Thread 82303202

127 posts 190 images /r9k/

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 4:59:39 AM No.82303202 >>82303226 >>82303473 >>82303841 >>82303862 >>82303902 >>82304308 >>82304359 >>82304395 >>82304535 >>82304615 >>82304671 >>82305385 >>82305402 >>82305860 >>82305881 >>82305886 >>82305890 >>82305909 >>82306003 >>82306058 >>82306101 >>82306696 >>82306751 >>82307084 >>82307911 >>82308043 >>82308153 >>82308254 >>82308263 >>82308283 >>82308535 >>82308622 >>82308697 >>82308743 >>82308762 >>82308829 >>82309475 >>82309640 >>82310462 >>82310752 >>82310770 >>82311416 >>82312133 >>82313249 >>82313338 >>82313509 >>82313514 >>82313623 >>82313659 >>82314225 >>82315231 >>82315769 >>82315859 >>82316276 >>82317819 >>82317980 >>82318129

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Without downloading any new images, what picture would perfectly (or very closely) encapsulate where you are mentally right this moment?

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 5:02:26 AM No.82303224 >>82312109

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I'm cracked, anon

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 5:02:36 AM No.82303226

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>>82303202 (OP)
My heart feels so heavy and I think I'm about to go postal.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 5:03:40 AM No.82303233 >>82303876

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i'm tired, so very tired, Anon.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 5:04:14 AM No.82303238 >>82303265

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If only you knew how grave it was.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 5:07:39 AM No.82303265 >>82305120

>>82303238
>gif
Not clicking THAT shit, no sir/ma'am

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 5:30:18 AM No.82303450

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This probably. Part of a statistic.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 5:32:53 AM No.82303473 >>82303876

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>>82303202 (OP)
I am tired, hopeless, and faithless
I look forward to nothing. I am never comfortable or happy. I have nothing to look forward to.
I am simply a bloated, sad sack of shit

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 5:36:31 AM No.82303505 >>82303876 >>82303895

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I am in excruciating pain

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:20:33 AM No.82303841

>>82303202 (OP)
learned helplessness
like a car turning its starter, until its battery dies
I'm both the car and the driver
driver is sick of it
doesn't know what to do to fix it
recharge the battery
try again tomorrow
almost always the same

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:23:53 AM No.82303857 >>82304084

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Being a hyper-sexual impulsive retard has effectively ended my life

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:25:02 AM No.82303862

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>>82303202 (OP)
im tweaking and he looks so lame and sad i love leatherface

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:27:28 AM No.82303876

>>82303233
>>82303473
>>82303505
Are you guys NEET?

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:31:59 AM No.82303895

>>82303505
Yea the worst part is you can tell this reality has an off switch, and the reason it isnt being pressed is because the overall situation is considered good enough to keep. Lol, fuck the few losers right.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:33:00 AM No.82303902 >>82303956 >>82312390 >>82313245

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>>82303202 (OP)
stuck in a cycle ...

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:41:29 AM No.82303956 >>82303974

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>>82303902
I'm in a different circle of hell now where I wake up every day and do something instead of nothing. The activity is purposeful and is leading me in a clear direction but that direction is towards eventual failure and disappointment.

The only images I have saved currently are gooner shit.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:42:36 AM No.82303974 >>82303995

>>82303956
what is the activity?

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:45:25 AM No.82303995 >>82304000

>>82303974
Something that's probably going to be replaced by AI in the future and even if it isn't replaced by AI I will probably never reach a professional level of skill. I'm too old and over the hill.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:46:15 AM No.82304000 >>82304005

>>82303995
Are you learning art? Or some kind of technical skill

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:47:59 AM No.82304005 >>82304017

>>82304000
Both, really. I'm trying to learn too many skills at once to get good at any one thing. You might be able to guess what I am doing based on that information.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:49:36 AM No.82304017 >>82304067

>>82304005
Gamedev? Idk why you're making it into a riddle

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:55:46 AM No.82304067

>>82304017
I'm the kind of person to make things needlessly complicated. If, I wasn't, I would have just gotten a job at some point.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:58:05 AM No.82304084 >>82304099 >>82304408

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>>82303857
Wait until you hit your mid-30s. It's like I have post-nut clarity 24/7.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:00:36 AM No.82304099 >>82304113

>>82304084
I might have to kill myself before then, it depends if I am lucky or not

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:02:32 AM No.82304113 >>82304176

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>>82304099
You probably won't; you'll become too angry at the world to die.
>at least, that's the case with me at this point

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:03:32 AM No.82304124

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Tired and suppressing the urge to masturbate

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:05:48 AM No.82304149

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I love being a fatass desu

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:08:57 AM No.82304176

>>82304113
I probably wont have a choice anon unless I am cool with being tortured imprisoned and living in absolute misery for the rest of my life

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:28:58 AM No.82304308

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>>82303202 (OP)
Hairline and prospects receding. Yup, this encapsulates my life rn

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:39:09 AM No.82304359

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>>82303202 (OP)
The eternal flux between it's joever and we are so back

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:45:38 AM No.82304395

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>>82303202 (OP)
>Without downloading any new images
This should be no problem for anyone with a decent size folder, anyway

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:47:55 AM No.82304408

>>82304084
Speak for yourself. I got worse. When I was young I could cope.
>it was just the one time
>it doesn't count because I was drunk
>I'll never do it again
>I'll grow out of it
>this isn't who I really am
When I'm 35 and been getting progressively more degenerate since about age 12, there is Zero (0) cope remaining. It's only going to get nastier from here on in.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:52:09 AM No.82304435

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how we're feeling tonight...

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 8:06:49 AM No.82304535

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>>82303202 (OP)
>what picture would perfectly (or very closely) encapsulate where you are mentally right this moment?

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 8:18:34 AM No.82304615

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>>82303202 (OP)
talking to myself out loud and having internal schizo monologue is what keeps me afloat and mentally sane.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 8:25:13 AM No.82304671

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>>82303202 (OP)
I'm just cozy right now. I wanna be like this forever

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 9:49:45 AM No.82305120

>>82303265
what? it's just that the flames in the eyes is animated. it's no different from the thumbnail

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 10:55:55 AM No.82305385

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>>82303202 (OP)
originally
t. original

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 10:59:33 AM No.82305402

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>>82303202 (OP)
yeah this will do mostly. thankfully life is still very comfy in the rural parts

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 11:26:42 AM No.82305498

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i don't know why do i live this fucked up life and i'm too lazy to change something

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 12:52:28 PM No.82305860

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>>82303202 (OP)
Just gotta grit my teeth and keep moving forward

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 12:56:19 PM No.82305873

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My bf loves me very much but I still feel like an island

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 12:59:00 PM No.82305880

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It's just this and always this

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 12:59:05 PM No.82305881

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>>82303202 (OP)
I'm just lit like that yknow

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 12:59:49 PM No.82305886 >>82306049

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>>82303202 (OP)
burnt the fuck out

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 1:00:33 PM No.82305890

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>>82303202 (OP)
i am in pain and i am learning to love it

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 1:01:33 PM No.82305897 >>82305902

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I am mentally insane

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 1:03:13 PM No.82305902

>>82305897
was dangerously close to posting that one as well.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 1:05:31 PM No.82305909

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>>82303202 (OP)
I'm just passively tired but can't sleep yet. Blank.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 1:22:12 PM No.82305968

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I'm feeling better than I did yesterday but the light at the end of the tunnel still eludes me

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 1:31:58 PM No.82306003

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>>82303202 (OP)Y imaginary gf wants to break up

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 1:42:11 PM No.82306049

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>>82305886
same I'm sick of it all, tired as fuck, and dunno how to fix it

An0nymous 8/26/2025, 1:43:17 PM No.82306058

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>>82303202 (OP)
Something like this or not

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 1:53:06 PM No.82306101

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>>82303202 (OP)
Considering killing myself. I'm so fucking tired all the time and life is just miserable in general.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 1:54:50 PM No.82306109

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Dont feel like pissin

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 3:38:18 PM No.82306696

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>>82303202 (OP)
its fucken over

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 3:45:38 PM No.82306751 >>82306800

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>>82303202 (OP)
My gf is acting childish over nothing and I'm *this* fucking close to just dumping her. I feel like a spring coiled with a tremendous amount of force and I'm going to blow up on this bitch the moment she steps wrong.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 3:51:52 PM No.82306800

>>82306751
get the fuck out of my board fucking normie

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 3:54:33 PM No.82306830

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I just gave up on caring

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 4:30:15 PM No.82307084

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>>82303202 (OP)
It doesn't get better I spent years performing mental gymnastics to justify what was going on telling myself things would be ok and I just needed to stay motivated
Fuck that. It only gets worsed

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:03:46 PM No.82307776

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I basically look exactly like this all the time.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:25:48 PM No.82307911 >>82311367

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>>82303202 (OP)
Numb, and I'm fine with whatever happens next.
>siblings intentionally skip texting me happy birthday and but say happy birthday to our mom who made me eat my own feces as a kid and locked me in the basement
>have no internal motivation so i can only give as much as i get
>only person i talk to is my psychiatrist once a month
The only thing I care about is academics since it was the only thing that gave me structure and purpose, so I'm going for a PhD. I apply in November, but I also want to get my law degree so I'm taking my LSAT in October. I've only studied once in the past 4 months because I can't make myself care. Can't imagine doing anything else, so if I can't get in to my schools I'm gonna blow my head off in front of my campus or something.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:44:27 PM No.82308043

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>>82303202 (OP)
I'm unbothered. Moisturized. Happy. In My Lane. Focused. Flourishing. Fully content with the clown world.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 6:58:07 PM No.82308153 >>82308189

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>>82303202 (OP)
Life's been a pure, torturous hell lately because I have an injury to my balls and dick and legs.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:04:30 PM No.82308189 >>82308519

>>82308153
Im sorry to hear that i hope you get better friend

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:08:29 PM No.82308224

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aaaaaaghhhhgaaaa thats how i feel

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:11:55 PM No.82308254

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>>82303202 (OP)
>Think about it, truly.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:13:03 PM No.82308263

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>>82303202 (OP)
sucked your house and balls

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:16:02 PM No.82308283 >>82308420

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>>82303202 (OP)
I don't know anymore :((((((
123234234235346547567

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:33:29 PM No.82308420 >>82308575

>>82308283
Hey, I remember you. We talked a couple times and I harassed you into showing me your drawings. You usually spoiler them.

How you been man?

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:46:36 PM No.82308519

>>82308189
Thanks friend! It's been super rough.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:48:41 PM No.82308535

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>>82303202 (OP)
This one 1.1

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 7:54:55 PM No.82308575 >>82310795

>>82308420
hm? I remember talking to you but I wouldn't call that harassing lol I've been fine, how about you? having a nice day? I hope so!

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 8:01:26 PM No.82308622

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>>82303202 (OP)
literally me rn, at the river watching the sun set, reminiscing about 2014-2018.
I miss my dog, and being politically oblivious, going out with friends, not being a druggy

Life is still alright and more bearable now, but I enjoyed trying new things more back in my early twenties.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 8:10:29 PM No.82308697

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>>82303202 (OP)
why cant she fucking love me

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 8:11:40 PM No.82308708

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Constantly thinking of kms. I keep dreaming ways to die but too much of a pussy to actually do it

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 8:16:19 PM No.82308743

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>>82303202 (OP)
This right here and no, I am not ashamed.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 8:18:29 PM No.82308762

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>>82303202 (OP)
This is Nigger Smith.
I am Nigger Smith.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 8:26:29 PM No.82308829

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>>82303202 (OP)
I do not want okino

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 9:41:33 PM No.82309475

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>>82303202 (OP)
There is no hope for the future, you may as well just enjoy what little time you have left

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 10:03:33 PM No.82309640

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>>82303202 (OP)
saved this one from a thread yesterday

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 10:22:39 PM No.82309781 >>82311989

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basically my routine for the past 5 years

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 10:55:02 PM No.82310047 >>82313245

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Too much time here. Oh well.

Anonymous 8/26/2025, 11:42:43 PM No.82310462

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>>82303202 (OP)
Basically your op image.
Or this one is how i feel loading onto r9k as soon as im done with work

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 12:15:38 AM No.82310752

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>>82303202 (OP)
I think this represents me. I literally look like this IRL except i'm not bald

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 12:18:17 AM No.82310770

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>>82303202 (OP)
It's tail time!

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 12:21:51 AM No.82310795 >>82311063 >>82311488

>>82308575
Sorry man, got busy right after I made the post.

Passed my PAT for the local department, just put together my packet for them. Hoping for good news in a month nor so.

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 12:49:49 AM No.82311063

>>82310795
the one from was in a dream i had last night.

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 1:24:33 AM No.82311367

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>>82307911
>mom who made me eat my own feces as a kid and locked me in the basement

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 1:28:53 AM No.82311416

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>>82303202 (OP)
Got to stay high

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 1:37:13 AM No.82311488 >>82312082

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>>82310795
oh yeah we talked yesterday actually I'm the king's field anon lol
anyway hope everything goes well!

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 2:25:57 AM No.82311989

>>82309781
Same except I wake up at about 8pm and go to sleep at 9am

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 2:35:23 AM No.82312082 >>82312108

>>82311488
Huh, I didn't remember you being the drawing guy. It lines up though.

Sorry man I might have drain bamage

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 2:37:27 AM No.82312108 >>82312371

>>82312082
nah it's fine don't worry about it! I don't expect anybody to remember me

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 2:37:36 AM No.82312109 >>82312151

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>>82303224
I yearn to be a legendary Iraqi sniper

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 2:40:12 AM No.82312133 >>82313487

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>>82303202 (OP)
I'm getting very worried and I'm running out of time to get things back on track

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 2:42:15 AM No.82312151 >>82313245

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>>82312109
i wish i was out there sniping instead of typing on this gay ass site
dammit...i want to be a sniper so bad bros

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 2:42:38 AM No.82312159

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Take. The. Yogurt. Pill.

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 3:03:24 AM No.82312371 >>82312382

>>82312108
Well I remember you as Kingsfield Anon

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 3:04:44 AM No.82312382 >>82312405

>>82312371
it feels nice to be remembered, thanks

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 3:05:14 AM No.82312390

>>82303902
That's one cycle hard to break

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 3:07:26 AM No.82312405

>>82312382
I try to remember people. Unfortunately I just kinda suck

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 5:02:35 AM No.82313245

>>82303902
>stuck in a cycle ...
>>82310047
>Too much time here. Oh well.
>>82312151
>i wish i was out there sniping instead of typing on this gay ass site

>You hear that, boys. They want to know how to escape!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nOeK0Ig-H9g

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 5:03:03 AM No.82313249

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>>82303202 (OP)
>Without downloading any new images, what picture would perfectly (or very closely) encapsulate where you are mentally right this moment?
This image.

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 5:13:58 AM No.82313338

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>>82303202 (OP)
I don't want to go to work
gotta get up soon

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 5:14:33 AM No.82313346

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Not terribly well but it could be far worse

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 5:16:02 AM No.82313358

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issabout rigbht

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 5:28:52 AM No.82313487

>>82312133
that's because you are. every day you don't get back on track is one less day you have to get back on track, and you have a finite number of days

Anonymous 8/27/2025, 5:30:39 AM No.82313509

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