want to kill myself every second of every day

you now found the treasure, firmly in your hands
but then you woke up.... and it had turned to sand....
and now you have to face the fact

it's a huge shit sandwich
and you have to take a bite.....

i hate myself im worthless that's why everyone hates me but im too weak to kill myself

why does the world lie to me? "practicing" isn't a real concept, i have never ever gotten better at anything from doing it multiple times, and i have never gotten good at anything.
i was simply born worthless and will stay this way forever

why do i have to exist
i cant bring myself to do anything in this torture chamber existance so just send my soul to hell already
ill never have the drive to do anything so please God i am begging you please just let me die in my sleep so i can stop dragging everyone else down

pleas please plea sefpl how many cries for help about wanting to kill myself do i have to post every single day before you please help me r9k
i want to kill myself every single second i never feel anything else pls tell me how to be normal pls someone care, why is my existence so worthless

>>81782515
hate videogames
bedrot all day because want to kill myself for the past decade
hate women they dont know english

>>81782352
im not gay

why cant i kill myself
i have no reason to exist

im worthless, i mean nothing to anyone, im not good at anything, i dont want anything so i do nothing and even when i give 100% i'm bad at everything and god should just send soul to hell already because i will never do anything because i never feel any desire for anything other than execution

demise
doom
ruin

>>81705180
i don't know how to do that

>>81705195
its not fair
why are only women allowed to not be alone
i can't handle being alone i can't do it

bls gum bag

>>81614201
i lied I DIDNT PRINT IT OUT AND I STILL AM ALWAYS SAD, I JUST LIED IN A DESPERATE ATTEMPT TO ATTRACT HIS ATTENTION AND BRING HIM BACK SO I COULD FINALLY FEEL SEOMTHING AGAIN