Thread 81655594

Modern adult women are way more difficult than teen girls. For one, they expect you to not be a loser. High school girls don't really give a fuck about wealth and status, but adult women do. You can't be some low-income loser with no future prospects for a ton of adult women. Aside from wealth, I believe dating apps (in reality, hook up apps) like tinder have utterly fucked up dating for adult men. When 18-year-old high school girls discover they're literal swipes away from chad's thundercock, they become way pickier. Why would even 4/10 becky start crushing on you after she's had even one experience having her brains blown out by 9/10 chad? Sure, it was a pump and dump, but she's learned that she can easily find super attractive men to blow her brains out.

I would not consider myself chad. I was always a bit muscular, having started lifting in 2013 when I was 13, and I am 5'11 (I turned 25 this month.), but I have also always been a bit fat. (In high school, I was likely somewhere between 20 to 25% body fat.) I was only in high school for two years, freshman and sophomore year, but I recall at least 3 girls, if not 4, and 3 guys who were crushing on me, and I'm not exaggerating. They were displaying a lot of interest in me, and it was obvious to other people. One of them was this really hot tall girl who was on the basketball team. She was barely taller than me at 6'0. She was likely an 8 or 9/10. Maybe I had really good facial genetics. I am an absolute retard for never having asked any of them out. I convinced myself I wouldn't be able to date them due to not having a car, even though I was in walking distance to at least one restaurant I really liked. I was also just thinking earlier today about how one potential date idea could've been to simply walk in the woods around school and where I lived, and I would've gotten a chance to at least make out with one of them in private. (I coincidentally lived in the one small neighborhood that was directly across the school.) Shortly after beginning freshman year shortly after turning 15, I made out with a 24-year-old woman. I with I had sex with her. She actually did end up on the sex offender registry. Anyway, fast forward to today, and I'm likely somewhere between a 3 to 4/10 (due to still being fat) at the age of 25, and had I not met with an escort when I was 18, I would still be a virgin today.

That's a cool tldr and all, but what does that have to do with Kuroneko?

I think women wouldn't mind dating someone low income as long as you don't bring it up. You just gotta play it off

>>81655978
>but what does that have to do with Kuroneko?
I just think she's really cute.

>>81657338
It's true, carry on.

>>81655599
>was only in high school for two years, freshman and sophomore year
Did u drop out? Howcome? I barely made it to graduation but I never went to college

>>81657415
>Did u drop out?
I dropped out on the first day of Junior year in the middle of the first class. I ended up graduating from online high school, Penn Foster High School (Yes, I would recommend.), six months later.
>Howcome?
Insomnia caused by OCD. I would often show up to school two hours late after only getting five or six hours of sleep. The school staff knew what was going on, so I didn't actually get in trouble for this. My insomnia isn't as bad as it used to be, but it has still fucked me over pretty bad. I turned 25 this months, and I've been on NEETbucks since I was 21, having received a massive backpay around $35,000 going back to when I was 18. I haven't been able to get a job due to my insomnia this entire time, as I can't maintain any sort of schedule where I need to be at work from A time to B time. I seriously plan on going back to college this year to study mechanical engineering, as I can see myself actually doing well at school, even if I miss a few classes. Engineering jobs seem to be way more flexible, so I figure I could get a job that would work with my insomnia. It's worth giving it a shot. It's either this or NEET until something happens to my dad and I end up homeless.

>>81657415
>Did u drop out?
I dropped out on the first day of junior year in the middle of the first class. I ended up graduating from online high school, Penn Foster High School (Yes, I would recommend.), six months later.
>Howcome?
Insomnia caused by OCD. I would often show up to school two hours late after only getting five or six hours of sleep. The school staff knew what was going on, so I didn't actually get in trouble for this. My insomnia isn't as bad as it used to be, but it has still fucked me over pretty bad. I turned 25 this month, and I've been on NEETbucks since I was 21, having received a massive backpay around $35,000 going back to when I was 18. I haven't been able to get a job due to my insomnia this entire time, as I can't maintain any sort of schedule where I need to be at work from A time to B time. I seriously plan on going back to college this year to study mechanical engineering, as I can see myself actually doing well at school, even if I miss a few classes. Engineering jobs seem to be way more flexible, so I figure I could get a job that would work with my insomnia. It's worth giving it a shot. It's either this or NEET until something happens to my dad and I end up homeless.

>>81657499
Baha ! I'm kind of in a similar situation but I dont get neetbuxx sadly. Idk how to go about getting them, was it bc of ur insomnia or another condition? I heard getting any form of disability is a fucming nightmare desu.
>having received a massive backpay around $35,000 going back to when I was 18.
Super jelly about that but if I had 35k I'd drink myself to death before I ran out of money. Also being homeless is probs my worst fear so I hope my gram lives a long life even tho we cant stand eachother most of the time

>>81657554
>was it bc of ur insomnia or another condition?
I believe on paper it's because of OCD. What you need to do is get a federal lawyer who specializes in Social Security to get the NEETbucks, and you also need a medical history. I had records going back to when I was 16 when I was applying. That lawyer sadly passed away a couple years ago. This is the law firm he worked for. Remember, it's federal law dealing with the Social Security Administration, so you could hire one of these lawyers to help you in any US state. I would recommend giving them a call. I've read that a lot of lawyers won't want to work with you if you're younger than 50, but the man who helped me was really kind. If there's another lawyer like him, it's likely going to be at the same firm.