Thread 24638895

>be me, almost 30
>since 11, basically living in isolation
>endless internet scrolling, video games, porn, drugs, booze
>once OD'd shooting up heroin while drunk, almost died
>ICU for 3 days, rescued last minute
>suicide thoughts nonstop, self-hate and self-harm daily
>nightmares, breakdowns, can't sleep at night, zombie during the day
>never learned any skills
>been seeing therapists for years
>diagnosed with depression, panic disorder, social anxiety, ADHD, schizoid, bpd, autism, c-ptsd
>on psych meds most of life
>alcoholic dad neglected and abused me
>childhood friends bullied and beat me
>bullied by classmates, teachers humiliated me
>skipped school, barely finished with shit grades
>junk food addict, never exercised
>skinny-fat, gynecomastia, puffy nipples, feminine body shape
>acne face, arms and legs covered in self-harm scars
>never slept well, hygiene and cleaning a joke
>never learned to drive, never socialized
>panic attacks around people, avoid eye contact and touch
>no friends, no girlfriend, no romance
>never been kissed, hugged, touched, or had sex
>no studies, no job, no car, no money, no place of my own
>still live with parents
>literally just rotting
>starting to realize I wasted my entire life
>regret hits like a freight train

what books would you recommend me?

so did you put any effort into anything at any point in your life or what

>>24638895 (OP)
lmao.

>boring shit I don’t care about
>book recs??????
God, I fucking hate this board.

books for this feel?

no, but seriously, might as well just go all in on smoking weed and playing video games. you can get mad blazed and play overwatch like 14 hours a day, and since you have no hope of being in shape, you can eat popeyes and taco bell for every meal, lmao comfy.

>>24638895 (OP)
dont live in isolation! you are avoiding your life tasks! you are missing out on the feeling of community! these are your tasks you are capable and responsible for doing them! if you need help you need to seek it out!
The Courage to be Disliked

>>24638895 (OP)

My blog post I just wrote. It's about conquering boredom to achieve greatness.

https://lorakanlighthouse.blogspot.com/2025/08/the-bored-autist-conquering.html?m=1

wait, if u have no friends how did u score heroin? just go into a random bad neighborhood and talk to people loitering on the corner when u stop at a light?

>>24638895 (OP)
Just get a job. All your missing out on from normies is le sex. It's literally nothing. They all live boring lives going to work and doom scrolling and maybe sometimes having sex. That's it. Modernity sucks for everybody unless you're born rich and even those people ultimately lead vapid lives of self gratification.

wasting ur life sucks but eventually u will die and it will all be over and u won't have to think about it anymore

>>24638895 (OP)
Life can’t be wasted. You got to enjoy the wild ride in op. Amor fati and all that. I bet you still have more than half your life remaining anyway, so if you want it to be the opposite of your experience so far then just act completely differently. The fact that you’re crying about it means you probably don’t actually want things to change though. I believe people are doing exactly what they want 100% of the time, the idea that we don’t is an illusion created by the realm of words. You wanted to live the life of a retard, so you did. Now stop being a retard, if you like.
Meh

>>24638895 (OP)
Big deal. Normies waste their lives wageslaving and the only thing they get is muh sex. I have seen men my age with white streaks of hair and soulless faces from dealing with foids all day while people say I look a decade younger than I really am. Probably because I don't interact with women and still have most of my hair.

>>24638895 (OP)
Recommending a book to you is a waste of time. Clean yourself and your room, then I might consider giving you a book recommendation.

It was over for you before it even began.

>blogposting fag
i'd recommend some exercise

>op not replying to anyone’s inquiries
Hope you od’d again retard

>>24638895 (OP)
Before getting started on reading, you have to change some fundamental things. The first thing is to get a good sleep schedule. No more staying up past 10 pm. You should set your alarm to 7am or better 6 am. Then you start exercising. Start by doing pushups after getting up in the morning. It doesn’t matter how many. If you can’t do one real push-up, start doing them on your knees (just look up some YouTube videos for help if needed). Try eating meals with quality foods. Eat at least one apple a day. Eat some potatoes, rice. Some vegetables, meat, fish. Get some recipes on the internet. No more junkfood. You don’t have to cut it out completely, but limit it to one or two times per week. Once you’ve adopted these steps for a few weeks you will feel significantly better, that’s a promise. Also don’t get discouraged if it doesn’t always work out. But try getting back on track every time. You can’t give up.

Now for reading. Pick up a copy of the New Testament. Read the four gospels, then the acts of the apostles, then the epistles. But do it slowly. One or two chapters a day.

Good luck, mate.

>>24638895 (OP)
Honestly, get drunk, go for a night walk, and shit in public. Like, squat down and just leave a huge steaming turd somewhere inconvenient to the general public, where you might get caught. Wear a balaclava if you have to.

You'll feel a rush from doing it (Trust me). Start writing things down like goals etc IMMEDIATELY after you return home (you're allowed to go wipe first).

Saved me from a similar situation.

>>24639216
Yeah, walking home with a butt crack full of shit

>>24639216
holy fvcking kek

>>24638895 (OP)
Live at war with your peers and yourself.
>t. was expelled from school at 15 and did a great deal of time in juvenile facilities

>>24639315
Tell us about your life anon

>>24639362
No.

>>24639369
Post feet then

>>24638895 (OP)
>be me, a retard
>almost 30 retard years
>do retard stuff
>sad :(
wat buks recommend me hurr hdurr

you've been in the samsaric washing machine for lives exceeding the cells within your brain. you've lived as a nemotode and a duke and countless creatures whose makings we find unimaginable. you've lived nothing lives before, and some whose entire course was pain. all contained suffering in massive proportions — this was the song they all shared. i will only say this once anon. you need to hit the meditation mat. you need to wake up.

>>24638895 (OP)
I suggest you kill yourself so you can spare us your useless posts. Thank you.

>>24638895 (OP)
the semen retention subreddit
the book 'The Freedom Model'
and this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hfFLPDAae2g

>>24638895 (OP)
read the /fit/ sticky. no book will save you. only you can save yourself.

>>24638895 (OP)
1) read testimonies on the semen retention subreddit -- just fucking read the posts and make your own mind up.
2) read the book 'The Freedom Model' -- addiction LITERALLY doesn't exist. it's made up to make a small group of people lots of money.
3) read the books in picrel in order, to become employable.
4) and watch this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hfFLPDAae2g
I sincerely hope this helps! but I won't care for any sentimental resistance. you should make your own mind up. listen, I'm a fuck up as well, not as bad as you, but I do also have it bad. these are all resources that have helped me. if you resist on the basis of death culture and being socialised into falling for modern memes that cause learned helplessness and the rejection of metaphysical substrates, then that's your prerogative

ITT:

>Saving others :D
>Saving yourself :((

>>24639427
more thingies because I know how important motivation is:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PCEjn05VRfQ
https://www.youtube.com/@Jay-Quit-PMO
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xb2F8xLQMvw
(IDGAF if anything I have suggested clashes with anyone's ninniebrain pseudo-opinions)

Converting to a religion can do a psychological transformation there's a Christian preacher who was a psychopath that got healed by converting. Islam can completely change your psychology over night read the qu'ran, bible, talmud and make your decision.

>>24638895 (OP)
How do you get drugs with such severe social anxiety? Makes me think your post is fake because I have severe anxiety and there is no way I could get drugs. I can’t talk to anyone and therefore have no connections and even if I knew who to get drugs from I couldnt ask

>>24639427
Retarded bullshit

>>24639063
Good thing OP never wanted a book recommendation. He's looking for attention

>>24639611
yeah i can guarantee u whoever posted all those meme cs books is not working as a programmer

>>24638895 (OP)
What does a scanner see? he asked himself. I mean, really see? Into the head? Down into the heart? Does a passive infrared scanner like they used to use or a cube-type holo-scanner like they use these days, the latest thing, see into me - into us - clearly or darkly? I hope it does, he thought, see clearly, because I can't any longer these days see into myself. I see only murk. Murk outside; murk inside. I hope, for everyone's sake, the scanners do better. Because, he thought, if the scanner sees only darkly, the way I myself do, then we are cursed, cursed again and like we have been continually, and we'll wind up dead this way, knowing very little and getting that little fragment wrong too.

>>24638895 (OP)
Damn bro I'm like a less bad version of you. Feels good.

>>24639216
Lol

>>24638895 (OP)
you are alive which is good
stoner

>>24638895 (OP)
git gud

>>24638916
nice one anon. the nietzsche qoute resonated, true

>>24638895 (OP)
I really wish I could empathize but I can't. Good luck!

Concrete - Thomas Bernhard

>>24638895 (OP)
you're not as powerless as you think. slowly work towards improvement and if you notice improvement over time you know it's possible. reading a book wont fix you, actually trying will

>>24638895 (OP)
you just posted a list of the things you're doing wrong
literally just do the opposite of that you absolute dumbass instead of asking for book recommendations on the internet
except for the being 30 thing you probably can't do the opposite of that i guess

Me
>fake go to college for shit humanity degree for 11 years
>jerk off to autogynephilia and play vidya all day instead

Ive realized it was because i was avoiding my spiritual duties, my final purpose

>>24638895 (OP)
Anon do you post this on every board? actually like reading? what makes you think /LIT will help turn it all around?

Me in a decade

Don’t even bother doing anything your life already ended years ago
Just rot.

>>24638895 (OP)
What’s the point of trying to “fix” your life? It’s already over. Do you want to “fix” it so you can become a good wageslave? You’ll never feel true happiness or make up for the experiences you missed out on. Just LDAR or rope

>>24639876
this is only true if you have atotal normiefag perspective of life

>>24639895
It’s the normalfags who say omg all life is valuable go to the gym or something and fix decades of irreversible trauma and psychological deterioration bro

>>24638916
Nice short post, inspires me to start my own blog. I’ll start one this weekend, at the very least to organize my thoughts facing the void.

>>24639610
You can get drugs on the darknet

Greco-Roman classics, specifically on Claudius, and various history books on notable figures

Wow, there are a lot of hopeless people here.
I don’t what conception of a successful or happy life you guys have, but it’s important to know that the main purpose in life is to know, love and serve god. Material circumstances don’t matter, you can be poor, sick, lonely, that doesn’t change that god has loved you from the moment he created the idea of you. And he still loves you the same. Christ has conquered death and paid the toll of sin, he has sent his disciples, established a church and the sacraments. The only thing that we have to do is to know and love him with all of our heart and do his will.
Since we are still affected from original sin, we won’t be able to do that perfectly. But this still doesn’t matter as long as you’re not giving up. When you fall, you have to get up again. Christ will welcome us every single time. Be it one time or ten thousand times. Doesn’t matter, because he is most merciful.

Guys don’t give up. You can turn your life around at every moment. Receive god’s grace. If life isn’t pretty, so what. Heaven has to be conquered. Every obstacle in life is a gift from god to be reminded of him and for us to practice virtue and refine our souls. So praise god for everything.

I leave you gentlemen to it. May god bless you.

>>24638895 (OP)
i stopped reading after a few lines and then read the last line, it looks like you did way too much dumb stuff, most people do a couple of things and learn a lesson and stop, a lot of us don't even bother with any of it. also, this is a literature board

If it means anything, I don't think you wasted your life, you just never had a shot to succeed in the first place. Some adversity you can overcome, might even make you stronger, but if you're fucked in every single category, there's just nothing you can do. To be honest, the fact you made it to 30 on nightmare mode and found some shit to enjoy despite everything, proves you're a survivor and that you've managed to squeeze every little bit of potential you had in your dogshit life. Even now, you're writing all this out and you STILL feel like someone is going to tell you something that you don't know and turn it around, you still feel HOPE lmao. The gods have tried to crush you and yet you just turn around and ask for more. I mean, the average normie would've blown their brains out by 1/100th of what you've been through. Feel proud that you're still standing and that you're going to endure this ride till the end.

>>24640104
thank chatgpt you want to be my gf

>>24638895 (OP)
I'm not much better than that (I just never did heroin), but please stop being a whiny woe is me faggot. It's boring and more unsightly than any of the things you've mentioned.

>>24640010
I’m not Jewish so idgaf about jesus lol

>>24638900
Kek'd

>>24639216
did this several times. Nice to meet a fellow connoisseur

>>24640154
Congratulations. That’s the most stupid thing I’ve heard this week.

However, christ has suffered for you and loves you despite your confusion. I hope someday you will be able to see it. God bless you.

read the /lit/ starter kit. fear and loathing if you haven't already seen it might start you off in familiar territory.

>>24640231
>no Blood Meridian
>no Ulysses
Who the fuck cares about Do androids dream of electric sheep that is literal genre slop

>be me, nearly 30
>surrounded by supportive friends and family since childhood
>passionate about books, sports, and creative hobbies
>live clean: no drugs, no alcohol, all about health
>never faced a health crisis, prioritize wellness
>confident, content, and full of self-love
>sleep deeply, energized every day
>mastered multiple skills, always learning new ones
>mentally strong, never needed therapy
>no diagnoses, just solid mental health
>no meds, never have, never will
>grew up with a loving, encouraging dad
>childhood friends were kind and supportive
>excelled in school, teachers admired my drive
>graduated with honors, loved every moment of learning
>eat healthy, work out daily, feel amazing
>fit, strong, and confident in my body
>clear skin, no scars, take pride in self-care
>sleep great, keep myself and my space spotless
>learned to drive young, love hitting the open road
>outgoing, thrive in social settings, connect easily
>tons of close friends, in a joyful relationship
>life full of romance, love, and affection
>studied hard, landed a dream job, own a car, financially secure
>live independently in my own place, loving it
>living life to the max, no regrets
>grateful for the past, stoked for the future

>>24640286
Cringe

>>24640258
fucking starter kit, dumbass. it's for BEGINNERS. not my list, but it's a list.

>>24640286
type of guy to annihilate his entire family at the age of forty before blowing his jaw off in a botched suicide.

>>24638895 (OP)
You’ve been through hell — and you’ve survived it. That alone means you’re not “rotting,” even if it feels like it right now. You’re still here, breathing, able to read this, and that means you still have the capacity to change.

I’m not going to sugarcoat it: there’s no magic switch that will erase the pain or undo the years. But there is a path forward, and it’s built on starting so small it feels almost stupid — but doing it every single day until it snowballs.

Here’s what I’d recommend, step-by-step:

1. Stop thinking about “fixing your life” all at once.
Right now, your brain is overloaded with regret, shame, and “I wasted my life” thoughts. These are mental quicksand. Instead of trying to fix everything, pick one tiny, controllable thing each day — things so small they can’t intimidate you.

Example:

- Drink one full glass of water in the morning.

- Brush your teeth once a day.

- Open your blinds to let in sunlight.

2. Pick one “physical anchor” habit.
Your body and mind are linked — change one, and the other follows. This could be:

- A 5-minute walk outside daily.

- One set of push-ups against the wall.

- Stretching your arms over your head for 2 minutes.

Don’t aim for fitness — aim for consistency.

3. Get brutally simple with mental health.
Therapy hasn’t “fixed” everything, but it can still help if you change how you use it. Instead of only unloading problems, ask your therapist for one concrete action per week and commit to it.

4. Cut the mental poison drip.
If you can, reduce — not eliminate — your worst dopamine sinks (porn, endless scrolling, drugs, booze). Replace one instance of them per day with something less harmful, like listening to music while lying down or watching one short documentary.

5. Practice micro-social exposure.
If talking to people is panic-inducing, start ridiculously small:

- Make eye contact with a cashier for one second.

- Say “thanks” to a bus driver.

- Nod to a neighbor.

These tiny acts will rewire your nervous system slowly, without overwhelming you.

6. Write one sentence a day.
It could be how you feel, what you did, or what you want. Over time, this becomes a record of you moving, however slowly, toward something better.

7. Treat yourself as someone worth rescuing.
Right now you treat yourself like a lost cause. Try flipping that: imagine you’re responsible for keeping a stranger alive and helping them inch forward. That stranger is you.

I know this might sound underwhelming compared to the size of the hole you feel you’re in. But the way out of a pit isn’t a giant leap — it’s one tiny handhold at a time.

You haven’t “wasted” your life. You’ve survived conditions that would have broken a lot of people. That means you have the resilience you need to start. The next chapter hasn’t been written yet — and you’re still the one holding the pen.

>>24640361
Sup GPT

>>24638895 (OP)
complex ptsd by pete walker

>>24640286
does anybody like this actually exist irl

>>24640258
>literal genre slop
So is Blood Meridian, retard.

>>24640388
yes there are quite a few like this out there. our generation was fucked up big time.

>>24638916
Genuinely support blogposters as ive been told to blog post which means blog posters must be deep thinking individuals, atleast some of them

>>24638895 (OP)
No longer human. Man... you're almost on that guy's level, I hope you can get out of this

>>24639563
most christians are just people whose family are christian and they just do whatever they normally would have done regardless if they were christian or not

>be me
>used to be a hopeful boy
>now I'm living my twenties as the worst
>know I'm to blame but I lack the diligence to change
>although I don't consider suicide, I almost always think about death.
>chainsmoker without caring to get sick and die from lung cancer
>had some relationships with some girls but they didn't work out
>almost every connection with the feminine was only carnal
>broken family
>unemployed after being fired in a fight at work
>I can't sleep well at night
>PTSD attacks almost every dawn
>always remembering good people who are gone
>suffering from disconnection and no longer seeing myself as an individual in a society
>just waiting to die

>>24640432
Pic related

>>24640387
What treatment do you recommend for C-PTSD? Does EMDR work?

>>24639616
>deep work
just..... work deeply!

>>24640225
I didn’t ask him to suffer for me and I owe him and his martyr complex nothing, the dude lied to people to about being the son of god and having supernatural powers so he was a bit of a mixed bag of a person

>>24640010
If God “loved the idea of me” since creation he would not have put in in a position where I constantly fail, doubt, struggle, and lose. God loves those he set on the right path and showers with wealth and pleasure. God loves the Musks and Gates and Saudis of the world. You and I? I’m not so sure we are loved that much.

>>24640493
I don’t know where you have got that information from, but it probably wasn’t from the New Testament.
Anyways there is no point in arguing right now, if you really believe that.
So god bless you.

>>24640517
You aren’t very empathetic to the atheist point of view

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>>24640505
No honest Christian believes that and you don’t as well. Read the sermon on the mount. After reading it, you cannot seriously claim that god loves those who are wealthy and successful. Also he doesn’t reward people with wealth. Wealth in itself is not bad, but it must be used in way that is responsible (like caring for the sick and poor). If one has the means to do this it is his responsibility. But wealth, power and status corrupt people. They become slaves to money and fame. These are in reality the poor ones (poor souls).
Jesus said: “come to me, all who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart and you find rest for your soul. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light. (Matthew 11 28-30)

>comfy mope thread
>religitard comes in shilling some cult
thread ruined

>>24640554
wow jesus was really full of himself to talk like that

>>24639216
this post saved my life

thread is nice to see lives worse than mine i guess

>>24640536
No, I meant that this thread might not be the right place to dive into a foundational theological discussion.

On top of that: while there are rational arguments for the existence of god, it takes great effort to arrive at the conclusion, that these rational arguments include the Christian god.
Hence the difficulty of such a dispute. I can almost guarantee that such a hypothetical discussion between us to via internet will have not a desirable outcome.
So I can only refer you to reading the New Testament with an open heart and mind, no prejudice, just engage honestly with the text and let it sink in for a bit. Then you can make up your mind.

>>24638895 (OP)
no book will cure you, my sick brother. you need to understand that. no book will make a sick person healthy. you need to understand the causes of your sickness, and find the cures for it. the causes of clearly are many. but they are all external to you: dont look for a perspective that will cure you, the cure is in the outside world.

i recommend reading the burnout society by byung-chul han. the book explains how the modern society breeds mental illness. understand that you are not at fault for being sick in a sick world - it is only natural for one to turn sick in a sick world. but you can not expect the world to change for you so you can be healthy. you must heal yourself. in short:
>get up early, dont go to sleep too late
>get sunlight in your eyes early in the day, walk in nature
>get minimum 150 minutes of exercise every week, preferably more
>dont eat poison (read how not to die by dr michael greger)
>dont drink poison (you know which one)
>have realistic short term and long term goals that you work towards that excite you or make you feel good
>seek healthy social interactions with people you care about
>if the above is not enough, secret last tip: smoke weed a few times for the purpose of reflecting and changing your perspective on your life and goals. it helped me get over my oneitis of 8 years. ive mentioned it before on /lit/. dont overdo it, it should not become habitual. but smoking a few nights in a row now to start changing your thought patterns might help - after that, only smoke once every few weeks or months to reset

>>24640585
seconding the weed, it's underrated, don't become a friggen pothead, but blaze trees once in a while can be a good chance to reflect and also calm ur nerves

>>24640554
I am not a Christian. I find the idea that the material world is unimportant to be a massive cope.

This world is the battlefield on which ideas prove their mettle. If the Christians had never conquered the Americas or built Europe, no one would care about Christianity. Look at the Christians of the Middle East, who without material wealth and power are headed for extinction. You quote your Bible and it is a nice book. No one would care about it had there never been armies and kings forcing it upon the world. All the prayers of the monks and saints will not stop a single bullet.

God gives his favor to various peoples and causes, and wealth is the proof of his favor. Yesterday it was the Christians of Europe, today it is the Muslims of the Gulf States, tomorrow it might be the Communists of China or someone we don’t know about yet. In all cases, power in the material world is what determines who rules in the spiritual.

>>24640585
>>24640587
Weed is a shit-tier drug. It makes absolutely no sense how it makes other people feel "relaxed." All it does is make me sleepy and paranoid/anxious. Everyone I know who uses it regularly is a lazy and stupid couch potato. Real adventurous patricians like me don't waste our time on such a pedestrian indulgence and instead prefer psychedelics that have actual mind expansion capabilities.

>>24640593
The material world and spiritual world do not correspond in that way. In fact they are opposed. I am not saying that creation is not good but our world is tainted by sin. Humans in particular through original sin. The world only hasn’t ended yet because there are still monks, nuns and laity praying and trying lead faithful lifes and there are still rays of grace that reach this tainted world. But this world will ultimately be destroyed. The lord of this realm is the devil. That’s why everything that is good is being corrupted. But it’s been this way for a very long time. Church history is a prime example for the corruption of mankind. And yet the church has prevailed for two millennia. If that is not proof that god exists I don’t what is. A merely human institution wouldn’t have been able to endure this long.

>>24640566
Religion shouldn’t be allowed outside /his/

>>24640585
>you know which one
Alcohol and alcoholism are lindy

>>24640643
Nobody’s interested fuck off

>>24640661
This was a response.

>>24638895 (OP)
Try "Of Human Bondage" by W. Somerset Maugham. It's a masterpiece.
It's all about a young man's struggle to make something of his life. He makes some big mistakes and goes down some dead ends, does some stupid things but manages to carve out a slice of happiness in the end.
It's deep but accessible.

>>24638895 (OP)
Unironically people on this very board have lived through lives like yours and made art out of it.
pic related

In a world addicted to constant stimulation, the most subversive act is simply sitting still and letting everything be exactly as it is. Practice Zen meditation.

>>24640770
I'd never want to read a book based on a life as boring as OP's

>>24640799
Why are you implying subversiveness to be inherently valuable?

>>24641025
"People are stupid and thereby inherently choose, en masse, something undesirable" is the hidden part of the enthymeme. Whether that's true...

Self-immolation or self-improvement. Quick death or slow death. Pick your poison.

Also, fuck Jesusfags. Become a father, don't internalise one.

i was walking to the store earlier and had a chilling thought what if normies are right and life is all about having sex and you should always be trying to get laid no matter if u have autism or schizoid personality disorder etc. i saw this dude walking with this hot chick and i was like damn that does look really comfy

Do mushrooms once but make sure it'd a good dose

no books can compare to real life. Take a walk, visit a café, and yes, I also recommend weed. Have a good think

>>24641181
How can you become a father without internalising one?

>>24640566
It’s an inherently religious thread, be serious

Bait thread, but I've got nothing better to do at the moment. First of all, you're a fag for posting this clearly fake story with a hideous jak image. Second, anyone actually in the situation described by OP would do well to read Jesus' Son by Denis Johnson. It's a good book regardless of where you are at in life, but you might relate to it more if you've been through the gutter like he has.

>>24641361
What makes you think it's fake? Lots of anons here have shitty lives like this, otherwise they wouldn't be on 4chan

>>24641418
how do u get on heroin if u have no social network? only think i can think is a shady doc got him on oxies and when he ran out he had to go to the street, but he didn't say that despite telling us everything else

>>24638895 (OP)
Just read this unc, supplement it with taking action in the real world

>>24641425
not op but i read that and it just made me more depressed cuz he talks about how he can fix people's problems but their personality is stuck like that even if they're now attractive looking, it's so over, plan accordingly

>>24641418
The story feels too polished and rehearsed. It feels like another one of those disingenous attention-seeking posts. I don't doubt that a lot of anons do live like this, but this posting style is almost always used for bait threads.

>>24641421
the darknet has been around for ages now

>>24641445
ya but no one just decides to randomly start doing heroin for no reason

>>24641447
most people who do heroin got addicted to prescription opioids one way or another

>>24638895 (OP)
Not your blog faggot
Go read how to kill yourself