Thread 82249172

i hate myself im worthless that's why everyone hates me but im too weak to kill myself

>>82249172 (OP)
What happened to you anonymous poster who I certainly do not know?

>>82249184
>What happened
everyday, i wake up

>>82249206
Of course you do anon, waking up is part of life. But what makes you feel so worthless?

>>82249231
everynyan hates me and i dont like doing anything ever but even when i try to do things im suck and and everynyan hates me but even bedrotting everyday is painful anfd n

>>82249327
I don't hate you, I don't even know you. Maybe you need to find different people to interact with? It sounds like you're around bad people anon.

>>82249339
i live a life of complete solitude im only around me

>>82249373
Then who is hating you? If you're not talking to anyone, then maybe you need to try to make a friend. Being alone all the time is difficult to bear even for the most reclusive of us.

>>82249391
if make any friends they always hate me because im worthless and then i wana die even more so i go away and disappear and they dont miss me

>>82249447
Well let's think about that. You said all you do is bedrot, but you must have some other interests right? You're posting manga, do you read a lot of manga?

>>82249454
erm manga pictures have words, these are illustrations from light novels, but i stopped reading because escapism doesnt work anymore and im really slow at reading and bad at remembering what happens anyways

>>82249172 (OP)
i like u anon your manga posting is cute :3

>>82249487
My mistake anon. I used to read korean web novels but quit because I have no attention span. But, that's still an interest and I'm sure you could appreciate manga or anime or some such too if you had a friend who also liked that. Is there anything that happens that makes you friends dislike you? You don't seem awful or anything so far so I'm kind of confused as to why they don't like you.

>>82249525
>You don't seem awful or anything so far so I'm kind of confused as to why they don't like you.
because he's not actually like this and it's a weird larp he keeps confined to this board, he behaves completely differently on /v/ for example

>>82249575
Oh he's on /v/ too? I haven't been outside of r9k in years. That's interesting.

>>82249575
MAYBE IF YOU JUST TOLD ME THE CURE TO ANHEDONIA I WOULDNT HAVE TO COME HERE TO POST ABOUT HOW I WANT TO KILL MYSELF EVERYDAY FOR YEARS

>>82249525
idk they never tell me what i do to make them hate me

>>82249505
theyre called light novels

>>82249612
>idk they never tell me what i do to make them hate me
Are you nice to them and respectful of their boundaries? Do you make an attempt to be interested in their interests and in their lives?

>>82249625
>Are you nice to them and respectful of their boundaries?
ive never known anyone that wants those things
>Do you make an attempt to be interested in their interests and in their lives?
maybe idk i dont know how to talk to other human beings they dont teach that in school

>>82249662
>ive never known anyone that wants those things
Most people will want you to be nice to them and to respect their boundaries. Maybe that's why you keep losing friends?

>>82249668
but all the popular people i know dont care about what other people do ever and all the people i know that get an fp have no boundries
the internet doesnt have ppl that are like "most people" and normal ppl are dumb anyways

>>82249708
I think you're just misunderstanding how people work. Boundary violation is not something anyone wants, I mean that's just definitional. Some people want a more intense thing and some people want less, so maybe you need to find people who want more intensity. But generally more intensity implies something like romance so you need to be that person's preferred sex at that point. Personally I like a more intense girl, but if a guy tried that with me I'd ditch them ASAP because it's uncomfortable.

>>82249756
r9k was right then
you have to be a girl for anyone in the world to care about you
the rest of my life will be suffering completely alone until i can be sent to hell, i just wish i could accept it already

>>82249789
That's not really true. Some women are into intense men. I suppose gay guys might be into it too, but if you're not gay that's just going to be bad for you.

>>82249833
women and straight men don't exist on the internet, and attention from gay men is a currency and the cost is 1 penis pic for half a day of attention and feigned care for your existence. as soon as the flow of penis pics dries up they're gone to their next whore to use up. i hate all men.