>>83044058
>bit more confident now.
always a good thing even if you're not completely sure why
> feelings come and go
not unusual at all. I think a lot of have recuring problems that disturb us and bring us down. I obsess way too much over the past knowing I can't change it for instance to the point it impacts my present. That's sill objectively, yet happens.
Honestly, it's not fair to say your feelings or concerns aren't valid, since in the moment they bother you it doesn't matter whether it's silly or not, it's still a big deal to you then so talking about them is something you have to do without worrying too much
>will that happen again?
i hope not, but hard to say given how things have been
>>83044170
> how I can handle someone like that better for my own sake.
would be good if it happens, but also good to be emotionally resilient. Losing people always sucks and always will, but being a position you can hold it together worse case is a good thing to work towards.
> next major deadline for me is the 14th
ah plenty of time and i'm not even a procrastinator so wouldn't sweat it
>deported
don't want to think you to have answer questions you don't want, but are you on a visa wherever you're living?
>>83044514
>test easy
nice! good job
>vidya
whatcha playing?
>>83044546
>what type of dog?
border collie with lots of fur. Fun times ahead
>i love eating out.
i didn't do it much for years, so now it's always kind nice even when it's just a casual place. Probably just go to a burger joint I like that has nice burgers, but is a little better than cheap fast food.
>which ones?
putting together some new bookshelves i got so i have more space in my office area
> become unsick.
ah yeah it's rough :/ hope you feel better
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>>82789102
>most important is that you're better now
agreed. Have a hard time even recalling what my mindset was back then, but with enough distance stuff like that doesn't seem as bad as it is when going through it
>something might work
wish you luck. If nothing else, can always stop in here when the thread's active
>the noonday demon: an anatomy of depression
do you read on mental health issues a bit? Or did the book just stand out as being interesting to you when you saw the video? Sure there's lot of stuff out there if you can't find that one specific, but something else worth reading
>>82789562
hey gator!
>my power went out
all good, i happens. always a big pain when it does and have worse to worry about than not being able to browse 4chan
>you?
about the same. Same old lol just want it to be weekend already again since this week already feels like it's going to drag
>it's okay just waiting for school to start back
will be back before you know it
>>82789648
>nightmare and it affected me way more than I expected it to.
happens all the time when i actually have them. You okay now though?
>the devs should do that.
sadly many games that need changes just to be playable.
>doing that a lot lately
I'm dreading how bad they could mess up the next elder scrolls if they ever get around to making it.
>cus todd is such a likeable dude
i'm going to be genuinely sad whenever he isn't around anymore. Even him upselling literal garbage and straight up lying about game mechanics has been amusing over the years
> highly regarded tho
suppose they're kind of older now and they aren't going to give the open world experience, but are some of my favorite games ever, not just rpgs but as a whole
>procedurally generated things, shadow of war had a pretty interesting and fun take on
Unfamiliar with this, what they do? It's really just the random copy paste missions with a few things mixed up or plopping them in a new location that I can't stand.
>>82789102
>most important is that you're better now
agreed. Have a hard time even recalling what my mindset was back then, but with enough distance stuff like that doesn't seem as bad as it is when going through it
>something might work
wish you luck. If nothing else, can always stop in here when the thread's active
>the noonday demon: an anatomy of depression
do you read on mental health issues a bit? Or did the book just stand out as being interesting to you when you saw the video? Sure there's lot of stuff out there if you can't find that one specific, but something else worth reading
>>82789562
hey gator!
>my power went out
all good, i happens. always a big pain when it does and have worse to worry about than not being able to browse 4chan
>you?
about the same. Same old lol just want it to be weekend already again since this week already feels like it's going to drag
>it's okay just waiting for school to start back
will be back before you know it
>>82789648
>nightmare and it affected me way more than I expected it to.
happens all the time when i actually have them. You okay now though?
>the devs should do that.
sadly many games that need changes just to be playable.
>doing that a lot lately
I'm dreading how bad they could mess up the next elder scrolls if they ever get around to making it.
>cus todd is such a likeable dude
i'm going to be genuinely sad whenever he isn't around anymore. Even him upselling literal garbage and straight up lying about game mechanics has been amusing over the years
> highly regarded tho
suppose they're kind of older now and they aren't going to give the open world experience, but are some of my favorite games ever, not just rpgs but as a whole
>procedurally generated things, shadow of war had a pretty interesting and fun take on
Unfamiliar with this, what they do? It's really just the random copy paste missions with a few things mixed up or plopping them in a new location that I can't stand.
busy day but holding out okay
>>82318334
>nooo that's how it begins DD:
i played gatcha and gatcha like games before and never got carried away. Honestly, there are other things I'm more likely to get carried away on these days
>I say they been overworking you for far too long
agreed, but what can you do. Lots of people anxious over the economy. I'd rather be overworked than underworked right about now
>you're the opposite of that
i appreciate you saying so, but i can be. I want to do more productive with my free time, but it's so hard after getting so worn down every other day of the week. Just need to push myself
>sorry to hear it's hard to find hike time though
long weekend coming up for our Labor Day, so maybe the Saturday or Sunday! We will see
>>82311619
>alright. keep your secrets
Nice usage :>
>so i guess i was never in any real danger.
probably a good thing lol. Worst I was addicted I still spend money, but I recall a time I spent an entire day in a hotel room in Vietnam during a trip grinding materials and that's when I realized those games can be harmful
> you aren't the actual target audience. gonna get those whales.
i also have enough control to save for banners I really, really want. I literally waited and waited and did all my free pulls at the same time on a quite instances.
> printed on mtg cards and other tcgs
at least there's something physical to hold!
>quite the disappointing experience.
I like Nintendo so if switch 2 does anything other than release existing games and cross platform games from 2 generations ago I'll get one, but let's see.
>>82318334
>nooo that's how it begins DD:
i played gatcha and gatcha like games before and never got carried away. Honestly, there are other things I'm more likely to get carried away on these days
>I say they been overworking you for far too long
agreed, but what can you do. Lots of people anxious over the economy. I'd rather be overworked than underworked right about now
>you're the opposite of that
i appreciate you saying so, but i can be. I want to do more productive with my free time, but it's so hard after getting so worn down every other day of the week. Just need to push myself
>sorry to hear it's hard to find hike time though
long weekend coming up for our Labor Day, so maybe the Saturday or Sunday! We will see
>>82311619
>alright. keep your secrets
Nice usage :>
>so i guess i was never in any real danger.
probably a good thing lol. Worst I was addicted I still spend money, but I recall a time I spent an entire day in a hotel room in Vietnam during a trip grinding materials and that's when I realized those games can be harmful
> you aren't the actual target audience. gonna get those whales.
i also have enough control to save for banners I really, really want. I literally waited and waited and did all my free pulls at the same time on a quite instances.
> printed on mtg cards and other tcgs
at least there's something physical to hold!
>quite the disappointing experience.
I like Nintendo so if switch 2 does anything other than release existing games and cross platform games from 2 generations ago I'll get one, but let's see.
Not sure how long I'll be around. Fairly busy today and have a few projects I'm continuing with now things are more normal after my vacation. But wanted to say hi to everyone
>>81745808
hey cat. How'd the weekend go?
Have a good time with your friend the other day?
>>81745901
hi Saka, been a while again. Wish it was under better circumstances, but always glad to see when you pop in
>I want to believe that we're all gonna make it.
My mentality as well. Maybe I'm too soft and it really isn't for my own sake, but thought of eternal misery for anyone makes me hope it's harder to end up with that than it seems. not as a cop out necessarily, since I don't need fear for my own motivation, but thought of other people always bothered me more than my own thoughts of ending up with that
> I'm a loser amidst a sea of losers, but I'm still a loser
everyone is a loser in some way, but no one is a loser completely. And you don't need an excuse for why something that is dependent on others isn't working
>>81746176
hey gator! How's it going?
>>81745808
hey cat. How'd the weekend go?
Have a good time with your friend the other day?
>>81745901
hi Saka, been a while again. Wish it was under better circumstances, but always glad to see when you pop in
>I want to believe that we're all gonna make it.
My mentality as well. Maybe I'm too soft and it really isn't for my own sake, but thought of eternal misery for anyone makes me hope it's harder to end up with that than it seems. not as a cop out necessarily, since I don't need fear for my own motivation, but thought of other people always bothered me more than my own thoughts of ending up with that
> I'm a loser amidst a sea of losers, but I'm still a loser
everyone is a loser in some way, but no one is a loser completely. And you don't need an excuse for why something that is dependent on others isn't working
>>81746176
hey gator! How's it going?