>>509892607>glowies observed me until about 23 years old when they realized i would never do shit then suddenly left, they realized my life was utterly ruined and stopped. pretty sure ruining my life was their goal.Same here, but they abused the fuck out of me, then later in life wanted me to commit acts of terrorism, and groomed me to do such.
Being a based Chad I did the double envelopment and made them commit alot of resources then politely told them I'm not a cop, so I can't commit terrorism and detailed the history of being every mass shooter/terrorist being a glowie encouraging or facilitating it.
My brain hurts, and it's more so that I accept I won't have a life worth living or happiness, but I could have if I wasn't so abused.
Also tested 137iq in grade 3. Asked mummy about it and my treatment. Whole family knew I was smart but they hated that I was better than them so they threw me in the learning center and gaslight me about how "I'm not as smart as I think I am" and called me stupid my whole life and refused to teach me anything except "let other people abuse you, sticking up for yourself is wrong"
Idk frens. I want a wifau and a family, but I also recognize progression in my trade is pointless and stupid.
Can't do the jobs I want too, or would be good at because of crime/hospital records from when I was 6-16 (over 15 years) being an automatic disqualification and made to make me look like a pariah who needs to be removed from the town for everyone else's safety.
Basically, even if you win. Your always better doing the terrorism the glowies want you too, I do not take enjoyment in the life I have lived, or the life I am living.
I only recognize what was taken by me by my (((family))) and the (((criminal justice system)))
I cannot stress the importance of giving every victim of abuse 10.5 million dollars for operation headwind.