Thread 82322109

you now found the treasure, firmly in your hands
but then you woke up.... and it had turned to sand....
and now you have to face the fact

it's a huge shit sandwich
and you have to take a bite.....

>>82322109 (OP)
Haven't seen you in a while myneposter, still love you!

>>82322659
can you tell me how to feel things other than anguish, dread, and the desire for execution

>>82322825
I escapismmax 24/7, I don't know how to deal with bad thoughts so I disallow them entering my head by being constantly occupied by internet slops at every waking hour, you can try the same but it's not a good solution, just a cope. I can't ditch it because that's what I've been doing since around 3rd grade, I prob spent more hours on yt than sleeping.