I tried psychs last night in an attempt to experience ego death. Instead, I experienced ego inflation. I felt like a god.
I'm now worse off than I was before.

Be honest.
Is it even possible for a quiet guy of few words to get a girlfriend?
It seems like girls care about nothing more than talking. I just don't know what to talk about or say most of the time. It feels bad to force conversation when there's nothing of importance to say.

>>82202899
i still have his feet pics and his cum vids
pretty hot desu

all bosses

I got diagnosed with cptsd in high school after my sa by my step grandfather came to light.

However now my trauma is more mundane, like being deeply stressed by discord drama and being backstabbed by people who were presumably my friends.

(Yes i had ptsd symptoms over discord beef, dont ask)

Now I need abusive e-boys in my life because of it

I recommend getting a real diagnoses, it will help you understand yourself.

Btw its only interpersonal drama that sets off my ptsd symptoms these days. Strangers harassing me online dont count.

Hope this helps!

>>81869971
i didnt cultivate any relationships or sought to improve myself and it feels impossible to start now
my aging parents are still there

>Doesn't even give you 25 Sigils despite being a new rotation
NOOOOOOOO MY WEEKLY BONUS

im honestly so jealous and hate conventionally attractive women. i wish guys would notice me irl. they dont even say hi or hello to me. fuck pretty people. why does life have to be so cruel to me just because i was born with this face

>>81767168
>hm hm. wings depict freedom so... i guess eventually we're all gonna turn into birds. must be nice being a bird though. i envy them.
perhaps, i envy them too. but i envy anyone no longer here
>you and me both anon. but i think its best if we both focus on the present, rather than on what awaits us in the future. who knows! maybe things will change
its funny, i actually feel better thinking about suicide. like i dont need to worry so much about anything anymore. the thought that this will all be over soon is like a comforting blanket

>>81762103
friend groups collapse all the time, so other people from collapsed friend groups are the best people to befriend. how you find them? idk, just try to befriend anons i guess.

>"multiplayer" game
>look inside
>There's no real matchmaking, but if you join the official disco-
fastest way to make me lose interest in something (yes I know this isn't a 1:1 comparison with MKW but the words "discord fighter" evoke this)

>>81725062
cute comfy server, thanks anon. Does mascot girl have a name?

Relic RNG is already bad enough that I BARELY get any upgrades to my setups, but also the filtering system is so fucking dogshit I don't even want to do any tinkering with it because I have to sort throw rows and rows of "kinda good" 3-slot relics I kept for random characters and shit.

Today I will nap and nap some more.

What should be the first game I play as a 23 year old?

Can you smother a Lego Girl beneath your ass? Not sure how you'd photograph it though. Can you fart on one and tell me how it smells?

>wake up
>eat small meal
>drug myself to sleep
>repeat
what does your life routine look like, robots?

>>81656585
im sorry i cant help it ive tried all my life to be different

How do fembots imagine ever getting a possible bf if they just ignore us?

>>211991698
i fear death more than living, it shakes me to the core every day, so badly that i cant even live happy
sometimes its so bad and i feel so sure that im about to imminently die that its like a 9 where im desperately trying to get ahold of emergency services and someone who will help me and say my goodbyes
then the feeling passes
ptsd does weird shit to the brain

have you ever loved someone so much that you would die for them?

>>211764611
this
god its depressing

it is the weekend in my country and i choose to use it by just sleeping through it.
what do you do on weekends in your country?