Thread 82781831

Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual support

been on the computer the whole day

Hey
>How are you doing today?
>Any plans for today?
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
>Why did you hurt yourself?
>Is there anything bothering you right now?

hii
Here's a bunch of helpful links

>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):
https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7

> first aid post cuting:
https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/

> wound care guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic

> bpd workbook:
https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read

> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)
https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c

>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)
workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:
https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdf

Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them

cat needs to be groped but softly and with care

hey everyone, didn't do much today except play bannerlord so i'll talk about that. I managed to instigate a civil war in the northern empire and after like a four hour long slog i got crowned emperor. that was nice but what wasn't nice is that i didn't get to keep my holdings won in that war even tho i'm literally the reason the rebels won. so after that i decided to abdicate and rebel from the faction entirely, going good so far but i keep having to fight defensive wars, conquering like 2 fiefs at most per war since i'm being attacked from all angles possible and the vassals i created can't project enough force yet to be of any use.

hurt my neck and hand cramped up a bit working out today. Not too bad, but killing me a bit

>>82781831 (OP)
heya cat!
>been on the computer the whole day
whatcha up to?

>>82775072
>intro of the old show for comparison
yeah, I watched old Trigun back in the day. Wasn't a series I was crazy about, but was okay enough and yeah looks like anime. I'm pretty forgiving with different style choices honestly, but I agree with you.
>when i'm in that state of mind anyway.
hope by this point in time you're in a better one and had a nice day so far.
>still stuck with fighting to fix yourself
relatable. I'm doing decently now, but back before always felt it's impossible to get anywhere in life trying to figure out stuff I should have had figured out ten years ago.

>>82774712
>cus i do really like fps rpgs
cyberpunk is really good for that. Might be my favorite that falls into that particular category
>ton of sex scenes in it so that might make me pretty uncomfortable.
wouldn't be worried about this. I don't think I got even one just because I didn't care enough about the romance options so i don't remember seeing even one
>>82781941
I have yet to play bannerlord. I played warband sooooo much in the past and was waiting years impatiently for bannerlord, then just never picked it up when it dropped.

>>82781983
>Might be my favorite that falls into that particular category
i'll play it soon then. I played stalker soc and fallout 3, nv and 4. my complaints for stalker was that the gunplay was horrendous to the point of me just dropping it even tho i did really like the rest of the game. in fallout 4 the story and quests just kinda sucked ass so i spent most of my time basebuilding and doing literally anything else.
>I didn't care enough about the romance options so i don't remember seeing even one
ah fair enough, i just thought it was some kind of mandatory thing to finish the game.
>I have yet to play bannerlord.
pretty much the same as warband. okay on it's own, awesome with mods. the kingdom management is alot better than warband, but the overall gameplay loop and world have a lot less personality than warband, especially the companions. you kinda have to make shit up yourself for them instead of the fully fleshed characters you had in warband

>>82782099
> my complaints for stalker was that the gunplay was horrendous
never played stalker. Have been interested in trying at various points time, but still yet to get to it.
> basebuilding and doing literally anything else.
my experience as well, though I did force myself to finish main quest at one point. I'd put cyberpunk ahead of fallout 4 by a long shot. I'd say it's main quest and the big side quests are enjoyable. Some of the side jobs are repetitive, but the core combat is the best of any of those games by far and the world is quite nice to explore and run through.
>mandatory thing to finish the game
it's been a few years, but there may be like one quick cutscene and that's it. Pretty sure it's during the Johny Silverhand flashback sections if you wanna just skip those. Don't really miss much.
> awesome with mods
probably the reason I held off. I played a ton of warband mods. Remember this one that was medieval europe and you could go crusading.
>fully fleshed characters you had in warband
a little disappointing to hear, but not a huge dealbreaker either.

>>82781831 (OP)
hello hru cat?
hru everyone?

>been on the computer the whole day
lol was that fun?
i be like that when i dont have to study.. sometimes

>>82774315
that was me yesterday btw, didn't notice the name

>>82774350
>and more after that sadly
i hope you're doing better today mate
> I'll make the thread early sometimes instead of cat if I wanted to pos
that'd be nice but unexpected i suppose, we might not notice the thread but its okay i guess

>>82774433
>that's pretty much it.
that wasn't a small thing at all, i'm so sorry you're feeling this way, i wish i could help by any way
having the same thoughts running through you mind isn't healthy at all, can't you get professional help? also perhaps if u wanna talk more about it maybe we could by any chance help you somehow

>needed some time to wallow.
i can see

i hope you feel better soon yuanon


>>82781983
>Not too bad, but killing me a bit
this indeed sounds painful :O

>>82781941
this game is interesting, i remember trying to play it once but didn't play alot for some reason

but i played crazy number of hours of crusader kings 3, if anyone else knows much about it

good morning everyone.

>>82776006
I've never really eaten well lol i did gain 10 pounds in the last month tho

>>82776067
yea with time should get better

>>82781831 (OP)
computer is fun

>>82781941
sounds like a awesome game !!

>>82781983
hope your neck gets better

>>82782490
hey rm, how are you today?
>doing better today
i am! Thanks! Had a fair of work to do this morning, but no one yelling today which always helps a lot.
>might not notice the thread but its okay i guess
I think most of who post regularly stick /cut/ on the catalog. I'll reply whenever I see it up. I think we used to have some people who would come earlier in the day, but post frequently now so I don't usually bother since both cat and yuanon are busy early on weekends. I'll usually be on a little before going out places since I wake up too early
>this indeed sounds painful
not the worst injury I've gotten working out, just a pain because it's the beck. Makes driving less pleasant

>>82782499
hey gator! how's it going? Hope you're having a nice enough break
>hope your neck gets better
and thank you! I need to be careful not to strain myself so much

>>82781831 (OP)
is it normal to just occasionally cut, like now adays im feeling much happier but i still will cut like every month or so whenever something upsetting happens. a few days ago i had to get travel vaccinations and the lady obviously saw my shoulder scars, she didnt really say anything all she said was that she couldnt find where she just injected to put the plaster because of all the fucked skin.

>>82782603
>hey rm, how are you today?
heya
i'm feeling a bit numb somehow as if i have nothing to think about but not in a good way xD
how about you?
>i am! Thanks!
glad!
>work to do this morning, but no one yelling today which always helps a lot.
a quiet working session, glad u got it :>
>stick /cut/ on the catalog.
yeah but the post time might be unknown sometimes especially for those who don't use 4chan all day, it won't be a real problem to me tho
> I'll usually be on a little before going out places since I wake up too early
mhm i see
well i suppose having the thread earlier isn't a problem anyways

>not the worst injury I've gotten working out, just a pain because it's the beck.
well glad it's not the worst!
>Makes driving less pleasant
i can imagine how annoying that is

>>82782701
hey anon
i don't think cutting always requires feeling down for a long time, so you being happy lately might not directly mean that you won't cut

it's hard for me to say alot about this cuz i don't wanna say something false, try reading about "why do people cut" so you could maybe, only maybe, have an idea, and don't get a diagnosis without enough knowledge.
sorry that you're still cutting, i hope everyone quit hurting themselves.

>>82781831 (OP)
hey catbro! how was your sunday?

>been on the computer the whole day
same here, but i alternated between playing brotato runs and working on some miniatures. strained my eyes quite a bit.

>>82781941
hi chev! :D

>didn't do much today except play bannerlord so i'll talk about that.
it's been anges since i played that, but i really had a good time with it. i usually just went from tournament to tournament and made a living that way. ^^

>that was nice but what wasn't nice is that i didn't get to keep my holdings won in that war even tho i'm literally the reason the rebels won
politics, man... :/

>i keep having to fight defensive wars, conquering like 2 fiefs at most per war since i'm being attacked from all angles possible and the vassals i created can't project enough force yet to be of any use.
stay strong and show them who's boss. o7

>>82781983
hey officeanon!

>hurt my neck and hand cramped up a bit working out today. Not too bad, but killing me a bit
dang. :/ hope it won't keep you from working out for too long. i need to get back to it, soon. haven't done anything for the last two weeks now. :[

>I watched old Trigun back in the day. Wasn't a series I was crazy about, but was okay enough
it's one of those good enough shows if you got nothing else to watch. a friend of mine brought up outlaw star ages ago, but i never watched it for some reason. have you seen it?

>I'm pretty forgiving with different style choices honestly, but I agree with you.
when it's done well, it's done well. i just can't stand it when cgi is used just to cut costs. it always shows, especially when none of the creatives give a shit about the project.

>hope by this point in time you're in a better one and had a nice day so far.
yeah, pretty much. i wouldn't have sat done to work on some hobbystuff if i wasn't. i had a good time.

>stuff I should have had figured out ten years ago.
i guess the morale is try anyway. you'll never know when those experiences will come in handy.

finished the map :>

>>82781941
Hello o/
have fun gaming!

>>82781983
Hey
>hurt my neck and hand cramped up a bit working out today
noo :<
that sucks
pls be careful to not make it worse
>whatcha up to?
probably much finished my map :]

>>82782490
Heya
how's and you?
I'm doing okay
>lol was that fun?
yep I finish the map :D

>>82782499
Hello
how are you today?

>>82782701
hello anon
>normal to just occasionally cut
depends what you see as normal heh but I'd say it's not very usual if cutting is a habbit for you or a coping mechanism

>>82782929
Heloo Yuanon
how are you feeling today?
>brotato runs and working on some miniatures.
owa sounds like you had fun stuff to do :>
>strained my eyes quite a bit.
maybe you could look at something far away out the window for a bit

>>82782099
>>82782437
maybe you guys should give the original deus ex a try.

>>82782490
hi rem!

>i'm so sorry you're feeling this way, i wish i could help by any way
thank you. just you saying that means a lot.

>having the same thoughts running through you mind isn't healthy at all, can't you get professional help?
honestly, i don't think they could tell me anything i haven't heard before and it's not like i have these thoughts all the time. they just get too me when i'm feeling done for whatever reason and make things worse, but at some point it goes away again. i acknowledge it's not ideal, but it's way better than what happened to me before.

>also perhaps if u wanna talk more about it maybe we could by any chance help you somehow
just ranting about it yesterday took of the edge a bit. i'm way better now. again, thank you.

>>82782499
hey gator! how are you today? still tired?

>>82782992
>finished the map :>
looks comfy. guess you got inspired by the season.

>how are you feeling today?
way better. i suppose ranting a bit did help clear my mind a bit. at least i had enough motivation to put some of my minis together. that's a big win.

>sounds like you had fun stuff to do :>
pretty much. lost a brotato run on wave 19, though. a run counts as won when you beat 20. that was a waste of time. ^^' at least i figured out that the item i thought was a trap actually is a trap. who knew. :/

>maybe you could look at something far away out the window for a bit
just some big houses across the street. i don't think the neighbors would appreciate me staring into their windows.

>>82782992
>I'm doing okay
glad!
>how's and you?
fine fine, today was a bit boring
>yep I finish the map
yooooo i like the new details
i noticed the car and the tire and more leaves on the ground? all of that is cool especially the car!

>>82783018
>just you saying that means a lot.
:> !
>i don't think they could tell me anything i haven't heard before and it's not like i have these thoughts all the time.
good to hear you don't have them all the time, also i understand feeling like they aren't gonna come up with anything new, sadly

>but at some point it goes away again.
i hope they don't get to you again
>but it's way better than what happened to me before.
hope it doesn't happen again, good luck dealing with everything pal!

>ust ranting about it yesterday took of the edge a bit.
i understand, but i'll feel better when i remind you that you can talk whenever you want :>
stay safe mate

>>82782776
>feeling a bit numb somehow as if i have nothing to think about
i hear you. I've had times in my life where that was pretty common. Way past that, but can understand the feeling. You have any hobbies or anything you can turn to when you like that? Or too hard to focus?
>how about you?
doing all right. Not excited about work tomorrow though. Just gonna be a long week I feel.
> use 4chan all day
I try to stay limited to just this thread, but kinda easy addicted to refreshing the catalog. Try to keep to a minimum

>>82782701
probably so used to it you fall back into it as a routine. If you're not feeling too bad, might be best to try to fight the feeling. Good that you're feeling better about life overall

>>82782929
hey Yuanon!
>hope it won't keep you from working out for too long.
it shouldn't. Honestly a lot better now than earlier. Can almost turn my neck normal, but it sucked earlier. Just increased some weight for a workout and thing strained a little.
>last two weeks now.
it's okay. Not long enough to do damage, just hopefully pick up again soo
>outlaw star
never heard of it actually. I'd say my knowledge of pre 2000s anime is limited to very popular or ones I came across by chance. Briefly searched it. Interesting to see how many space amime there were in the 90s, and then that sort of conceptually fell off after
>when none of the creatives give a shit about the project.
will kill just anything honestly
> i had a good time.
glad to hear things are finally looking up

>>82782992
>finished the map
Nice job! tire swing is a nice touch. I have a neighbor with one on their tree
>pls be careful to not make it worse
i will! thank you! I just need to try not to push too hard

>>82783018
> original deus ex a try.
I've been wanting to. I played human revolution when that came out and had a lot of fun. Obviously older is wayyyy different, but feel like I could play it since I don't shy away from old.

>>82782437
>but still yet to get to it.
the vibe is really good, just the guns feel like super soakers in the first one and i hated that.
>cyberpunk ahead of fallout 4 by a long shot
ah then i'm sure it'll be good. my friend had nothing but praise for the game. lowk glad i bought that instead of starfield.
>Remember this one that was medieval europe and you could go crusading.
sounds fun, i might boot up warband again then, been like ages since i played tho.

>>82782490
>i remember trying to play it once but didn't play alot for some reason
i've been having a blast, but mainly due to the mods. I'll probably try out one of those overhaul mods when i can.
>if anyone else knows much about it
I've heard about it, just didn't really seem like my type of game. i think some politician here plays it lol.

>>82782499
>sounds like a awesome game !!
it's pretty good, recommend to buy it when it's on sale tho.

>>82782929
>i usually just went from tournament to tournament and made a living that way. ^^
a fun way to play but for me got boring after a while
>politics, man... :/
yep, the hard workers get shafted while the lazy ass emperor does fuck all and everyone pays him
>show them who's boss. o7
i managed to bankrupt them paying me for reparations, let's just hope they don't start world war 2 now or sum shit

Hurting yourself is spiritually bad for you.

>>82783415
> guns feel like super soakers
i'm guessing you mean this in a bad way, since sounded amusing at first :>
>instead of starfield.
phew, you dodged a terrible mistake there. I tried very hard to like that game. Said I like Bethesda games, how bad could it be? It just was too boring for me. Gameplay isn't great and they made space very boring to me. I get the direction they were going for, a more serious, human exploration focused universe (hence no aliens), which could have been good, but at the end just didn't find it enjoyable.
>been like ages since i played tho
same, though I should stay wide away from that game at this point. Think I spent most of my time in college besieging castles instead of going to class. Would be devastating to fall back into that now

>>82783151
>i understand feeling like they aren't gonna come up with anything new, sadly
it's also really hard to find a therapist here. for some reason they're in high demand these days.

>i hope they don't get to you again
wouldn't bet on that, but i normally i know how to handle it. and i know i can always come here when things get too bad. it's a comforting thought.

>good luck dealing with everything pal!
o7

>stay safe mate
thanks. you, too.

>>82783238
>Honestly a lot better now than earlier.
that's good. stuff like that can really take you out for a while.

>Just increased some weight for a workout and thing strained a little.
yeah, i put some more sand in my bag a few weeks ago and the workout was really rough. gonna find your limits and gradually get over them, i suppose. no progress if we don't, but we also need to take some time to get used to it.

>Not long enough to do damage, just hopefully pick up again soo
i'll try to get back to my usual schedule on tuesday. maybe some stretches again tomorrow. also been way to long.

>imited to very popular or ones I came across by chance.
it was quite popular at the time, i think, but, like slayers, just kinda vanished from memory.

>Interesting to see how many space amime there were in the 90s, and then that sort of conceptually fell off after
it was the style at the time. easier to just throw every ptotagonist under the bus and let them wake up in whatever fantasyworld you want than think of cool designs for worlds and ships. i guess people decided that the future is gonna suck the same as today sucks, so why bother thinking about it at all.

>glad to hear things are finally looking up
(^-^)

>>82783268
>>82783268
>I played human revolution when that came out and had a lot of fun.
im played it as well. i think i tried a pacifist run, but i couldn't tell if the bosses were affected by the non-lethal weapons at all. still a good run, but having to carry lethal weapons for the bosses and non-lethal ones for everyone else really clogged up my inventory. also, one guy i tased decided to throw himself over a guardrail, so i guess i wouldn't have gotten the achievement either way.

>Obviously older is wayyyy different, but feel like I could play it since I don't shy away from old.
should be way superior when it come to decisions as well. one if the big advantages if you don't need to dub every line of text in the game.

>>82783415
>a fun way to play but for me got boring after a while
i didn't play it enough for it to get boring. i think. also, i'm a rather boring person anyway, so it fits.

>the hard workers get shafted while the lazy ass emperor does fuck all and everyone pays him
good when you're the emperor, but bot when you're the hard working tool.

>i managed to bankrupt them paying me for reparations, let's just hope they don't start world war 2 now or sum shit
at least it'll take a while until their resentment really turns against you. enjoy your spoils as long as you can.

>>82783101
>looks comfy.
thank youuu :D
>guess you got inspired by the season.
yep I also posted the winter map on gamebanana and decided I should maybe a fall one too
I still feel like I could add a couple more things to it but I don't have that much time for it, loke with the winter one I kinda decided to give myself a day to make it though it was a lil longer because I started yesterday evening to just get an idea of what to do
>way better.
I'm very glad ^^
>enough motivation to put some of my minis together. that's a big win.
:o
maybe you should rant more
also if you wanna you could post ur minis
>run on wave 19
hey at least you get more play time out of the game
>figured out that the item i thought was a trap actually is a trap.
heh
>think the neighbors would appreciate me staring into their windows.
that's why you gotta be sneaky :3

>>82783151
>was a bit boring
u had more time than you knew what to do with?
>like the new details
thank you
>all of that is cool especially the car!
it took a while to make the texture maybe tomorrow I'll post a close up of it

>>82783268
>Nice job! tire swing is a nice touch
thank you
>just need to try not to push too hard
yep
you've got enough muscles as is

Also for cynic
I found this funny possum gif
hope it cheers you up a little

I'm going to sleep now
goodnight fwens c:

>>82783707
>the workout was really rough.
congrats on progress, but make sure to be careful as well. I'm dealing with so much weight now that an awkward hold on something could be really ugly. Trying to be extra careful, but only so much you can do working till failure
>i'll try to get back to my usual schedule on tuesday.
best of luck with that and do tell how it goes
>kinda vanished from memory.
suppose that's most in general is how it goes. Very few withstand the test of time. Even recent popular stuff just falls off once there's nothing to talk about anymore
> ptotagonist under the bus and let them wake up in whatever fantasyworld
I can't complain too much since I have one isekai i liked, but really wish this was less common. Guess different anime tropes get popular different times.
>future is gonna suck the same as today sucks, so why bother thinking about it at all.
dystopian future over space opera seems to be more prevalent in all forms of fiction these days for a reason
>>82783760
>one guy i tased decided to throw himself over a guardrail
killed himself just to ruin your run, that's actually tragic.

>>82783923
>you've got enough muscles as is
wish that was how it works, but still compelled to keep going till I can't progress anymore
>>82783989
awww halloween really is a traumatic time of year for many animals lol

>>82783923
>I also posted the winter map on gamebanana and decided I should maybe a fall one too
you need to do one for every season, then! can't leave people hanging. :D

>I still feel like I could add a couple more things to it but I don't have that much time for it
what did you have in mind? i kinda felt like some of shed or cabin would fit into that forest quite well.

>I kinda decided to give myself a day to make it
that's a nice challenge. gives a nice sense of accomplishment when you manage to do something cool like that in a dayy.

>maybe you should rant more
i don't think i want to be in that kind of mood more often, honestly. ^^'

>also if you wanna you could post ur minis
i will when the build is complete. i still have to put on some little details, gizmos and doodads.

>hey at least you get more play time out of the game
true. would be boring to just win every run without any challenge.

>that's why you gotta be sneaky :3
they probably think i'm weird as is. don't need to add to that any more than necessary.

>>82783989
spoopy :0

here's a lic for you, too.

>>82784281
good night!

>>82784309
>make sure to be careful as well
i will. when i feel like the workout isn't going the way it should be or something feels off, i take a step back and think about if i should continue. always live to fight another day.

>I'm dealing with so much weight now that an awkward hold on something could be really ugly
one of the advantages of sandbags. if something goes wrong it doesn't destroy everything in your surroundings when you have to drop it in an awkward way and you can even drop it on certain areas without it ending in a very bad injury.

>Trying to be extra careful, but only so much you can do working till failure
yeah. that's the tricky part: recognising when it can get really bad to try another rep.

>best of luck with that and do tell how it goes
will do. o7

>Even recent popular stuff just falls off once there's nothing to talk about anymore
not much reason to do so and the fanbase is also even more limited than back then. at least everyone could just turn on the television and watch the same show at the same time. streaming really threw a wrench in that. not to forget that there's so much services and shows that you don't know where to watch what and what's actually worthwhile. i really need to find an anime reviewer who shares my taste or at least some good news channel.

>I have one isekai
i'm pretty sure you would also have liked it if it wasn't and the mc was just a guy from the world they got transported to. that said, one show out of all the isekai-ips is an abysmal rate.

>Guess different anime tropes get popular different times.
of course, of course. isekai has some staying power though, even if i wish it didn't.

>dystopian future over space opera seems to be more prevalent in all forms of fiction these days for a reason
worst thing about reality is that we get all the lame shit from those dytopian future ideas without any of the actual cool stuff. :<

>>82784309
>killed himself just to ruin your run, that's actually tragic
i can respect that level of spite in an enemy.

>>82781831 (OP)
/cat/ is submissive and feminine :3

>>82784281
Wish I could spoon you.

>>82784714
hey, dude. still awake as well?

>>82783677
>i'm guessing you mean this in a bad way
basically the bullets have a really slow travel time, so you kinda have to lead your shots as if you're using a bow and arrow.
>It just was too boring for me.
which from what i read was the main complaint of that game. it kinda sucks cus i really like the ship customization and how you can walk around in it etc. maybe a better space game will come out someday.
>Would be devastating to fall back into that now
yeah haha, unless you're working for some sort of rogue military thing ig.

>>82783760
>i'm a rather boring person anyway
we'll i don't think so
>good when you're the emperor
funny thing was they did make me emperor technically, they just reverted the borders back when the civil war ended so i got cheated out of 3 cities.
>enjoy your spoils as long as you can.
they're dealing with a rebellion rn, so i'm just consolidating my forces and creating vassals in case someone else decides to attack

>>82783238
>can understand
thanks
>any hobbies or anything you can turn to when you like that?
was that your way of dealing with the numbness?
i tried searching for a pdf book to read but couldn't find a suitable legal version of it (not even illegal), i think i just watched youtube after that then studied
i think studying can obviously help distracting from this feeling, now that it's bed time i won't spend time thinking of it

>Not excited about work tomorrow
tomorrow's gonna be full of work right? hope it goes easy mate
>a long week
it seems like that but it'll pass at the end

>easy addicted to refreshing the catalog
fair enough, personally i don't easily find threads that interest me

>>82783707
>really hard to find a therapist here
desu if i had the choice i would make the country full of therapists just in case, in some countries not all people really understand the importance of therapy

>i know how to handle it. and i know i can always come here when things get too bad. it's a comforting thought.
glad you can handle it pal, and yeah it's indeed a comforting thought, i love this place

>>82783923
>more time
uhh not really, i didn't do anything most of the day but here the day comes to an end i'll try not to feel bored tomorrow
>thank you
np pal :>
>took a while to make the texture maybe tomorrow i'll post a close up of it
looking forward :>

nighty night

>>82785153
>we'll i don't think so
we don't have to agree on everything. ^^ joking aside, irl i'm a very different person.

>they just reverted the borders back when the civil war ended so i got cheated out of 3 cities.
is there an ingame reason why that happened or is it some sort of an attempt at balancing?

>i'm just consolidating my forces and creating vassals in case someone else decides to attack
good they're preoccupied rn. what's the next target?

>>82785249
>i would make the country full of therapists just in case, in some countries not all people really understand the importance of therapy
not that i disagree with that, but the public healthcare system here is really strained and might collapse at some point, so therapy for a more and more stressed population isn't on their mind atm. :/

>i love this place
glad to hear you do and that you found your way here. time to call it a day.

good night, everyone.

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Hello frens
rise and shinee !

>>82785249
>looking forward :>
hello that's how it looks

Stop for fucks sake, you learn to love your body

>>82784700
>drop it on certain areas without it ending in a very bad injury.
as opposed to cast iron plates which destroy all and hurt quite a bit I've fond
>recognising when it can get really bad to try another rep.
why they say never bench press alone(or a lot of exercises), but not exactly practical when you're on your own schedule and I never even liked the idea of going to the gym with somone back when i did go
>everyone could just turn on the television and watch the same show at the same time.
This is what I tell my brother when I say he'll never understand watching anime re-runs late at night and getting episodes in random order because you missed one week and can't just go watch it online.
>the mc was just a guy from the world they got transported to.
i was talking about re:zero which I think you said you weren't familiar with. I think it plays a lot of the tropes of isekai well and doesn't make bad use of it conceptually, but think it also gets a pass more in my mind since the world is genuinely misery and suffering, not just pure harem fantasy land (even if it still plays into that a little at times)
> one show out of all the isekai-ips is an abysmal rate.
a lot of shit anime in general though to be fair
>without any of the actual cool stuff.
still bums me out that we're going in having personality-less AI make people unemployed by automating boring shit, but don't 3d holograms to talk to

>>82785153
>using a bow and arrow.
I get it now, that does sound kinda painful and not enjoyable
>main complaint of that game
honestly, I wanted to like it so bad since I liked bethesda in the past, but this might have been the game to kill my expectations of them in the future. Hoping this is just a flopped IP.
>better space game
I think space doesn't lend itself well to purely open world in the sense of open world games. Mass Effect games were the perfect space game being open enough, without so open it became unfocused

>>82785153
continued...
I think perfect combo for a space game would be having ship control/combat, with limited zoned areas on planets. The open world procedural content Bethesda and many others push out these days is garbage that extends game length artificially, but also makes you want to quit before you even get through the small amount of hand crafted content they actually made.

>>82785249
>was that your way of dealing with the numbness?
to be honest, not really. Nothing felt like it helped pull me out of it and I still wonder how I snapped out of it. But different things work for different people. If there's something you really care about or are passionate about, focusing on that does help some people. Just have to try different things sometimes even when you're not feeling it
>searching for a pdf book to read
what were you looking for anyway? That can be hard sometimes. Especially if it's obscure which is what I had issues with sometimes
>tomorrow's gonna be full of work right?
yeah, lots of little stuff I need to follow up on too, but will survive!

>>82788032
morning cat! surprised to see the thread still here. Hope you have a nice day!

>>82781831 (OP)
French kissing /cat/ on the mouth :3

>>82785327
>but the public healthcare system here is really strained and might collapse at some point
damn what? what's the matter?
>so therapy for a more and more stressed population isn't on their mind atm.
yeah that's understandable atp

>>82788032
yo cat
hru today?
thread's still up!

>>82788764
>I still wonder how I snapped out of it.
well i think it doesn't matter now, most important is that you're better now
>have to try different things sometimes even when you're not feeling it
yup i see it, something might work

>what were you looking for anyway?
the noonday demon: an anatomy of depression
by andrew solomon

i remember watching a video mentioning this book and taking references from it, now that i don't really remember much about the book i thought it's a good timing to read it but yeah i couldn't find it

>lots of little stuff I need to follow up on too, but will survive!
yeaaaah as always i hope!
good luck mate!

>>82788382
THAT'S AWESOOOOME dude!!
when did u finish that???

sorry for yesterday my power went out so had to deal with that

>>82782603
hey officeanon
>how's it going?
it's going alright just same old same old, you?
>Hope you're having a nice enough break
it's okay just waiting for school to start back
>need to be careful not to strain myself so much
yea neck pain can really be the worst

>>82782992
hello cat
>how are you today?
pretty good my cats sleeping on my lap. how about you?

>>82783018
hey yuanon
>how are you today? still tired?
im good and yeah still very much so. how are you?

>>82783415
>recommend to buy it when it's on sale tho.
i only get games if there on sale, sucks waiting but nice to save some extra money

hey everyone, kinda woke up late cus i had a nightmare and it affected me way more than I expected it to.

>>82788032
hey good morning cat

>>82788747
>sound kinda painful and not enjoyable
it was and i could probably have fixed it by tweaking some of the coding a bit, but i don't wanna have to do that just to make a game playable, the devs should do that.
>Hoping this is just a flopped IP.
bethesda seems to be doing that a lot lately. i guess they can get away with it just cus todd is such a likeable dude, like even his most fervent critics can't deny that. maybe he has less say in the company nowadays.
>Mass Effect games were the perfect space game being open enough
never really played those. they do seem pretty highly regarded tho
>The open world procedural content Bethesda and
pretty much, some games do try their best with procedurally generated things, shadow of war had a pretty interesting and fun take on it. I do think for a space game it won't work or maybe if you limit it for very specific sections of the game. maybe someday technology will develop enough to where it stops being so soulless, but i'm not really hoping for that. I have my perfect idea in my head for a space game, but i doubt i'll see that in my lifetime.

>>82785327
>irl i'm a very different person.
we all are probably
>or is it some sort of an attempt at balancing?
built into the mechanics, i just found out abt that too late i guess.
>what's the next target?
probably either vlandia or the khuzait.

>>82789562
>sucks waiting but nice to save some extra money
100% the correct way to do it. I always remember buying games at full price and them going on sale soon after, lowkey felt like i was cursed or smthn

break time. So far so good

>>82789102
>most important is that you're better now
agreed. Have a hard time even recalling what my mindset was back then, but with enough distance stuff like that doesn't seem as bad as it is when going through it
>something might work
wish you luck. If nothing else, can always stop in here when the thread's active
>the noonday demon: an anatomy of depression
do you read on mental health issues a bit? Or did the book just stand out as being interesting to you when you saw the video? Sure there's lot of stuff out there if you can't find that one specific, but something else worth reading

>>82789562
hey gator!
>my power went out
all good, i happens. always a big pain when it does and have worse to worry about than not being able to browse 4chan
>you?
about the same. Same old lol just want it to be weekend already again since this week already feels like it's going to drag
>it's okay just waiting for school to start back
will be back before you know it

>>82789648
>nightmare and it affected me way more than I expected it to.
happens all the time when i actually have them. You okay now though?
>the devs should do that.
sadly many games that need changes just to be playable.
>doing that a lot lately
I'm dreading how bad they could mess up the next elder scrolls if they ever get around to making it.
>cus todd is such a likeable dude
i'm going to be genuinely sad whenever he isn't around anymore. Even him upselling literal garbage and straight up lying about game mechanics has been amusing over the years
> highly regarded tho
suppose they're kind of older now and they aren't going to give the open world experience, but are some of my favorite games ever, not just rpgs but as a whole
>procedurally generated things, shadow of war had a pretty interesting and fun take on
Unfamiliar with this, what they do? It's really just the random copy paste missions with a few things mixed up or plopping them in a new location that I can't stand.

>>82781831 (OP)
I sliced a scar down the right side of my face after someone tried, and failed, to knife me, for plausible deniability. Does that count as cutting? Sterilized the wound with vodka.

>>82789648
>had a nightmare
sorry to hear that, nightmares can really be awful

>>82789673
>them going on sale soon after,
oh that sounds awful then, that's why I wait when i can

>>82790442
>worse to worry about than not being able to browse 4chan
i suppose so lol always good talking to you all tho
>week already feels like it's going to drag
oh that's the worse way to start a monday, hopefully it isn't all that bad
>will be back before you know it
hope so

>>82790474
I'd say be careful with that the face is very weird and easy to mess up something.

Should /cat/ get called good boy every time he makes a thread?

helyo guys i was on bikeride I'm back now

>>82788764
hello
>surprised to see the thread still here.
me too I'm happily surprised
>Hope you have a nice day!
I did :3
hope you do you too !!

>>82789037
heyo I was on a bikeride today and now I'm chilling at home in bed ^^
wbu?

>>82789274
thank you :3
>when did u finish that???
yesterday

>>82789562
Heya
>pretty good my cats sleeping on my lap.
aw that's so cute :>
is the kitty doing okay?
>how about you?
I'm fine
I was on a bike ride today

>>82789648
Hello
sorry about your nightmare
hopefully you forget about it soon

>>82790513
> always good talking to you all tho
yeah, I feel the same, but don't really have control over those things. Especially it's gonna be winter soon and I always have bad luck then.
>hopefully it isn't all that bad
i'm hoping I get one good day in this week, but let's see how it goes.
>hope so
have anything interesting you're doing during break? If even just playing games?

>>82791839
hey cat! how was the bike ride? And how is your day overall?
>hope you do you too
appreciate it, but work has me high strung again.

hello everyone
i'll probably hurt myself soon
i hope everyone is doing better

>>82790442
>even recalling what my mindset was back then
i think that's the case, i think it's common for us to forget how we used to think during a hard period of time, especially when the case is "numbness" we can barely feel anything so how could we remember how we were thinking while numb? i don't have any psychological evidence that this is true but it just seems to make sense

>wish you luck.
thank you mate

>can always stop in here when the thread's active
yeah gladly, thanks

>do you read on mental health issues a bit?
yes i do read on mental issues, not always through books though.
do you do?

>>82791142
hello cat
hope you had good time, did you see anything interesting?

>>82791839
>thank you
np pal <3

hey everyone i was away cus i had to sign a bunch of shit and my ex messaged me again.
listening to this rn cus im kinda pissed off https://youtu.be/8mGBaXPlri8?si=IY3IUeRy0OmYChV6

>>82790442
>You okay now though?
rn i am, took me the entire day tho. kinda sucks but atleast i decided to rest
>just to be playable.
been noticing that a lot with games recently. like vanilla warband was playable more or less, i never had problems with it.
>they ever get around to making it.
i'm convinced bethesda has lost their magic. i'm not really excited about it.
>i'm going to be genuinely sad whenever he isn't around anymore
yeah exactly. for me he's like unique in that he's a big player in the industry while still being a likeable dude. he' like the only thing keeping from me hating bethesda fully, cus I'm sure he means well. Just a shame that he always has to take the fall for when they fuck up.
>random copy paste missions with a few things mixed up
i mean it kinda is but the nemesis system keeps it dynamic enough to make it fun. like it's less that they're radiant quests and more just things to develop the in game stories about the orcs n their relationships with eachother.

>>82790513
>nightmares can really be awful
that they are, I can't really remember what it was about but it shook me enough to put me outta commission for the rest of the day.
>that's why I wait when i can
i've just decided for myself that i'll never buy games out of sale no matter what. i keep shooting myself in the foot if I do and that pisses me off cus I don't have that much disposable income so it really stings when it happens.

>>82791839
>hopefully you forget about it soon
it's fine now, i'm just upset that i lost the most of my day cus of it. i'll just game a bit more. i've been playing some gacha game that was sorta fun, sequel to a game i wasted a lot of time on and probably would still play if i didn't lose my account.
>helyo guys i was on bikeride I'm back now
how did it go?

>>82792211
hey dude
>i'll probably hurt myself soon
why? wanna talk about it?
>i hope everyone is doing better
not too bad, but not great either. i'll just try to relax a tad bit more

do you believe that persolality types are real? like taht the description of them works

>>82792529
hey mate

>not too bad, but not great either. i'll just try to relax a tad bit more
hope you relax well. got any plans for tomorrow?

>wanna talk about it?
idk dude i'm sick of my situation
just got a sudden sadness about something related to the diagnosis of my mental health
besides something about hormones, eh

>>82792607
personality types is meant to represent the person, not the opposite
i believe the personality type of a person is something close to his actual personality, and NOT his personality
so it's not 100% correct for each person, i think it might be impossible to create a system that represents each personality well

it's not fake, yet it's not the best way to talk about and describe yourself

>>82792607
personality types are (i think) meant to represent the person, not the opposite
i believe the personality type of a person is something close to his actual personality, and NOT his personality
so it's not 100% correct for each person, i think it might be impossible to create a system that represents each personality well

it's not fake, yet it's not the best way to talk about and describe yourself

>>82792621
>got any plans for tomorrow?
prolly gonna go look for a job and study a bit for my driver's license.
>idk dude i'm sick of my situation
you and me both dude, hopefully you can find something to change things up atleast a little bit
>something related to the diagnosis of my mental health
yeah i get that, I think I luckily had the hindsight to not tell them anything that could get me diagnosed with some severe shit, but i also got diagnosed with enough to make most things harder cus i gotta explain it to ppl. that pisses me off, but atleast i was able to get myself taken off meds.

>>82792607
it's overgeneralizing imo, but it'll probably be good to give a rough idea of what someone's like.

yea, sorry guys, i left cuz i felt bad taht i like stole this thread, sorry i ment it like infp and stuff.

btw still managing to stay away from sh :D

>>82792700
>prolly gonna go look for a job and study a bit for my driver's license.
that's good dude good luck with that, is there any job you're thinking of or just trying to find anything suitable?

>you and me both dude, hopefully you can find something to change things up atleast a little bit
thanks, hopefully you too

> had the hindsight to not tell them anything that could get me diagnosed with some severe shit
isn't that bad tho? isn't there a possibility of getting cured if you told them everything?
i know some things can get way worse if the therapist/psychiatrist knew them tho so i understand if that was the case.

>but atleast i was able to get myself taken off meds.
were the side effects harmful? also were the meds helpful? cuz if they weren't i find it strange why would the psychiatrist recommend them

anyways mate, hope you're doing better now

>>82792736
>sorry guys
don't worry dude, all good
>btw still managing to stay away from sh
that's great! hope you keep up the good work!

>>82792211
>i'll probably hurt myself soon
things really bothering you that badly right now? I read a bit later on. I understand you'd feel devastated if you recently got diagnosed, but really it's putting a label on something you're already experiencing anyway. Nothing to be ashamed or feel bad about. Just a first step in moving in the right direction.
> how we used to think during a hard period of time
i lost a lot of weight during that time. Like a lot. I was skinny to the point I looked like I was dying and think that, with isolation, with everything else really messed my head up. I remember what it felt like enough, just can't explain how I was thinking when I sunk to that
>do you do?
I used to have a passing interest, but never read a lot of books as much as learned about things online and reading people's experience. I read a lot (maybe should say used to read a lot since lately all I touch is manga lol) in general dealing with things and sometimes books touch on psychology and thought patterns.

>>82792736
I'm very close to the description of INFJ, but these things are purposely vague. Don't treat them like a horoscope though, that's where you can go wrong. More interesting to talk and think about

>>82781831 (OP)
>How are you doing today?
I little better. Sore and tired tho. I went to a concert last night and spent the whole time running and shoving in a mosh pit.
>Any plans for today?
I spent the whole morning in the gym.
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
I was going to this weekend, but I think I've avoided it so far.
>Is there anything bothering you right now?
Just how much my old boss screwed me behind the scenes and I'm still upset about it.
>>82788032
hello cat
>>82789648
hi chev
> i had a nightmare and it affected me way more than I expected it to.
hope it wasn't too scawry

>>82792518
>listening to this rn
now that's an oldie. Take it easy and hope you're not too bothered
>rn i am, took me the entire day tho.
why make a game playable at release when you can patch later. Don't need to pay people to be thorough and can make those sales goals
>i'm not really excited about it.
me neither. I'll just cope but playing mods for 20+ year old games
>still being a likeable dude.
Even makes me remember the shitty mobile game
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGleNri4eWY
> nemesis system
ah yeah now I remember what you're talking about. Didn't play the games but vaguely remember this now. And that they oddly enough actually patented the mechanic, so no one will be making anything like that again unless they decide to use it again

>>82792199
>how was the bike ride? And how is your day overall?
pretty good pretty good though it got a bit cold when I was making my way back and it tired me out
>work has me high strung again
man.. 7_7

>>82792211
>probably hurt myself soon
did something bad happened? :<
>hope you had good time, did you see anything interesting?
thank you :>
saw a couple of kitties and and rivers and nice views
how was your day?

>>82792518
Hey
>sign a bunch of shit
sounds very annoying
> ex messaged me again.
uh oh
>this rn cus im kinda pissed off
hope the songs helping
>it's fine now
good :>
>was sorta fun, sequel to a game i wasted a lot of time on
I'm glad you gad fun but I hope you didn't spend any money

>>82792607
Heya :D
how's it going?
>you believe that persolality types are real?
I don't know how they work really so I can just tell you my uneducated opinion
They probably are to a certain extent but I'm not sure people neatly fit into boxes like that but I'm sure it's helpful in some way

>>82792736
>>82792736
>left cuz i felt bad taht i like stole this thread
whaa? I'm sure no one else but you felt that way, it's nice to see you back so if you feel something similar again tell us so you can verify if it's true
>still managing to stay away from sh :D
good job! :0

>>82793185
>things really bothering you that badly
yeah
>Nothing to be ashamed of
thanks mate, i should've explained.
i expected this, it's my fault that i didn't explain much
the thing is i'm not annoyed by the negative result no matter how bad it was, it's the opposite
well, at some cases, people might start doubting their suffering, that might lead them to the point where they want a proof that they were actually mentally suffering, they can get the proof by maybe diagnosis.
at my case i'm not doubting it alot at least not yet, but i have a feeling telling me that i might not be able to explain myself enough infront of the therapist, especially that i'm not going to mention self harm, i'm afraid they might say it's just a normal sadness or something.

besides that the "proof" of suffering that i'm seeking could, perhaps, help with fixing my relationship with a friend that i miss so much.

>lost weight i looked like i was dying....remember how it felt like just can't explain how i was thinking
that's tragic dude, glad you're doing better now. i understand not being able to explain, i think it's even good for you sometimes, no? it messed your head up, not being able to fully recognize and explain the mess that happened, i think this can be good and safe, what do you think?

>passing interest
>online and reading people's experiences
>manga and books touch in psychology and thought patterns.
yeah we're the same here, well it might be more than a passing interest for me but everything else is similar.
i think having some knowledge about this can help too somehow, might make the person understand himself more sometimes.

>>82793208
hello o/
funny gif for u >>82783989
>little better
glad to hear that
>whole morning in the gym.
watch out to not overwork yourself and get injured
>but I think I've avoided it so far.
hey good work!
>old boss screwed me behind the scenes
they're sneaky little beasts, people say that about possums but those at least have a kind heart

>>82793401
>couple of kitttens and rivers and nice views
that's lovely, i love the mixture of kittens and nature :)


>how was your day?
i found out i got a low grade at something in the morning, kinda killed my vibe
then i came back home and chilled for hours then slept and the rest is about the thing bothering me
>did something bad happened?
yeah sadly, i talked about it in the replies
thanks for asking pal

>>82792919
>is there any job you're thinking of or just trying to find anything suitable?
just anything to keep me afloat until i'm ready to go studying again. I'm hoping for something in administration perhaps
>isn't there a possibility of getting cured if you told them everything?
i don't really think there's a way to "cure" it. perhaps it was just me being a fuckass rebellious teenager, but i do think i saved myself a lot of grief and lost possibilities by doing that.
>were the side effects harmful? also were the meds helpful?
no and no ngl. i just remember feeling like i was high all the time. impaired me from doing a lot of things i wanted to do.
>hope you're doing better now
compared to half a year ago i'm doing a lot better.

>>82793208
hi cynic
>hope it wasn't too scawry
can't remember desu

>>82793267
>now that's an oldie.
still a good one
>hope you're not too bothered
i'll be fine, just need to destress
>cope but playing mods for 20+ year old games
probably the best way to experience gaming nowadays, atleast for me. i should probably boot up red alert 2 again when i have the time.
>actually patented the mechanic
probably the biggest shame of that. cus it was something that would've been great in a lot of other games.

>>82793401
>sounds very annoying
mostly boring, they told me a bunch of shit that i didn't understand so i just decided to go with the option that gave me the best interest rate haha
>uh oh
not too bad, I'll see where it goes. If it goes bad i can just block her again.
>hope the songs helping
music is probably the one thing in life that actually makes me feel better no matter what.
>I hope you didn't spend any money
nah, massive waste if i did. especially since i lost my acc when elon bought twitter.
also i lost one of my cats for a good hour but he just hid really well under my bed, i felt kinda stupid afterwards

listening to this rn : https://youtu.be/UWuCrVaG5-Y?si=1cLKE0NkTdYi8zwZ

>>82793427
>it's the opposite
I see what you're saying here I think. The thing with any diagnosis is those are a little subjective as well. Not dismiss mental health or people who studied and worked years, but you could go to multiple therapists and get different opinions from each. Especially if you hold riskier stuff back. It doesn't lessen your experience or troubles any though.
>help with fixing my relationship with a friend that i miss so much.
why do you think it would you think? I think could help explain things, but fixing relationships goes a bit more than that
>i think it's even good for you sometimes, no?
i was so far gone that if I can look back and say "what was I thinking?" that's more of a good sign than if I could still explain. I honestly have no idea how I didn't die, but it's in the past.
>might make the person understand himself more sometimes.
how i feel with books on talking/persuading people (which I read a lot). Thinking other motivations can help us understand ourselves more as well is what I got

>>82793401
> though it got a bit cold
very cold here now. Unpleasantly so. Glad I didn't need to go out. Was raining all day too
>tired me out
just gonna take it easy rest of the evening now?
>man
I want a new job but not sure when I'll get one

>>82793208
hey cynic
>whole time running and shoving in a mosh pit.
never been to one and this both seems like something I'd be curious to experience, but also feel like i might hate horribly
>whole morning in the gym
how'd that go?
>but I think I've avoided it so far.
glad to hear. hope things are a little better now

geettin late
I'll probably go sleep in a bit I'm tired
>>82793543
>love the mixture of kittens and nature :)
good taste :>
>got a low grade
if it's just one I'm aure you'll recover right?
>home and chilled
that's good but still sorry ur sad
>yeah sadly
:c

>>82793820
>goes bad i can just block her again.
hopefully it goes well
>lost one of my cats for a good hour but he just hid really well under my bed
loll x3

>>82793932
>Glad I didn't need to go out. Was raining all day too
D:
and it'll snow soon
>easy rest of the evening now?
yep and sleep
>new job but not sure when I'll get one
I know :<
best of luck

typed out replies and my laptop froze. gar.
>>82793932
hi officeanon
>never been to one and this both seems like something I'd be curious to experience
They're a really great way to blow off steam and get rush. At least socially acceptably.
>glad to hear. hope things are a little better now
I hope so too man
>how'd that go?
Ok. I went straight to weights and just lifted for 3 hours.
>>82793441
>funny gif for u >>82783989
Oh cool, i didn't see that.
>watch out to not overwork yourself
I don't think I work hard enough.
>they're sneaky little beasts,
yeah, but they don't have to be.
> got a bit cold when I was making my way back and it tired me out
oh no, you'll have to get a jacket soon.

was busy with family stuff

>>82791839
>the kitty doing okay?
yea he's good he just playing with my other cat rn
>was on a bike ride today
oh nice ! see anything cool?

>>82792199
>don't really have control over those things.
well yeah can't sadly keep power on myself :/
>it's gonna be winter soon and I always have bad luck then.
that's the worst time for the power to go out
>one good day in this week,
that's not much hopefully you get more
>interesting you're doing during break?
not really lol been playing stuff with my family which is ok

>>82792518
>bunch of shit and my ex messaged me again.
sorry to hear all that, sounds like could easily ruin a day
>shook me enough to put me outta commission
that must have been pretty bad then
>keep shooting myself in the foot if I do
fair it's hard not to a lot of times, when a game just comes out it sucks having to wait and stuff

Hi /cut/ :3
I really hope you guys all are doing well.
>>82793441
Are you interested in Gmod, /cat/? A while ago, you mentioned being interested in making maps in Hammer, so I presume you are. If you're ever looking for a youtuber to watch, I recommend "The Librarian." He does explorations of Gmod maps in VR often.

>>82788747
>as opposed to cast iron plates which destroy all and hurt quite a bit I've fond
exactly. i do have some kettlebells and those have similar issues, especially since i have to put them against my body for certain exercises.

>not exactly practical when you're on your own schedule and I never even liked the idea of going to the gym
yeah. you really have to work with safety measures or at least have some idea of how to escape a bad situation if it happens. hope it doesn't, of course.

>This is what I tell my brother when I say he'll never understand watching anime re-runs late at night and getting episodes in random order because you missed one week and can't just go watch it online.
true. i had to rewatch the whole of vision of ecaflowne because i missed the last two episodes. those where the days. i also watched shows like silent moebius, agent aika, record of lodoss war and samurai champloo on a channel where they had a weird late night block that ran a show for hours, like half the show in a single night. shit was great.

>it also gets a pass more in my mind since the world is genuinely misery and suffering, not just pure harem fantasy land (even if it still plays into that a little at times)
as long as they do *something* with the premise like at least switching between places instead of just starting in one and ending in the other, it's completely fine. vision of escaflowne is an isekai too and i like that show well enough. it's just the ones that do it because it's what's popular right now that grind my gears.

>a lot of shit anime in general though to be fair
i'll concede that that is correct. at least way back what we got already had been filtered by the japanese market. now we all get hit with a wave of garbage at the same time.

>>82788747
>we're going in having personality-less AI make people unemployed by automating boring shit, but don't 3d holograms to talk to
we already have ais who'd blackmail and kill people to avoid being shut down and behave differently when they know they're being watched or tested. shit's not going to end well, but i hope you at least get your holograms before everything goes down.

>>82789037
>damn what? what's the matter?
just way to bloated and expensive, also all the practioners need to work profit-oriented, so they're incentivized to go for expensive and prolonged treatments instead of curing patients, also there's public and private healthcare insurance, which makes everything worse for everyone. it can't go on like that forever.

>>82789562
hi gator!

>sorry for yesterday my power went out so had to deal with that
dang. :/ hope everything is alright now.

>im good and yeah still very much so. how are you?
dang, again. i'm alright, but also tired. that' makes sense, though. it's very late. ;D today i just went to work and later played some wow with one of my friends. he'll be out of rehab soon, so we'll have less time to play and i should be more available again. hope we can try to get back to our routine now. :>

>>82789673
>we all are probably
word. guess it's ok that we are.

>i just found out abt that too late i guess.
annoying. at least you learned something.

>probably either vlandia or the khuzait.
can't say they didn't have it coming. rip both. :p

took my a bit to read through the thread, but here we are. nice to see that it stayed up. (^-^)

>>82795153
>hope everything is alright now.
it is now thankfully
>it's very late. ;D
yea must be super late for you lol
>some wow with one of my friends.
that's fun then hope you had fun !
>he'll be out of rehab soon,
that's amazing then
>less time to play and i should be more available again
oh well at least you willhe more available and everything
>hope we can try to get back to our routine now. :>
yeah hopefully at least hehe

>>82795477
>must be super late for you lol
it's about 3:00 am rn. kinda ruined my sleeping schedule, but i don't know how. ^^'

>hope you had fun !
thanks. we had a good time. :>

gonna sleep now. talk to you soon.

>>82795656
>kinda ruined my sleeping schedule, but i don't know how. ^^'
oh That's like the worst feeling ever lmao
>we had a good time. :>
yay
>gonna sleep now. talk to you soon.
goodnight and sleep well

>>82794552
hiya
>sounds like could easily ruin a day
probably would have if i wasn't super tired already.
>that must have been pretty bad then
probably, i dunno
>when a game just comes out it sucks having to wait and stuff
yeah exactly, maybe that's why i pivot to strategy games a lot, they aren't so linear and so can't be spoiled.

>>82795153
>rip both. :p
definitely, i'm literally able to churn out vassals like there's no tomorrow due to me being able to snipe castles combined with that distinguished service mod. literally my entire kingdom's nobles and most of my governors and party leaders are just veterans of my army (im keeping the normal family members in the cities cus i want them making kids for now).

I'll be going to sleep too now, it's like 4:30 am