like if your car gets some minor problem, out in the cold, is good for my masochist tendencies.

>>41549927
Tbh it looks like mustacheswadow in the second picture, so... I'm tryna find what might be wrong otherwise, because every detail looks fine or very fine. The nose a little wide?

i am so happy i don’t work on mondays anymore

>>41549927
At least they no longer look like steve harrington

kinda

i can afford ffs i'm just too scared and ashamed to get it

>>41551430
giwtwm fugg

>>41551435
lia you brokie you should see my result if you're going to facialcream when you're done acting like a seeking.com daddy, they were very very aggressive with my surgery

>>41551999
wats a seekingcom daddy

>>41552046
you, folderanon

>>41552078
idgi
post ffs result

>>41552118
not going to post ffs result here sorry bbgurl, would in private, i like that i look unrecognizable gonna keep it that way!!

fake?

>>41552198
no i can dm u!

nah dawg

I might take a few days off to recover a lil
what do u think chat??

>>41552419
are you ill

>>41552484
yeh I was born ill tbqh

>>41549470

go for a run

>>41552419
it's a good idea

>exam literally had "check the 5Ps" as question
>P stands for pulse,pockets, position, penis, pulse
>penis
>check the penis
>passed the exam
I'm literally a licensed penis inspector now

>>41552382
ok sugar daddy

>>41551430

im covered by insurance and i waited like 8 months to schedule intake but i never followed up because surgery is terrifying.

why are men like they are....

>>41552887
biological necessity for evolution. they have outlived their usefulness.

keep me company on my last day, nonas

>>41552987
your last day of what

>>41552987
don't do it bitch

>>41552587
that's a really good point ngl
>>41552887
iunno, god made them from dirt ig
>>41552987
why not keep u company every day for the next 70 years? it's possible, no laws of physics rules it out tbqh

>>41552887
did you get bullied again

Twerk that sissy gyatt

>>41546635 (OP)
>qott:
I love cold weather because I like sweaters, cardigans and coats.

>>41552887

you don't have to put up with it.

>>41552666
>but i never followed up because surgery is terrifying.
i am too stupid to transition so i diy and have never gotten my levels tested despite being insured

>>41553377
my guys fucking raided my clothes and then stood around loudly describing my underwear in public
feels a bit more like harassment than anything
at the very least I guess I won't be seeing much of the handsy one anymore

>>41553908
order a blood test online its easy

>>41554017
why? you kicked his ass?

>>41554035
don't i have to show up and get blood drawn tho

>>41554017
>when people pretend into fake porn they saw online

>>41554055
wha? no
he just made the mistake of fucking with someone who isn't me or a woman i guess
people who "actually matter"
to the guys at least

>>41554106
there are at-home finger prick draw options

>>41553908

getting levels tested is waste of time unless you're like 40yo. u have a pcp right? on ur next checkup tell ur pcp you're diying. they'll order tests.

>>41554017
>when people pretend into fake porn they saw online

>>41553293
good to rest when you can

>>41554191
whats the significance of age in knowing your levels?

>>41554191
rightoid brain rot has done a number on you

>>41554430

higher estrogen levels contribute to dvt which becomes more of a risk as u age

>>41554494
no value in knowing you're in range at ages under 40?

>>41554512

i’ve known i’ve been in range since I was 16, lol.

>>41554529
ohh ok so knowing your ranges is valuable but no need to re-test so frequently after you know them
makes sense
anon said shes never had her levels taken

>>41554541

thats why i recommend they visit pcp. i retest multiple times a year i don't see the point anymore. chill out.

>>41554578
im feeling p chill just checking that you're giving reasoned guidance to the noob

I waaana date someone why do I have to be a tranny hon instead of having a relationship with a twink or just normal cisoid life.............

>>41554448

lol im so sick of hearing abt politics

>>41554657
no wonder if ur tranny lil wayne

>>41554180
are those accurate enough

>>41554191
>getting levels tested is waste of time unless you're like 40yo.
i need to know i'm injecting enough estrogen
i've never gotten my levels tested i just am taking whatever the diy guide told me to take

I gotta buy some more sex toys

What a pitiful world no one wants pussy

>>41555291
need ~1ml of whole blood generally at minimum
the one i've used was a 1ml vial and 3 spring lancets that you poke your fingertip with and then squidge it into the vial
reading seemed accurate based on my dosage and previous testing from normal draws

>>41555291
>>41555456
a small thing to note tthough is it can be worth getting your own lancing device, they like £10 usually. I've heard some people say they struggle to get blood out at times and the lances they give are single use

It's crazy how dead this thread is nowadays lol

>>41555538
ngl entire internet feels a bit dead these days

I cut all my hair off earlier this week and it didn't help.

what fragrance oil should I get to mix into my homemade soap

>>41555809
vanilla and lavendar would be cute

>>41555809
namat vanilla its really good

I have done very little this past week aside from browsing and posting to /lgbt/ to figure out if I should transition

>>41555916
what kinda retard takes mtfg advice to transition?

>>41555916
What do you hope to gain from transitioning?

There are two rules:
>you must reasonably expect transitioning to improve your life
>you must not fuck it up for the rest of us

fard

>>41555927
you cant know in advance. it can make every part of your life worse except how you feel about yourself. then you fuck it up for everyone by acting out.

>>41546635 (OP)
qott: i hate it :/ i grew up in chicago and there’s no sunlight from november to april and every year i associate it with being alone while everyone else has relationships. i get so cold now after hrt too :(

>>41554941

i don’t like trump

death can't come soon enough
i deserve worse i deserve so much worse

>>41555456
do i just mail it back to the lab?
i'm like scared of having it on record i guess

>>41555815
oh like mixed together or separate? never tried them mixed...I do have both in my stash
>>41555900
gonna look this up

>>41557410
i was thinking mixed, they seem complimentary scents

>>41557356
>i'm like scared of having it on record i guess
the lynch mob is gonna see you regardless of whether you get a blood draw lmao

jasmine and sandlewood is my current jam
>>41557603
Those fucking tranny's are always trying to lynch me man
Every time I put on my Trump hat it's fucking over for me

essential oils give me a headache

>>41557697
you still need to work and get a job

>>41557764

ive been at my current job for 8 months

>>41555921
Where should I get advice then?
>>41555927
I wanna be cute and feminine and save myself from twink death and wear cute outfits and yeah. As far as ruining things for the rest of you, I plan on being completely closeted outside of LGBT spaces. And not to brag, but I'm not nearly as annoying as some of the people in those spaces.

I was feeling a little gay and wanted to pretend to be a woman. I have always wanted to be a woman and I had a real bad drinking problem that inhibited my ability to process these emotions. I joined discord as a secret femboy and want everyobe to see me as the girl I am deep down inside. I joined Scampy server since i knew they liked women and I could get validation as a woman. Scampy flattered me with cute compliments and started to privately dm me. We were on phonecalls everyday and slowly he pushed our conversations sexually. He started sending me dick pictures everyday and asking for my nudes. Since I didnt transition yet and still had my cock, i was scared to showing them. The i showed him my bootyhole. After he got that he would masturbate to me everyday. I felt so dirty knowing he fapped on his phone screen thinking the nutt was in my butt. I have since distanced from him and finally transition. Im a real woman now

>>41558813
did you send pictures of your hymen

>>41546635 (OP)

Is there any hope for me as a femoid or should I just rep and take up drinking or something? I am early 30’s and I have never used the magic girl drugs except if you count tap water and the pill bottle of pureria mirifica I secretly bought when I was like 17 (it did nothing). I have dysphoria about big torso and there is nothing I can reasonably do about it I think.

Here are my measurements:

Shoulder circumference - 42in (106.68cm)

Chest/bust - 37in (93.98cm)

Waist - 30in (76.2cm)

Hips - 38in (96.52cm)

Total height 5ft 9in (175.26cm)


Will I ever pass or am I destined for hondom if I try?

>>41559014
Just take your pills and manmode, if you make it great if not atleast you stopped the bleeding

>>41559059

That sounds reasonable. I am kinda scared that one day people at work and my family will start noticing I obviously have some…unusual features. How do I like…hide that?? From family especially. Particularly any chest growth. I was even considering doing targeted get just so I can stealth forever and only have smol chest. Smol is cute too so…

>>41559129

*targeted hrt

big jilm

can I make you some sandwich sandwiches

My bf thinks i should go on hrt and i want to but i know i'm not a women

>>41559924
Why does estrogen induced breast growth have to take like ten years I want it to happen right now
You can hardly see anything even if I wear a bra right now, and I feel AGP wearing pushup bras

>>41561265
Sorry, I didn't intend to reply to your comment in particular

>>41559014
i tried to rep hard as i could, didnt work breh

>>41546635 (OP)
>qott
winter has most certainly come
good ol deadly canadian winter
not the worst situation tho
rn we have 4 adults, 2 kids, 2 babies, and 3 cats
think we'll survive even if it comes to huddling for warmth

>>41554158
>>41561382
What was the story here?

>>41561434
my cousins friend decided to steal booze from my cousin
and also bailed on a favor he said he'd do
so they're having internal drama
i just find it funny that my cousin basically let him do whatever he wanted otherwise
guy was showing up drunk harassing and punching me, calling random women shit like "shrek" to their faces
but its the little drama that makes him see that it's just not worth the trouble to deal with assholes

>>41561461
>stealing booze
oh the trashiness lol

>punching me
probably his way of flirting then

>>41557603
tbhon i don't even know where my nearest mailbox is to drop it off is

:pensive:

>>41561512
are you this helpless
like actually

voice training but still sound like a breathy twink ;_;
https://voca.ro/1fhJTnFaIQ9K
ik it sucks but any tips or pointers?

fucked off my fuckken arse on 18 unitsin 4 hours
get in therrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IiL7juu5iiY

seeing double. phoned mum, bf ignring me, friends ignoring me, sog dont reael. drunk in the puddle

>>41563089
>are you this helpless
yes i don't even know how to drive somehow i have a job that pays well enough to cover my bills but besides that i'm completely useless

So Carol was Blobby this whole time...wtf

>>41563735
just search 'usps' dropbox on google maps

>>41564226
fmstl idk how i ever convinced myself that i would ever look like more than a dude with tits wearing a bra
my torso is so wide and square
it's over, idk how im gonna live for the rest of my life like this

>>41564505
mommy chill

>>41564505
sorry im nta btw

>>41564505
>how i ever convinced myself that i would ever look like more than a dude with tits wearing a bra
idk thats how i turned out and its iite

>>41564724
somehow i thought i could be a passing trans woman
but i can't
idk how that can ever be alright

>>41564869
and while pre hrt i was just numb and depressed, now just thinking about this stuff makes my eyes water

>>41564869
>>41564882
prob need to chill out its not that bad

>>41564893
it's not so bad if you enjoy being extremely male looking, which i don't, maybe you do

>>41564928
rude

>>41564932
you're the rude one

>>41564928
like i said its iite
just sayin you gotta pull up the doom spiral or you're gonna end up hurting yourself

>>41564944
IT'S RAPING TIME

>>41564977
wat

capital one keeps trying to get me to sign up for a credit card it says instant approval it might be a good way to build credit but it seems predatory they send me junk mail literally everyday

>>41565150
if you have one around that you qualify for try a credit union for a first cc
their rates are usually way gentler

I'm sure an ftm would be happy having my straight rectangular body with no hips at all
i wish I could lie down and die right now

why do so many chuds seem to crave mtf dick?
kohlchan net/int/res/27334624.html

>>41565246
I'm also tired of people trying to make me feel better by saying that some women are completely hipless. they usually have something and aren't so wide chested.

>>41565340
yeah plus they're actually women regardless

>>41565370
yep

>>41565241

that’s a good idea. thanks.

i got mango thingie from indian restaurant

>>41565825
oh like a mango lassi??? but it looks more like tea iunno

>>41565936
ya its one of those v yummy

>>41565825
ugh nice, luv me some mango slop

I didn't go to the shops today to refill my icecream box, now everything is closed and I regretti :(

>>41565973
oh yeh, mango is quite nice, up there with the good fruits tbqh
>>41565987
the universe conspires to make u diet tbqh

>>41565825
Send nudes

>>41566037
>the universe conspires to make u diet tbqh
idonwannadiet I want my sweets!

so anyways

>>41566061
kys creeper

>>41565150
when I was in the US I would sign up for the bonuses and never use the card

>>41567145
>when I was in the US
since when did you leave the US, especially with an alleged autoimmune disease?

>>41567334
if u wanna chat add me on discord :^)

>>41567145

what kind of bonuses do you get signing up for a cc

>>41567434
fuck no, I hope you kill yourself or that whichever country you went to mistakes you for a terrorist and sends you to prison
that'd be poetic justice for falsely claiming others are literally terrorists in order to ruin their lives and drive them to suicide

>>41567457
$200 usually or one time amex gave me $500 but I had spend 4500 on that card in a year. I just put my bills on it

>>41564179
much more than just that personality

I'm a 23 repressor.
Is trooning at this age even worth it?, i'm still undecided but i know that the chances of passing are hopeless.

>>41567133
>t. Blobby

Carol called me a slant eyed n word among other terrible slurs. I hate her

Is it okay to transition just because I want to be a woman?

I probably don't have "gender dysphoria", I'm OK with living just as a effeminate man but I want to have long hair, put on makeup, wear dresses, etc.

>>41567910
Yes, but the chances of passing obviously depend on genetics
Some people are more fucked by age 16 than others are at age 23

>>41567958
>have long hair, put on makeup, wear dresses, etc.
none of this is what makes a woman, a woman. that's just performing feminity, and it's ok for men to do it.

>>41567958
yes? that's how the vast majority of trannies are?

>>41567958
good luck having those things look good without transitioning oomfie

>>41568155
Is this what gender dysphoria is? I thought it was an actual mental disorder where you feel like you don't belong in your body or something

every single passing second i grow more convinced that im trans and it slowly eats away at me, its like finding out you have a little hole in your chest that steadily eats away at your insides

and like fuck it i would try anything to feel good for once but ive discussed it with my wife and she just can't come to terms with it and i love her so much, more than i could ever love myself, so i'm just sitting here thinking that maybe i can be fixed but i can't be fixed and be what she wants in her life

anyway i hope every single one of you has a great day and appreciates the opportunity you have if you do have it because i think i'm going to live my entire life wondering why i had to lose a coin flip at conception until i ultimately end it i think

>>41568247
that is that it is, the other anon is a lying agp snake
if you don't feel a massive aversion to your innate masculinity and male features, you are not trans and are just a normal gnc guy. transwomen are gnc guys too, but they're ones with dysphoria

social anxiety therapy is hard when you can't figure out what causes the bad feelings exactly...usually it's a fear of judgement or fear of making a mistake ..

>>41568720
maybe it's that you're a terrible person and should be anxious bc nobody likes you

>>41568674
Knock it off. Spooky season is OVER

>>41568739
pooge it's been five years and you are still sneeding

>>41568796
2023 was 2 years ago

>>41568813
what did the fpd person do

>>41568796
plus who knows how many other victims you have
sociopaths like you never only have one victim

>>41568825
someone she knew irl saw her Nazi reposts on reddit

muh sword group... muh fwends....

>>41568825
used fed tier tools to soft dox a severely mentally ill vulnerable transwoman, tried to ruin their life by telling people they knew irl that they were a recruiter for terrorist Nazis, and tried to push them to suicide after the fact, just to feel like they had power over someone

>>41568834
nice compulsive lying
kill yourself ASAP
if you do have an autoimmune disorder I hope it ravages you and ends your life before you can hurt any more victims

>>41568856
that sounds rough

>>41568882
and none of it is true

>>41568908
damage control harder
alternatively, drink bleach

>>41568908
then why do they hate you

>>41568924
see
>>41568834

>>41568930
and how did the irl friends see the posts

>>41568930
totally false
I had the group leader tell me you reached out to them, showed them Twitter posts, said I was recruiting for a neonazi on the dark web, and that if they didn't kick me from the group that you were going to post publicly about that group letting neonazis in
zero reason he would've made any of that up and it totally fits your mo

>>41568948
he was browsing blackpeopletwitter

>>41568943
>>41568840
were the Nazis known for wearing cat ears?

hitler was a furry

>>41568957
why was she doing that

i love women.

pooners will always be inferior to real men and to non-delusional women. grow up and find a valid cope. you are seen as even more as a joke than troons. your existence is a billboard showcasing exactly what your insecurities are and what you're trying to run from. i'm so tired of this delusional larp being treated as legitimate.

sex and gender are not feelings. you are women and you know ywnbam. try loving yourself challenge. this shit is so embarrassing. i hope you learn to love yourself and don't feel the need to hide behind an extreme, contrived persona. i know you're tired.

>>41568982
um i think this is the mtf thread

anyway I should find a new manga

I'd feel bad for paige if he didn't make it impossible to feel bad for him

>>41569126
I don't I'm nice and easily lovable, just mildly possibly autistic occasionally

>>41569139
>mildly possibly autistic occasionally
skill issue i'm full blown retarded

>>41567906
Youre still sucking dick that was in her butt

she needs to go on his IP range and airplane mode over and over and see what bans he's been handed

>>41569224
what

Who is Kaylee?

>>41569139
Quite literally the opposite is true. You're not nice, noboy really loves you (mom = pity, not love) - and you're extremely autistic all the time.

>>41569139
I did love you but you took me for granted and now I am only an occasional shadow here, and this has become a reservation for you and the blobster

trip on nomi

>>41569253
rizzle is a known harasser itt

>>41569316
:(

and no I am not Nomi

>>41569375
then who are you

i'm the juggernaut bitch

>>41569388
this is what I mean by being taken for granted but there was a time when I looked forward every day to talking with you

>>41569426
grim

>>41569426
Bud, BattleTech is from 1984 not 2008.
BattleTech is dystopian in positing that technology will NOT save us from our basically violent nature. This attitude had been cultivated in the shadow of atomic warfare; it is explicitly ironic in contrast to attitudes reaching back to the Renaissance and is paired against the utopian response, as exemplified Star Trek, that technology is ultimately an expression of man’s higher nature and destiny or progress.

Paige nobody would ever masturbate to you let alone love you. Get real

it is always cold in Belarus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mdk8n2CInVU

I have busted to the thought of Paige artistically lolling around my dick in her mouth

Has everyone had plesant bowel movement experiences today? I certainly did, and am quite grateful for that!

>>41569685
i've had 9 packets of instant oatmeal today and i can't stop farting

should i donate to wikipedia.

>>41569838
no they have like a quarter billion in the bank

i fell 12 pounds of weight and then gained it all back in the same week. My body image is in shambles

>>41569838
I drop them $50 a year and treat it like a subscription. I feel like I definitely get that much value out of the site.

>>41569910
use grokpedia it's better

can any tranny friends help me :/ i want to stop boymoding since i feel like laser has made a big difference but im really worried about asking my stylist for a girl haircut, and also about getting my eyebrows done which i havent done before (besides on my own with tweezers) does anyone have any help for this first time i am really stressed and ive been putting it off. my hair is long rn but in a boy way

>>41569884
that's water weight. I'm not even overweight but I did the same thing after a couple months of strict eating, except it was ten pounds. I went back on my diet, held back on sodium and sugary food, a couple of hours spent walking each day, 400 calorie deficit, it wasn't enough to lose ten pounds of fat, but it burned through the stored sugar and salt, now I'm back to where I was before my week of pigging out. I'm not an expert so interpret that as you may.

>>41569963
>my hair is long rn but in a boy way
make it long but in a girl way first, it's easy as fuck
https://www.wikihow.com/Do-a-Layered-Haircut

I've been crying nonstop ever since i found out ;-;

>>41570020
found out what

>>41570025
That there are more Indians in India then all of white people combined throughout the entire world. It's so fucking over ;-;

>>41570043
lmao

>>41570043
it'll be fine

fpd only ever got what she deserved and thats a good thing :)

>>41569987
ive been asked about layers by my stylist before but is there anything in particular youre meant to ask for besides just layers or a girl haircut? id really prefer to not say the latter if possible lol just because its not really like cis women walk in and ask for a girl haircut

>>41567947
you do are insanely uglytm tbf

>>41570043
do u ever think about how in a decade itll be even worse? :) think about all those nigerians and indonesians and pakistanis and congolese too

>>41570043
Only 40% of Indians are currently on the internet... just imagine how bad it's going to get

>>41570059
i meant to do it yourself first lol
then just go in girlmode and ask for whatever

I found a big rat in my attic and i panicked and got so scared that i had to febreze it until it stopped moving

Hello, I've been doing that hormone therapy crap for a while now. I know I'm not a woman or anything like that, I just wanted to have more feminine features. Recently, my brother told me I look like a butch lesbian. Should I be offended or flattered?

>>41570126
Flattered. That means its working.

>>41570126
a butch lesbian is what cis people call a boymoder as "we can tell youre a girl larping as a boy"

>>41569207
huh,? what r u on about lol
man if u knew oh lol

>>41567910
the real doompill is theres no difference between 15 and 25

>>41570209
I think anon means you suck rizzles dick and his dick has been in carols ass.

>>41570209
did you find bestest dick

>>41567906
>>41570209
So sad you're a discord transbian clitty gooner, you're like perfect chaser rapemeat

>>41570265
She has a boyfriend that she shares with 3 or 4 other trannys

hi i cant say this in real life so i have to put it somwhere and. why not here.

I havent posted in a long long time now or been in any related spaces. I made it to the other end . im stealth at work and have been for years. I got everything i was supposed to haev wanted. i havent been misgendered for two years. but, I'm still miserable. I'm horribly depressed. I haven't felt like this since when i was 18 just before i transitioned, at the bottom of my depression. I noticed that same feeling, like im alone at night in a blizzard in a remote mountainous location and nobody can save me but im just clinging by a thread to my life, this half-lucid dreamlike state . I never thought this would solve all of my problems but i at least thought my depression would get better.

even though im stealth i dont feel like a woman. I transitioned because i wished i were female; i didnt want to become a "trans woman." i just wanted to be a "woman." I have female friends but i feel like im deceiving them. My dysphoria has nearly been completely eliminated and yet i feel isolated and alone. I haven't spoken to a person outside of work in 3 months. im sorry again to just put this here, but i can't say anything to anyone in real life. im very tired (and high) so im just. im writing. im sorry

>>41570304
i dont think being stealth is actually any easier on your psyche than being a boymoder. the stress will literally drive u schizo and give you panic attacks. find at least a couple people around you to come out to even if it feels like youre asking the world to end by doing so.

>>41570277
no I don't what

>>41570240
no I dont

>>41570265
not a transbian but ur sissy thing is just weird at this point

>>41570314
i can't do it. passing has taught me that even self-proclaimed allies can't be trusted. i trust nobody to not subconsciously categorize me into a third gender or something woman-adjacent if they knew. It's embedded in the human psyche. No person sees a trans woman as truly female. This is my ultimate conclusion after being around and hearing cis people talk about "trans women and women" or "real women" without even meaning to come off that way

>>41570330
i know. i agree with you. but if you keep doing what youre doing youre going to have an anxiety attack eventually. it happened to me

>>41570304
stealth is just another form of repping

>>41570337
cope. she can come out at any point and thats the only change. the repper has to look like a woman first and for all intents and purposes this is probably impossible for HIM

>>41570325
He says you are

not even close to cope
the fact is, a trans woman is a woman but will never be a cis woman
a repper pretend to be a man
a stealth passing tranny pretends to be a cis woman
both pretenses are suffocating

>>41570330
its fucking true though we aren't, its just a biological fact

>>41570333
then what's the point? what was the point of any of this if i can never be a "real woman" or just "female" it's all just compromising and how am i meant to be okay with compromising on something so fundamental and existentially important to what i am? was there never a solution? gender dysphoria may be the single evilest curse ever cast upon us. we will never find our relief even when we believe it could be ours.

>>41570330
What if the person you talk to is also trans. Could find a trans guy so don't worry about like for like transition comparison envy.

>>41570359
tons of people are cursed besides us nona

>>41570359
you were born with the wrong chromosome, you can't be XX but you can be close enough™

things change very quickly tbf. the world was rather horrific to lesbians barely 20 years ago so who knows maybe instead of tranny macht frei we'll be seen as normal women soon

>>41570365
It's the existential nature of it and the fact that there's no cure. We can walk straight up to it, but we will never be THERE. It's not like a sickness or something where you could be cured, and even then a sickness or a genetic mutation or any other curse out there doesn't deal with the nature of your identity, your existence itself being so awfully wrong, the world around you thinking you're something you aren't, every interaction you ever have is tainted by it, i can't think of any greater mental anguish you could so modularly apply across the general population

>>41570373
I still see gay love as different from straight love, I think trannies in reality are just like that, whatever our gender is, is different from how it works for normal people

>>41570377
nigga u need to chill out fr

>>41570373
>be seen as normal women
I think this may happen depending on how straight men act

>>41570377
you could be some mad scientists experiment where he cut someones head off and keeps it alive with machines, that would suck too

>>41570377
there are cis women who get horribly disfigured with acid attacks. there are cis women who spend their entire lives being raped. there are cis women who live as slaves. you have Your Lot in life but its actually much freer than you might think and you have an ability to reshape this world radically if you desire. even if you despair burn brightly

>>41570359
the solution is you are a trans woman and not a cis woman
living a life centered around hiding something indelible about who you are will never feel good or right, it’s the same as never transitioning at all

>>41570387
i genuinely think there is a very real possibility that the world of 2040 america is one of many many youngshits and men being very fine with this. i think cis women are harder desu but still very doable since feminism has had a lot of forms and older feminisms really really hated black women and lesbians

>>41570404
But everyone else is so violent towards us and makes it hard to survive financially if that indelible thing is known.

>>41570404
i don't want that for myself. it feels like the moment i fully accept this truth i will have an overwhelming urge to die. I don't want to be different from women

in the wider span of things 2024-2025 is horrifically bad to be trans but 2010-2025 is actually quite incredible all things considered. the societal reaction and gaze you see now was always an inevitability once we reached a certain tipping point. its dialectical and i do think thats demonstrable

>>41570413
u need to find cis women who actually see you as as a woman no different from them and will talk to you at length about this. it may seem incredibly difficult but it is possible. lesbians and black/brown women have been incredibly kind in my experience. obviously there are terfs in both groups but all of humanity is a coin flip lol

>>41570413
well too fucking bad, cis women don't get forced to look like men if they have bad genetics or start a medication too old

>>41570425
well tbf some cis woman do look like men and movies/books have made fun of this for decades

>>41569955
lmfao take ur meds
>>41570209
ahhh I wish I could figure out what each one of those videos in the bg are

>>41570424
there are few things more healing than you being able to be dysphoric and sob in the way you can with trans women with other cis women and them not minding or seeing it as unfeminine. to be a woman is to perform

>>41570430
fair enough, I am just mad because
>wah wah people don't seem me as a woman once they find out im a tranny
nigga I wish I looked like a woman

>>41570412
There is a big gap between being stealth in this self-suffocating way that drives women to despair and crisis von the one hand and being out to people with whom you are close (meaning part of life is getting close with at least some people, I.e., not hiding who you really are)
>>41570413
>I don't want to be different from women
>from women
>women
the problem is you don’t recognize yourself as a woman so being stealth means living with this oppressive secret
If you could just realize you ARE a woman, i.e., that trans women Oat least some, by whatever means of discriminating) are women, including you, then the sentence would be
>I don't want to be different from cis women
>from cis women
>cis women
and while that is still an issue to work through, at least it is something that you can actually work through

>>41570439
youre moid ensouled. the other manmoders complain about it in their thread respectfully

>>41570444
we are one and the same, i just have a bigger skeleton than you and grew up in redneck town so I have to be ugly and you don't have to be ugly

>>41570325
Can you just post a picture of your ass already?

Please you're so hot

>>41570460
Spread close up YESS

>>41570424
they don't exist. I'm convinced they don't. Each and every cis person i have ever met (and i pay attention) when they end up talking about trans people has some sort of subconscious subdivider happening where trans women are women adjacent but not the same thing. Because the human mind will always autofill cis and bio females as the baseline for "women." Even people who i've known as allies show through their language that they make a distinction. Markedly, I remember two years ago when i was open about being trans, a coworker told me on the first day she met me she was "unsure if i was just a really tall woman or if i was trans." Until that point I had known her to be 100% supportive of trans people. She thinks of trans women as women. But there's a subtle distinction which is revealed through how she talks, where they are still different categories even if related. I am absolutely convinced these people you are thinking of do not exist

>>41570458
i dont deny we're one and the same!! i also dont think youre very cool for commenting unnecessarily when she's just sharing her thoughts like everyone else on this site and honestly a lot more politely than most

>>41570460
trip on kaliaura

>>41570465
idk girl theyre few and far between. i totally understand u feeling the way u do. i did for a longggg time. this is really all i can recommend you. even a few cisf friends who care about you on text and are willing to chat with you regularly make a huge difference. you need to be able to place your being trans into a broader context of femininity without this horror and shame

Nick when are you getting back together with Mono?

>>41570466
well sometimes the answer to things is "tough shit", I can't say anything nice because the answer isn't nice

>>41570440
I know trans and cis women are both women. I know. I see myself as a woman, or at least I want to. I think I do. The reason i used that language is because that is how normal people think of it. The word "women" implicitly is meant to be referring to biological females who were born and raised in that context. When people want to include trans women, they'll say "and trans people" or even say "women and trans women." A lot of people only say "cis women" as a mental synonym for "woman -- normal / real." When I say I don't want to be different from women, it is not a reflection of my subconscious but rather an intentional decision because I am referring to the physical and original definition of a woman. I wanted to have been born female, or at least have a truly female body and social experience from that point onward, not try and just get close and remain separate.

>>41570498
socially, you did have a different experience growing up which is a permanent divider imo

>>41570486
Does mono even want a 40 year old cheating whore? She should just be beta bux for some 18 year old young shit.

what's a good horror manga

>>41570498
ok but this like like tranny 101 lol. u dont get to be cis. you can pass. you can get srs. you can surround yourself with loving cis women who see you as a woman and dont actually care that youre not cis even if you worry about it forever less and less each day. you can marry a man. you can move to a different country or really do anything else to affirm your idea of being a woman and disregard this difference which hopefully will come to be less of a stain both societally and internally

>>41570506
this

>>41570537
i think typing this out made me realize why i come on this site. it inspires me to keep going honestly even though there's some of the worst people in existence here too. i also get to see some of the very cool lives u girls live and dream about my own and see your problems and maybe even help u a little.

>>41570537
i've only gotten this far because i tricked myself int othinking it might be okay if it did but now it's been long enough in the other camp that it might have just been doomed from the start. I dont fucking know im just gonna wait to kill myself until a bit post ffs and if my outlook is no different then i'll probably do it. i've got a couple more years to figure this out i guess and ir eally hope i do because sincerely, i do not want to die. i want to live

>>41570566
> i want to live
i know nona. me too :(

>>41570566
you will be fine, i hate my life too and i probably need ffs but theres better things to it than what gender you technically are. I think your about as much woman as anyone else here, and maybe that's not saying much but its who you are and its just the right amount of woman god wanted you to be

>>41569426
is this doug? why not just say who you are? it's hard to know who a totally anonymous poster is, especially when they vaguepost and won't actually say
idk who I would've taken for granite, doug is like the only person bc I stopped talking to him after eating disorder recovery bc he encouraged the anorexia and I had to stop talking with him or I may have relapsed.
or ginger Sophie? they really didn't like that I could be critical of transgender orthodoxy, it's not that I took them for granted I just can't not think what I think
if you say who you are then I could apologize but it's impossible otherwise
>inb4 oh you don't remember so it's proof you took me for granted
I've been here for so long it's hard for me to remember every single person I was on good terms with, of you're willing to you are not nomi then idk what the issue is with saying who you are, unless you're actually nomi and just saying you're not to get me to interact. he certainly would say the things you're saying, at least

>>41570588
i just want to be normal

>>41570594
talking to infertile women has helped me a lot personally :( they are very nice and understanding and relate to the feeling

>>41570594
You are normal, being trans is nothing bad.

>>41570591
cut the nazi yapping

>>41570411
I think you’re right about this, I think straight men are already warming up quite a bit to the idea of dating trans women because trans women are women (sexy, smart, cool, funny, feminine, desirable women)
And then there is also the issue of how trans women will react to this

>>41570606
cut your jugular

>>41570610
no ty

>>41570594
youre probably a very pretty girl irl. please just find people who will stay to hold you and tell you nice things irl. its all we can do. i dont really think this century is the best time ever for humans even if you're cis lol. plenty of them mightve wanted kids in a different world

>>41570609
>trans women are women (sexy, smart, cool, funny, feminine, desirable women)

>>41570618
my friend is a tranny and i think she is very cute and cool and smart and funny and feminine (idk about desirable bc we're just friends)

>>41570465
Let me tell you something, normies don’t think about things in terms of trans women and cis women. They just think of women or not women (men). So yeah, sometimes that comes across as trans women are not seen as “real women: by normies, but I think that will change in the coming years generally — and I know some people already think this way.

>>41570625
billions must become cute skinny twinkhons

>>41570134
>>41570162
I see thanks

>>41570615
im fairly ugly but i look female so i can accept it. i think i will die alone because im straight and asexual and every man i ever date eventually expects something sexual from me and i just hate it . nobody will ever be there to hold me, and i will never be content with my body or place in society. this is my lot in life, and i will either suffer to the end or i'll cut it short myself.

>>41570623
dont take this the wrong way but are you on the spectrum?

goodnight nona(s) it was lovely chatting but it is very late where i am and i have work in 5 hours. i wish you the best of luck with ur shitty tranny lives and i do think i have been inspired a lot tonight

>>41570641
yeah very much lol. i think a lot of people on 4chan at 3am are though

>>41570631
>twinkhons
So this is a good example, because some people use the word twinkhons disparagingly to emphasize manliness. And other people use the term in a complimentary way to mean attractive people like Hunter Schafer.
But I think what it really means is pass as a trans woman. That is, to be considered a woman who is trans — not a man larping as a woman on the one hand or a stealth passer on the other hand; but rather someone who is passes as a woman just not as a cis woman.
Being pretty (attractive in a feminine way) certainly helps, but I am 100% convinced it is not required.

>>41570653
that's fair. i wish your attitude was more common lol. i assumed you were being sarcastic

>>41570661
i dont know if i can ever pass but maybe i can look like not a man, i dont know why i hate this so much im not even bad at being a man its fucking retarded. A few months ago I was just happy that I could be a nonpassing tranny to get any femininity at all but now I feel like all the passoids are laughing at me and all the chuds are cheering my failure on and I don't know how to cope with that so good, im probably just paranoid

>>41570676
maybe i could pass, every time i get like this for a few days the reason its joever seems to be different so i think i might just be delusional

>>41570676
the passing to obtain is passing as a woman specifically as a trans woman
>>41570687
yeah it’s dysphoria, I believe

>>41570696
cool, i feel better now i just needed to get that out of me so i can focus on this motherfucking test tommorow shiiiiit

BRUH

my boobs hurt does this mean i should stop trying to lose weight and fatmaxx instead

>>41570758
could be cancer

>>41570763
it's not a tumor

>>41570758
Hmmm you should probably post a picture, could be dangerous

>>41570817
NO go to horny jail (chasergen)

>>41570745
don't u get tired of being a complete loser and wasting hours and hours of your time when you could be doing literally anything else

>>41570828
Post those sissy tits

>>41570834
Despite these very words written from your fingertips, not once did you ever stop to self-reflect or see the irony of it all. Truly astounding

>>41570834
OH the lack of self awareness my LORD

>>41570871
I mean I come here to chat and such. I'm not obsessive like this freak https://archiveofsins.com/lgbt/search/image/g55VS6dPQtxbVfJYL9_psw/

>>41570890
when you are not a toxic piece of shit you are the most boring, unfunny, uninteresting poster that can be
you literally don’t have a single quality and yet you keep running that ugly and disgusting mouth of yours
why are you still even alive
fr

>>41570894
when have I been toxic? lol your whole premise begins with a lie

>>41570890
>i'm not obsessed
>links archiveofsins
uh huh

>>41570930
lol you're mentally ill, nothing can be done for you
just keep going, you will never have friends or anything meaningful anyway

>>41570938
I mean...I have friends

>>41570932
https://youtu.be/LpNVf8sczqU

>>41570962
LOL

>>41570890
>about 30 times in a year
>obsessive
kinda a good point tho
like if it was a grudge u could say ok maybe they will post it 10 times or maybe 15 but mostly at the start
showing someone posts so much in a year or over an average of once a month for so long is like yeh u win the argument
nothing else anybody posts matters compared to the stats tbqh

i like fpd i like the games they post about and their life updates. i like fpd in the way i like parrot because they clearly care about something more than this inane chamber built to house the students of anarchism
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lo9CPTHTxm4

fpd is like if mado was not on crack i think. if they'd organize and live to their ideals (who knows if they actually do!) i'd like them 10x more too. i think the anti fpd stuff is bizarre because even if it's blobby they have good intentions and an obviously good soul

>>41571478
fpd is the opposite of parrot for those exact reasons lmao
get meds

>>41571485
samefag
+ got exactly what you deserved

>>41571536
yeah those are both me i wasn't really trying to hide it lol. is this paige. fpd is interesting because if you actually read their posts its clearly different than how you all talk about it so its like there's some kind of giant cognitive dissonance

>>41571591
no i am not paige and i am not this poster >>41570871
>>41570932
neither
and i am not one of the people who despises fpd but aren’t posting in this thread NEITHER
crazy how much fucking people are vomiting her ugly ass right? and for so little that come here and samefag to defend her

really makes you wonder where is the cognitive dissonance uh

>>41571605
i read your post multiple times and it doesn't make sense at all and frankly you should try reading some tolstoy or something because i have no idea what you're talking about and even his lenin-style run-on sentences are more understandable than whatever point you just tried to make

it's okay though i don't blame you everybody who posts here regularly enough to know What The Fuck Is Going On is probably not okay so i hope you get a hug or something

>>41570486
never
>>41570513
ofc not
>>41570433
just my liked videos
some exurb1a, gigguk, arcane and etc stuff

>>41571643
>exurb1a
the hotness. i own one of his books but i never read it and his stuff feels a little bit too anti materialist style philosophy for me even though it's mostly scifi
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m9L01AjkwKI

oh actually hey on the topic i think you'd like a channel called "CCK philosophy" he put out a great one about soviet architecture in Lithuania recently that was both informative and interesting

>>41571658
>CCK
Cadaverous Charlie Kirk?

>>41571723
that's right anon

new thread when

you guys ever put fingers in ur butthole? feels kinda nice!

>>41571626
dw you're not the only one who can read just the only one needing the feel to namedrop some author to give your empty post a bit of relevance (spoiler it didnt work)

its a truly pathetic scene to witness
your inability to judge or perceive people followed by your inability to understand something very simple to only try to cover it with narcissist remarks

man, you are an exceptional waste of oxygen, you should add fpd on discord if you havent already, only you two could ever like each others

and thats a beautiful thing, enjoy every bit of misery that you will get because trust me, you deserve it (;

>>41571799
man you are really really upset and terrible at hiding it

>>41571787
not inside, but I press against it and a little before it. when I was a kid I used to wipe really aggressively bc it felt so good to have that pounding feeling hitting the prostate, but I didn't know that's what was happening. sometimes I'd do it in public and say I was scratching my butt
I was such a fucking retard

>>41571825
you're coping hard with the situation right now but sadly lack the self awareness to even realize it, sad! deshumanising even!

>>41571837
that was my 1st post here today, but it's super obv how big mad you are lol

>>41571849
you don't even have the capacity to understand that lying on the internet to strangers who don't give a fuck about you to save face will never not make your real life less shit, big sob!

>>41570460
sure.
650 euro in crypto for the pics

Ugh need a boyfriend to take me on a date to applebees ughugh then takes me back to his place and takes my bussy to gapplebees ughughugh

>>41571858
not lying and tbqh didn't even comprehend your posts / back and forth with other anon. it's just p funny to me when i spot seethers trying to hide their seethe (poorly) :)

>>41571917
nice seething dude

lmao even the janny knew how big big mad he was hahahahaha that's hillarious!

le sigh I missed the book signings this past weekend because of being in hospital

>>41571891
what does that even mean tho...
>>41571975
true, never get upset, just wasted energy ngl
>>41571999
aw I'm sorry to hear that, hope ur doing better now tbqh

>>41572109
MEANS I WANT TO BE TAKEN TO POUND TOUND I'M JUST A TRANNYCAT IN HEAT OVER HERE

>>41572418
scandalous! how do ppl meet other ppl seriously these days???
asking for a friend tbqh

>>41570661
no there’s a very big difference between a troon feminine enough that nobody cares she doesn’t pass, and a woman who actually passes

>>41570669
i mean i had some weirder opinions a year or two ago lol my buddy trooning out and becoming a normal chick really made me rethink a lot of stuff. she is very cute and normal now which i didnt expect

>>41572797
you should date her