Thread 82505594

so... how does one stop procrastinating

>>82505594 (OP)
By doing a smaller task as a way to procrastinate with an even bigger task.

you gotta uninstall discord, mio

>>82505609
ive gotten to the point where ive stopped doing the small tasks too

>>82505594 (OP)
you take coffee? if so stop drinking coffee for like a week, then after that start drinking some strong tar trucker type coffee, put sugar and cream on it if you want, there you go, without tolerance you can enjoy the power overdrive that the caffeine molecule can offer to your body and soul and mind, this is me, the coffee spirit, faceless and of short existence, talking the truths about your chemistry, I can see through your flesh and I know your secrets internet person, I offer you something priceless, clarity... caffeine is like a lantern in the fog for you akin, and now you know

kiss

>>82505622
nooo im too addicted to messaging peopel who dont really care about me

>>82505632
hmmmmm... the problem starts when i procrastinate going outside to buy a thing of coffee.

>>82505625
gg no re then

>>82505647
You don't understand the appeal behind it, caffeine is a ritual, you start as the means to an end, prepare yourself some real coffee and then harvest the power my prole for your maximized efficiency, stop buying the insults to my deity on starbucks or whatever satanic place you go, buy real coffee, and make it home, the art of mastering the coffee making ritual will grant you discipline, combine that with the productivity augmentation that my benzene rings grant to your central nervous system and you'll be... unstoppable, a twister in an open field, a storm in the sea, a sun in the void.

>>82505594 (OP)
Mio I love you

>>82505648
yeah its kind of over i have no energy to do anything besides internet.

>>82505710
kind of based, maybe i will become more normiemidned once i start drinking coffee like the rest of them

>>82505906
Mio please fuck me senseless i love you

Meth or adderall, and even these will fuck your body up real good if you use them long term. Discipline is a meme people with the right body and environment love to spout, because it validates the illusion that they "worked for it". The best you can do is get *fit* but not "fit", like truly understand how the human mind and body work. And take a shitload of adaptogens.

>>82505906
>energy
Basically this. It's all that matters. Optimize your energy intake/usage/spenditure. Hence meth, but that doesn't work for long.

>>82505906
yes, yes become a part of my outsider domains, you will be a being of power and action thanks to me, and now you are here, granted, a glance upon my greatness

>>82505944
yeah i think my energy levels are fucked, still, i want to just "try harder" and fix things somehow. idk. i'll never be like a person with normal energy levels

>>82505980
*harvests your coffee beans*

might be weird to say but in order to increase my music taste i have to actively think of a genre of music to listen to, then i have to search up a bunch of songs until i start liking it before i feel like i can legitimately say i like a certain kind of music. idk i think the difference is that i have to actively do it while normies probably just listen to whatever they feel like from some algorithm and then they automatically become fans of something, but i usually listen to the same few songs so i am very musically limited. so i cant even talk about music with normies usually even though i love music

>>82506069
>"try harder"
Good luck with that ;)

>i'll never be like a person with normal energy levels
Not with that attitude, bucko! even if you never reach normal normiewhoisbusyliterallyallday levels, you can probably improve your current energy levels significantly, and live an overall better life.

But it's not an easy thing to do.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NdpfrKLH-iA&list=RDNdpfrKLH-iA&start_radio=1&pp=ygUZbWFzc2l2ZSBhdHRhY2sgYmxhY2sgbWlsa6AHAQ%3D%3D

>>82506184
>you can probably improve your current energy levels significantly,
i gotta start waking up early an exercising and stufff.

>>82506381
woah, cool music anon

>>82505594 (OP)
You can start by staying away from 4chan desu

yo can i get a hundo bitcoin?

you ever get nostalgic for the good old r9k days

>>82506618
yeah its over for me, i cant...

>>82506625
im poor

>>82505594 (OP)
The key is:
JUST DO IT

>>82506130
https://youtu.be/___U9R8C2rU
plus: OMD - Enola Gay

>>82505594 (OP)
if you have executive dysfunction you need adderall

>>82505634
>who dont really care about me

>>82505625
If something takes less than 5 minutes to do, do it right now.
Repeat this to yourself every time you don't feel like doing something.

>>82507566
yeah but ive been procrastinating on teh adhd diagnosis

>>82508673
noooo youre an exception, youre really nice and considerate i appreciate you a lot :(
also desu whenever i get into these depressive episodes all i can think about are the bad expereinces and i forget about the good ones. like now that i feel less depressed i think about the friends i have that i really appreciate, even if i dont talk to them that much.

>>82508706
hmmm... but that does not help mme do the things that take over an hour, those are always scary.. though i actually did something just earlier and my stress got reduced a lot. i think the lesson here is to quit avoiding the problem and just do it, whenever i procrastinate i get so stressed out and it makes it worse. all because i was just too scared to start at the start. ugh i hate my trauma, pretty sure its trauma related.

Anyway, this is a realization I've had before, but I realized that whenever I procrastinate, I get stressed out, which leads to shame and depression. And when I get into a negative mindset, all I can think about are negative things. So instead of thinking about the nice friends I have and the things I want to do with them, I think about the bad experiences and the people who ignore me. Anyways I need more copes and solutions in order to get away from the "negative mindset" whenever it does come around since I always make some bad decisions whenever it happens. anyway tfw no gf or something

>>82505594 (OP)
you put yourself in a situation where you are forced to do whatever you're procrastinating
like if you gotta study get your book and go into a park with nothing but the book so that you either stare into nothingness for hours or you study

>>82509065
>like if you gotta study get your book and go into a park with nothing but the book so that you either stare into nothingness for hours or you study
you know its crazy ive done that before but now i just dont feel like going outside,,,,
how are u hutaoanon, did u sleep well?

>>82509211
>but now i just dont feel like going outside,,,,
well neither do i anon and thats why we just gotta say "fuck it" and start getting dressed to go out even if we don't want to. like literally i don't think there's any other solution. we "just" do it
>how are u hutaoanon, did u sleep well?
im fine i think. my head still hurts a bit. i dont really know what makes one "sleep good" honestly.

>>82509255
i studied outside of my room all the ttime last time... ig uess i gotta start doing that agian lol.
> dont really know what makes one "sleep good" honestly.
when u wake up u feel nice and refreshed and not with a headache, basically. (impossible) u gotta analyze your sleepng poition and everything, are you a side sleeper?

>>82508995
>lesson here is to quit avoiding the problem and just do it,
JUST GIVE'R!!!!1111111111oneoneone

Thinking about a girl who ghosted me... Honestly, I should probably find a way to stop thinking about her. I don't need this situation messing with my mind any longer. I wish I could flip those thoughts off like a switch.

>>82509335
Raaaahhhh

>>82509300
>i studied outside of my room all the ttime last time...
but did you leave your phone at home? that's a distraction too you know.
>when u wake up u feel nice and refreshed and not with a headache
yeah i dont think that happened in my life ever.
>are you a side sleeper?
uh, i guess? i think most of the times i sleep on my sides but i sleep on my back too. you?
>>82509377
you better get them out of your head asap anon

>>82509437
>but did you leave your phone at home? that's a distraction too you know.
i did actually, dont underestimate me! I thought of everything. I bought a flip phone so I could have access to calls without bringing my phone.
>yeah i dont think that happened in my life ever.
Happens super rarely for me. I have issues I should get checked out by a doc.
>uh, i guess? i think most of the times i sleep on my sides but i sleep on my back too. you?
Same here, depends on what is comfortable and how the temperature is. Do you happen to have a dakimakura anon...
>you better get them out of your head asap anon
Yeah, I should... I should stop stalking her profiles and looking at her pictures. It messes with my brain and brings back all the bad memories. Just seeing her living life like normal like I never existed to her... I feel like I was thrown away. I should stop thinking about that! There's plenty of other things I could be thinking about that would make me happy.

A poem. Been a while since I wrote one.

So late at night, she comes again;
Miss Sorrow is the night's best friend.
Her tendrils wrap around your face,
Your happy thoughts get all replaced.
With nightmare scenes your mind gets filled,
All courtesy of Sorrow's will.
Up late at night, she pulls you deep.
Instead awake, you should go sleep.

Avatarfagging is ILLEGAL asshole!!!

>>82509514
Then I must be a smooth criminal >:)

>>82505594 (OP)
Either you go radical dopamine detox or you'll wake up in 10 years having accomplished nothing. You are trading your future for cheap instant gratification.

>>82509539
>You are trading your future for cheap instant gratification.
I know! It's a terrifying thought, and yet I keep doing it. I'm too addicted to procrastinating and instant gratification. I'm slowly working on it, but that's not good enough. So much wasted time.

Started reading through my old journals. I really should've kept up with journaling. There's so many interesting stories and ideas from the thoughts of me in the past. I should keep up the records.

>>82509460
>I bought a flip phone
huh, a good level of commitment i must say. i dunno anon, you've got a severe case of brainrot i fear (or adhd)
>I should get checked out by a doc
i should 100% start taking sleep pills along with other type of pills
>Do you happen to have a dakimakura anon...
no, though i hug a pillow sometimes when i feel awful. do you have one?
>I should stop stalking her profiles and looking at her pictures
yes, that's for sure. try to forget about her existence completely if that's possible. i know it's hard but it's the best thing you can do.
>>82509491
nice poem anon.

>>82509570
>I'm slowly working on it, but that's not good enough
This is why I suggested something radical. I'm not cured but every other year I manage to renounce digital dopamine for a few months and accomplish stuff. This is also how I managed to get a gf and experience love and sex and all that (we're no longer together though). I always end up coming back here when things don't work out as I wanted or when I feel lonely or bored. But that's the thing, you have to endure the loneliness and boredom. They're natural, healthy feelings and immediately trying to fill the void with instant gratification is very detrimental long term.

I can't believe I killed Mio's thread. Sorry.