I would masturbate to the ERP logs of my dead friend for a while after he died. Those were some very emotional cooms and I think it helped with the grieving process.
>>82202899 (OP)
Well post them retard so we can masturbate too, you literally never think about anyone else and this is why they left your selfish ass.
>>82204771 >i don't know it's been over a year at least, probably two
I see, sorry for asking, for some reason I thought maybe you were MY ex lol wishful thinking I guess, have a nice day
I jerk it to some vids of my ex stripping and pole dancing that she sent me. Didn't think I would because it wasn't that hot when we were dating but not having access to her changes things I guess
Wish I still had a sexting roleplay texts from my first girlfriend on an old harddrive that doesn't really work when I put it in the harddrive reader. Anyways these texts were super hot for me, it was like a shower scenario where she was roleplaying to grinding her knee into my dick with me up against the wall and then she bullies me and my dick in a teasing mean way. Wish I could still look at it. On a different harddrive I've got pictures my other girlfriend sent me of her delicious ass.
>>82207403
Bro I have like 4 laptop hard drives and 1 big one from a desktop. I just have so many because they're from laptops I've used that stopped working and so when they did I'd open them up and take the hard drive out. I have this hard drive reader device and I can look at the saved files on all of them except one the one I mentioned in my other post, for whatever reason whenever I try to look at that one it lags up the computer and gets nowhere.
>>82207342
Forgot to mention how after I wrote this post I was in the mood to jerk off to those ass pictures I mentioned but too lazy to get the hard drive out and then remembered that same girl sent me a pair of her panties in the mail (we never met, only internet relationship) and put the panties on my face, sniffed and busted a nut.
>>82202899 (OP)
Yeah... I mostly do it because she's one of the only people that sent me nudes (the other people who did aren't that attractive and are just exhibitionist whores) and it's one of the only things that gets me turned on since normal porn just doesn't do it for me. Extreme fucking guilt afterwards though since well, realistically I should probably have deleted them by this point and never looked at them again.
>>82208157 >Extreme fucking guilt afterwards though since well, realistically I should probably have deleted them by this point
but why? it's not hurting anyone
>>82208208
She specifically messaged me after the break up just to ask me to delete any nudes or voice mails from masturbation sessions and I never really did because I'm a selfish arsehole who is too paranoid about not being able to get off again without them.
