Thread 83043560

Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual support

hey hey hey :>
>How are you doing today?
>Any plans for today?
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
>Why did you hurt yourself?
>Is there anything bothering you right now?

hiii
Here's a bunch of helpful links

>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):
https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7

> first aid post cuting:
https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/

> wound care guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic

> bpd workbook:
https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read

>a bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)
https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c

> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)
workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:
https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdf

Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them

Doing my test in 10 minutes, wish me luck. Bumping with a proper reply later.

Not dying beneath a mountain of work today and it's the weekend

>>83043560 (OP)
hey cat! how's it going? Any weekend plans?

>>83043631
good luck anon!

heya
>>83043560 (OP)
yo cat, hru?
how was your day?
>How are you doing today?
way better than yesterday, yesterday was tragic

>>83037019
>i wonder why they think stuff like that is ok
oh atleast i haven't made an appointment at the time, so he didn't do that on purpose
>good decision
yup glad i made it
>what did you talk about?
didn't talk alot really, i just talked about the session thing and few other things
>a wins still a win
yup xD

>>83043678
hey officeanon
>Not dying beneath a mountain of work today and it's the weekend
a strong soldier you are!

Turns out I got an email from her a few days ago because of something I posted. But it only arrived today because cock.li has been down for a while.
It's like having a guardian angel that can't really do much to help. But I'm happy she still cares about me. I guess I don't have much of an excuse to worry now.

>How are you doing today?
I'm feeling alright today except for almost passing out on the toilet.
>Any plans for today?
I need to get some work done.

>>83036579
I see. I could never get into Warhammer since it was so expensive but I like making model kits.

>>83036690
I dream of world niceness.

>>83037868
>That's not standard????
It is where I used to live, but after moving to a (very) major city I learned I'm pretty odd for doing that stuff.

>>83043631
Good luck!

>>83043678
I wish I didn't have work to put off doing... Good job on not doing that!

hey everyone, i think i got sick. kinda sucks, didn't really do much but been listening to this song on fucking repeat. it's so good

https://youtu.be/VlB38hoJVm0?si=T8I5tlLrZazmaF8d

>>83043560 (OP)
hey cat!
i'm doing okayish, just dunno what to watch. i wanna try to get back into anime but idfk what i should begin with

>>83043631
hope it all goes well brah

>>83043678
hey man
>Not dying beneath a mountain of work today
sounds great haha, anything planned for the weekend?

>>83043691
heya rem!
idk why but i missed u, i missed everyone too desu but i really wanted to talk to you
hope you're doing well! got anything planned for today or the weekend?

>>83043691
hey rm!
>yesterday was tragic
just looked back, sorry things got delayed and gotta wait. One more day though, you can hang in till then. Glad feeling a little better now
>strong soldier you are!
i wish i was stronger because that was brutal D: Felt like most of the days this week have 12 hours of work with minimal downtime. Brain just couldn't handle it by time I wrapped up

>>83043729
>But I'm happy she still cares about me
that's so nice anon!
>I guess I don't have much of an excuse to worry now.
yes but just put in mind that some random feelings might annoy you, it's okay, everything will be okay by time
glad you're better dude

>>83043729
>got an email from her
nice. Hope you're feeling a bit better now. Just reassurance and gives you a better feeling about this whole thing. Think it's still a good idea to talk to someone like you were planning perhaps, but consider genuinely happy for you getting a little bit of good news
>cock.li
had to look this up and lol'd
>I need to get some work done.
good luck. Sure you'll get the energy to do it sooner or later
> odd for doing that stuff.
relatable. Though some people are nicer than others
> Good job on not doing that!
no choice lest I find myself on the streets I'm afraid.

>>83043733
hi possibly chev? (pretty sure but sorry if I'm wrong)
> planned for the weekend?
have to give a dog a bath tonight, so that'll be fun. Finish up ultra early bird Christmas shopping, maybe eat out somewhere, and try to do some home projects if I have time. What about you?

>>83043733
this is me i'm just retarded

>>83043631
prolly late but gl

im tweaking lately i managed to do so good, but now i crashed out 3 times in a row wtf... the first few days sober are always the fucking hardest.
i managed to stay clean for some longer times before, but now its more difficulter than before
im a freak

>>83043733
yo chev! (i think it's chev)
>i missed everyone too desu but i really wanted to talk to you
woah, that made me happy ngl, thanks chev!!
guess it felt like it's been a while, i also wanted to talk to you we could've talked on discord yesterday or today but i guess we'll do tomorrow or after it. so how you been? how was your day?
>hope you're doing well
thanks, i'm doing okay
>got anything planned for today or for the weekend?
today i'll just be chilling, i'll play some CK3 and then maybe i might play smthn else, i might study at the end, then i'll sleep, it's already a bit late
tomorrow will be my session with a psychiatrist (or a therapist, not sure yet)

>>83043739
>One more day though, you can hang in till then.
yup, i think that was good somehow since like i'm feeling a bit more confident now.
i need your help to be honest, not only you officeanon but everyone
i'm feeling like my problems are a bit silly, even though i know pretty well how it used to hurt me i remember how sometimes i would've felt like i just wanna disappear
but the thing is, these feelings come and go, so i'm not feeling like that currently and it feels a bit silly talking about it
what can i do about that?
>most of the days this week have 12 hours of work with minimal downtime
ouch dude that's really brutal, why was it like that?
>Brain just couldn't handle it by time I wrapped up
i'm happy it's finally the weekend for you mate! will that happen again?
anyways, i'm still proud of you mate! hope you don't have to work this much again

>>83043794
>just put in mind that some random feelings might annoy you, it's okay, everything will be okay by time
That's just life I suppose. I can usually handle my feelings pretty well, I just struggle when major changes comes out of nowhere, although I think everyone does.

>>83043888
>Think it's still a good idea to talk to someone like you were planning perhaps
Yeah, I'll try to do at least a few sessions since I'm not out of the woods yet, and if she does decide to let me into her life again it'll be good to know how I can handle someone like that better for my own sake.
>had to look this up and lol'd
Yeah, the problem with using an email provider with a name like that is it doesn't work sometimes. Still, it's pretty good if you don't want to use a "proper" email.
>Sure you'll get the energy to do it sooner or later
Hopefully, the next major deadline for me is the 14th, so I should still have enough time.
>no choice lest I find myself on the streets I'm afraid.
Me too. Or deported...

Aced my test easy as a biiiiitch
>>83043560 (OP)
>How are you doing today?
Awesome. Got a mostly free weekend, just one or two small assignments.
>Any plans for today?
Push day, watching anime with my brother, and vidya. Good time.
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
November of last year.
>Why did you hurt yourself?
Lack of direction.
>Is there anything bothering you right now?
Broke as hell, but that's just the usual. Nothing new.

>>83043729
>It is where I used to live, but after moving to a (very) major city I learned I'm pretty odd for doing that stuff.
Makes sense, people tend to be self centered in city centers. All that smoke and noise is probably why they're jaded.

>>83043733
>dunno what to watch
Watched orb on the movements of the earth ages ago and liked it. It's the story of how our model the earth's movement around the sun (heliocentrism) came to be. I got into it fully by episode 2 and binged the rest in 2 weeks.
>been listening to this song on fucking repeat. it's so good
Hard as hell, reminds me I still have to download the mgla album you linked before. What do you think of this track https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CEEBHrCB-rI

>>83043729
>I don't have much of an excuse to worry now.
Nice to hear you got some closure.

>>83043888
>have to give a dog a bath tonight, so that'll be fun.
well i hope it'll all go well. what type of dog?
>maybe eat out somewhere
ooo i really need to do that too again, i love eating out. what are you planning on getting?
>some home projects
which ones?
>What about you?
prolly a whole lotta nothing, sleep a lot probably and hopefully become unsick.

>>83044058
>that made me happy ngl, thanks chev!!
np mate, if anything it should be me thanking you ig
>guess it felt like it's been a while
it really has haha. i've been okay tho, just been trying to rest a bit for now. trying to stay warm rn but it's pretty damn cold, even inside the house. hbu?
>could've talked on discord
there's no rush desu, when we do i can send you pics of my piercings lol.
>CK3 and then maybe i might play smthn else
never played ck3 myself, what are you gonna play afterwards?
>tomorrow will be my session with a psychiatrist (or a therapist, not sure yet)
ooo alr, wishing you luck then! i hope it'll all go well.

>>83044058
>bit more confident now.
always a good thing even if you're not completely sure why
> feelings come and go
not unusual at all. I think a lot of have recuring problems that disturb us and bring us down. I obsess way too much over the past knowing I can't change it for instance to the point it impacts my present. That's sill objectively, yet happens.
Honestly, it's not fair to say your feelings or concerns aren't valid, since in the moment they bother you it doesn't matter whether it's silly or not, it's still a big deal to you then so talking about them is something you have to do without worrying too much
>will that happen again?
i hope not, but hard to say given how things have been

>>83044170
> how I can handle someone like that better for my own sake.
would be good if it happens, but also good to be emotionally resilient. Losing people always sucks and always will, but being a position you can hold it together worse case is a good thing to work towards.
> next major deadline for me is the 14th
ah plenty of time and i'm not even a procrastinator so wouldn't sweat it
>deported
don't want to think you to have answer questions you don't want, but are you on a visa wherever you're living?

>>83044514
>test easy
nice! good job
>vidya
whatcha playing?

>>83044546
>what type of dog?
border collie with lots of fur. Fun times ahead
>i love eating out.
i didn't do it much for years, so now it's always kind nice even when it's just a casual place. Probably just go to a burger joint I like that has nice burgers, but is a little better than cheap fast food.
>which ones?
putting together some new bookshelves i got so i have more space in my office area
> become unsick.
ah yeah it's rough :/ hope you feel better

this pairing makes me so happy even tho ik in lore it's impossible, hell it looks like the night lord in this pic is dead already, visor is cracked like he got shot in the head


>>83043729
hey sorry anon, must've looked straight over this post.
>Turns out I got an email from her a few days ago
hmm alright, i hope it was a nice email then
>It's like having a guardian angel that can't really do much to help
sometimes it do be like that, it's good that you still care for her tho. sometimes that's all you can do
>But I'm happy she still cares about me
that's good, glad it can soothe some of your doubts.
>I'm feeling alright today
good to hear
>it was so expensive but I like making model kits.
desu then you're better off to just sticking to affordable model kits, there's no real difference except warhammer is a lot more expensive. atleast my lgs offers a discount but it's still pretty damn expensive. i bought a new box of night lords tho.

>>83044514
>I got into it fully by episode 2 and binged the rest in 2 weeks.
hmm, can't really say that's something that really interestes me, but i could give it a try atleast.
>mgla album you linked before
mgla is really good, check out groza and hearts towards none by them too if you want. equally good
>What do you think of this track
desu i really like it, it sounds like something I'd find on those old vinyls from my father lol.

>>83044717
>border collie with lots of fur
those are cute dogs atleast
>a burger joint I like that has nice burgers
ngl well made burgers with nice meat are some of my fav foods, way better than those shitty fast food ones. i really can't eat fast food much or i start to hate reality
>putting together some new bookshelves
gotcha, sounds kinda fun ngl
>ah yeah it's rough :/ hope you feel better
we'll see, i hope i didn't catch anything bad. not sure if my immune system could handle that.

>>83044717
>whatcha playing?
Probably gungeon. I need finish the game as 3 more characters and unlock a secret one.

>>83044782
> could give it a try atleast.
Really should, I normally don't watch historical anime either but it surprised me with how well the action it did have was done.
>check out groza and hearts towards none
Will do.
>desu i really like it, it sounds like something I'd find on those old vinyls from my father lol.
Swaaaaaag. LIsten to the full album then, it's around 40 minutes. The band normally does noise stuff so this albums a one off. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_y5T1a1iq4

>>83044170
>although I think everyone does.
i see, yep i suppose that's normal
i just wanted to make sure you don't have a strange feeling and think something is still wrong.

>>83044546
>if anything it should be me thanking you ig
oh haha why's that?
>i've been okay tho, just been trying to rest a bit for now.
glad to hear that!
>trying to stay warm rn but it's pretty damn cold, even inside the house.
desu no matter how cold it gets i believe that's still better than summer, i can almost say i HATE summer sometimes
>hbu?
fine not bad. the weather here isn't that cold yet
>when we do i can send you pics of my piercings lol.
that's cool dude, we'll see later
>what are you gonna play afterwards?
not sure and i might not play anything. what about you? what are you doing currently?
>wishing you luck then! i hope it'll all go well.
thanks!

>>83044717
>I can't change it for instance to the point it impacts my present
and that doesn't happen all the time right? like you don't feel like that all the time?
>ince in the moment they bother you it doesn't matter whether it's silly or not, it's still a big deal to you
yup you're right, i believe that's the truth but i find it kinda difficult to talk about it when not feeling the exact same feeling
>but hard to say given how things have been
damn man, i hope it doesn't happen again

hey guys waddup?
I took a nice shower and ate cake and worked a little bit on a map :]
but other than that I'm feeling pretty tired
today I thought I might watch some horror movie now and then go to sleep

>>83044782
> cute dogs atleast
think he's got some husky mixed in him too from what I've been told. Definitely noisy enough for it, but not a bad dog
> some of my fav foods,
mine too. Can cook fancy dishes with intricate recipes, but decent burger just really hits the spot. I like the kind that's the fine line between cheap fast food burger and over priced restaurant burger that isn't that great. Sweet spot between the two and place I go has that.
> can't eat fast food much
have it like once or twice a year when i'm out somewhere far off and have other choice and that's usually it
>sounds kinda fun
I like assembling furniture, but parts of it are a pain. I have much better tools than when I first moved in so not as bad as it used to be
>immune system could handle that.
Like Yuanon always reminds me, getting sick is how it gets better. Just not pleasant when you're going through it of course

>>83044876
>gungeon
have fun. I can't get into bullet hells since they stress me out too much.
>historical anime
i saw you mentioning orb, i'm giving half a thought to watching it since keep getting it recommended every time I turn around I feel

>>83044961
>doesn't happen all the time right?
nah, but often enough i'd say it's a problem. Just trying to prove the thought I have wrong, while also struggling with whether I should be or doing something different
> kinda difficult to talk about it
have you considered trying to write down how you feel when feeling it? To degree you can, might help out some with articulating things later
>hope it doesn't happen again
me as well, but realistically am not getting my hopes up

>>83045029
hey cat, hope you're having a nice time
>ate cake
what kind of cake??

>>83045224
>what kind of cake??
a cake made out of cake, cream and jelly and raspberries on top :o
btw sorry for not replying to your earlier posts I'm just berry tired

>>83044514
>Aced my test easy as a biiiiitch
Good job! I have to proctor some exams next month and I'm not looking forward to it, but I'd rather do that than sit one.
>Makes sense, people tend to be self centered in city centers.
I think at a certain level of business you have to start being selfish otherwise nothing would get done. It's not been beaten out of me (yet).
>Nice to hear you got some closure.
I don't know if I'd call it closure, but it's better than what I was working with.

>>83044717
>Losing people always sucks and always will, but being a position you can hold it together worse case is a good thing to work towards.
Definitely. My parents are pushing 70 now, so it's as good a time as any to learn that skill.
>ah plenty of time
I should be able to get it done. Hopefully well enough that I can get a spot at the conference I'm submitting it to.
>but are you on a visa wherever you're living?
Yes, it's all above board. Incidentally I was stopped by a plainclothes officer when I arrived and had to awkwardly explain my stay was a few years and not a few weeks.

>>83044782
>i hope it was a nice email then
One of concern. I feel bad for worrying her.
>it's good that you still care for her tho
It's hard not to. Even if she really hurt me, I still love her for everything else she did and understand it came from a (very warped) place of love and/or trauma on her end.
>atleast my lgs offers a discount but it's still pretty damn expensive
One of my friends ended up getting a 3D printer and pirating the models because that somehow worked out cheaper.

>>83044961
>you don't have a strange feeling and think something is still wrong.
I appreciate the concern, thank you.
I think the initial shock has (mostly) warn off now. Sooner than I anticipated, too.

>>83045029
What movie do you have in mind?

https://youtu.be/j2Addn9gp0A this song is good

>>83044876
>Really should
noted, i'll check it out soon then
>Will do.
they're really good, very controversial for some reason tho. the older guys don't like it, maybe cus it's more atmospheric n such.
>Swaaaaaag. LIsten to the full album then
i will, put it in my listen later list.

>>83044961
>why's that?
idk i just feel weird rn lalalalal
>, i can almost say i HATE summer sometimes
yeah same, but it also doesn't have to be cold all the time either.
>we'll see later
yeah sure, dw abt it
>what about you? what are you doing currently?
listening to music rn, i might play some cyberpunk later. haven't really played it much. been focused on other things.

>>83045029
hey cat!
what movie are you gonna watch? and what cake did ya eat ehehe

>>83045224
>Definitely noisy enough for it, but not a bad dog
ah well then it doesn't sound that bad, hope it goes well.
>Sweet spot between the two and place I go has that.
expensive restaurants always overdo shit to the point where it just feels decadent, i'd much rather go to just a decent place.
>that's usually it
fair enough, i probably do the same, I usually just go if my parents go.
>but parts of it are a pain
yeah it always is for me too, but usually it's not too bad.
>better tools
definitely does help
>not pleasant when you're going through it
yeah, but i try to take care of myself during it so it doesn't kill me or something hahaha

>>83045349
>I feel bad for worrying her.
it's not a bad thing if you go about it right.
>Even if she really hurt me
yeah that's fair, it's better to just try to care without getting too close then
>that somehow worked out cheaper.
it definitely is, some of my buddies do that too

>>83045349
cute momiji ^^
>movie do you have in mind?
idk ://
and it's getting late so it's possible I'll just pull up some yt vid and go to sleep

>>83045596
>song is good
thank u o7
>movie are you gonna watch?
dunno yet :<
>and what cake did ya eat ehehe
oh it was a raspberry cake with jelly :D

I learned yesterday that many people have been gossiping about me. The person who told me refused to tell me who told him. I hate this womanly behaviour, and I have been angry to varying degrees since receiving this information. I feel totally betrayed, and since I don't know who is involved I really can't trust anyone anymore. When I first learned about it I really wanted to cut super deep, but I have chilled out since. I wish I would just die. I feel like everyone is a liar. I feel like I've been nothing but nice and cordial to people, and this is how I am treated in return. Who knows how long this has been going on, and how many people it involves. My fault for trusting people I guess.
Sorry for sounding like an emo fag :[

>How are you doing today?
Im content, mentally about in the middle. not really feeling anything
>Any plans for today?
I did a full workout earlier, gonna prepare a burger (without the buns) for dinner and watch some anime. anybody have recommendations for anime to watch?
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
yesterday
>Why did you hurt yourself?
I was sad that I didnt have a girlfriend. still am if i dwell on it but not trying to think about it
>Is there anything bothering you right now?
just hungry and tired after working out today was chest day. also I need to find a new place to live cause i cant stand living with my family for one more second

>>83043560 (OP)
good evening! pretty late again, but had a good day. :> how way your friday?

>>83043631
hope it wen't well. :0

>>83043678
yay! :D

>>83043691
>he didn't do that on purpose
hm. alright. i guess i'll it slight. this one time. :<

>i just talked about the session thing and few other things
sometimes that's all it needs to take of the edge. thoughts can really grow.out of control if you keep them in your head for too long.

>>83043729
hey dinon! :>

>I dream of world niceness.
let's hope it'll come to pass.

>>83044057
don't be too hard on yourself. some days are just harder to deal with than others for no apparent reason. or is there anything bothering you right now?

>>83044876
>Probably gungeon
awesome game. had a ton of fun playing it. the rat really is a test of your resolve, though.

>>83045224
>decent burger just really hits the spot
true. my tip: a teaspoon of salt for 500g of meat, form the patties and let them rest over night in the fridge. the salt fuses the protein together and that changes the texture quite a bit.

>>83045725
>it's possible I'll just pull up some yt vid and go to sleep
good night and sleep tight if you do!

>>83045737
>I learned yesterday that many people have been gossiping about me.
any reason they did or just usual talk? i mean, we talk about people who aren't there all the time without thinking much of it, don't we?

>Sorry for sounding like an emo fag :[
no worries. it's ok to vent whenever you feel like it.

>>83045745
>anybody have recommendations for anime to watch?
in the mood for any genre in particular?

>>83045888
>in the mood for any genre in particular?
action or thriller. maybe even a vintage anime if you know any. checked btw

>>83045029
yo cat!
>worked a little bit on a map
could you show us?
>but other than that I'm feeling pretty tired
because of the things you did right? or is there anything else?
>today I thought I might watch some horror movie now and then go to sleep
have a good night!

>>83045224
>while also struggling with whether I should be or doing something different
something different like what?
>have you considered trying to write down how you feel when feeling it?
i used to vent out with a friend when having similar feelings, reading the messages might help me remember but i can't read them now.
hmm, i remembered few things tho.
>but realistically am not getting my hopes up
well yeah that's better than getting disappointed later

>>83045349
>thank you.
np
>I think the initial shock has (mostly) warn off now. Sooner than I anticipated, too.
so good really, keep the good work up!!

>>83045596
>idk i just feel weird rn
aight lol
>but it also doesn't have to be cold all the time either.
hmm, maybe if it gets colder i might miss the summer
>i might play some cyberpunk later. haven't really played it much
how much do you have until you finish it?
HLTB says it takes like 26 hours to finish the main story of something

>>83045737
>Who knows how long this has been going on, and how many people it
hey anon, i think it's almost impossible for one to have friends or relatives that never gossiped him, but what did they say? maybe it wasn't that bad? and if it was bad; i know it's annoying and that they might feel unreliable now but you can find who's the kindest one from them and try to spend more time with, cuz this one might be reliable no? and if possible, try finding a new friend

anyways not all people appreciate kindness, i think it's safe to be kind yet without fully expecting every single one to act kind back, it's sad that not everyone cares enough to be nice.

>Sorry for sounding like an emo
don't worry anon

>>83045880
hey yuanon!
>but had a good day.
happy to hear that!
>i guess i'll it slight. this one time
yup :o

>thoughts can really grow.out of control if you keep them in your head for too long.
yup. i don't know if i could've kept if in my head anyways, it was so heavy

>>83045971
>action or thriller. maybe even a vintage anime if you know any. checked btw
pretty much the only ones i know. ^^'blet me think... maybe black lagoon, hellsing (tv or ultimate), bubblegum crisis, dominion tank police, ergo proxy, ghost in the shell: standalone complex. any of those sound good to you?

>>83045971
almost forgot: the lupin the 3rd movies/ovas. there's some wild shit in those.

>>83045986
>happy to hear that!
thanks. :> what about you?

>i don't know if i could've kept if in my head anyways, it was so heavy
good you found the right person to talk to then. hope that therapist will fill a similar role for you now.

>>83046012
>>83046049
thanks anon yes going to start from the first one and go through them all so ive written them down to remember. should I watched them dubbed or subbed? if they are even subbed that is

I've stayed awake for far too long again...

>>83045596
>it's not a bad thing if you go about it right.
True, but I kind of spazzed out into a couple of emails and sent it without thinking. At least the first few.
>it's better to just try to care without getting too close then
The problem is I want to get close again. She knew I wanted to get married if we were still going in a few years.
>some of my buddies do that too
Is it something you've considered?

>>83045725
>cute momiji ^^
All Momijis are cute!
>t's getting late so it's possible I'll just pull up some yt vid and go to sleep
No shame in that. I do it pretty often.

>>83045737
Sorry to hear about that, anon. Gossip is no fun but people seem compelled to do it for some reason. It's probably not your fault.

>>83045880
>hey dinon! :>
Hello!
>let's hope it'll come to pass.
We must all do our part!

>>83045982
>keep the good work up!!
Thanks. I've not been quite as obsessive today, so that's a positive development.

>>83046081
hm. i watched most of them in german and absolutely hate gits: sac, but it's a quality show in the thriller catogory, so i recommend it anyways, so i can only recommend that dub. i'd go with original+sub for most, except bubblegum crisis, since both aren't very good, so the choice is yours there.

>I've stayed awake for far too long again
same. i should go to bed since i need to get up for my workout in the morning. :/

>We must all do our part!
one post at a time. o7

i'll be off now. good night, everyone!

>>83045725
>oh it was a raspberry cake with jelly :D
sounds nice haha.

>>83045982
>might miss the summer
eh spring is always the best anyways, warm enough but not scorching
>how much do you have until you finish it?
eh i take my time, i've got around 40 hrs now but i haven't done too much of the story. you could probably finish it fairly quick.

>>83046185
>spazzed out into a couple of emails
well then atleasr she didn't react badly. that's still something
>I want to get close again
i'd say to really reconsider, but you do you.
>something you've considered?
definitely, but i don't have a 3d printer.

>>83045224
>have fun. I can't get into bullet hells since they stress me out too much.
fuck this game brah I'm playing titanfall I got owned
>orb
Is good.

>>83045349
>I have to proctor some exams next month
What's that like? You just walk around and check if people are cheating right?

>>83045880
Hallo yuanon
>hope it wen't well. :0
Owned it.
>rat really is a test of your resolve, though.
He's such a bastard that I juggled 2 active items across the map to the sell creep just to spite him fuck that hoe ass rat lmfao
Not looking forward to rush hour gym but I got no other choice...

>>83046217
yeah ive heard many good things about gits but okay subs is what I normally go with because it is often better but sometimes you get those like dbz where the dub is better. goodnight

>>83046049
>what about you?
nothing interesting today, but nothing bad happened ^^
>fill a similar role
thanks!! ** that's not what i want tho but i appreciate your kind words**

>>83046185
>not been quite as obsessive today, so that's a positive decelopment
yup indeed, hope it goes even better!

bedtime ig, good night everyone

>>83046049
>what about you?
nothing interesting today, but nothing bad happened ^^
>fill a similar role
thanks!! [[that's not what i want tho but i appreciate your kind words]]

>>83046185
>not been quite as obsessive today, so that's a positive development
yup indeed, hope it goes even better!

bedtime ig, good night everyone

>>83046049
>what about you?
nothing interesting today, but nothing bad happened ^^
>fill a similar role
thanks!!

>>83046185
>not been quite as obsessive today, so that's a positive decelopment
yup indeed, hope it goes even better!

bedtime ig, good night everyone

>>83045275
that's a pretty good sounding cake. I like fruity things like that. Not as popular here as in europe, our cake tends to avoid fruit with a few exceptions

>>83045349
>parents are pushing 70 now
hear your concern there :/ I'm particularly close with my parents, but there was a solid 2 weeks I thought my dad was gonna die because he was really sick and I just remember waking up every few hours some night to look at my phone to see what was going on.
>that I can get a spot at the conference
wish you luck with that. In that case, probably don't want to hold out too long, since best to work and tweak with time to perfect things
>Yes, it's all above board. Incidentally I was stopped by a plainclothes officer when I arrived and had to awkwardly explain
I'm from the states and lived here my whole life, but I have a girlfriend who isn't and always concerned a little. She's here proper channels and all, but know people are very jumpy right now and understandable even at best of times it's a little nerve racking

>>83045596
>hope it goes well.
went as well as washing a dog can go! lol
> overdo shit to the point where it just feels decadent
in my experience, many expensive restaurants just make bland burgers that are just kinda meh.
> usually just go if my parents go.
i mostly get it from stopping at regional based chains when traveling around, just to see when on the road since I go on big trips across the states
>try to take care of myself
hoping is passes quickly for you

>>83045880
hey yuanon! think you're already asleep now but hope you had a good day
>>83045888
nice trips here. I gotta try that burger approach. I can't remember last time I actually cooked burgers myself so haven't gottent to it yet

>>83045982
>something different like what?
I guess I mean often times I feel regret over not doing something in the past, so I try to make it for it by accomplishing or pursuing something I hadn't back then. Problem is whether this is distracting me from what should be my focus. I'm a lot older than back then, fixating too much on past can distract from what should being do present
>reading the messages might help me remember
that could. But what I'm also saying, next time you feel down, try to write out what you're thinking. I know that's hard when you're already feeling bad, but it might help how you feel a bit, but also give you something to reference later when it's harder to describe your feelings.

>>83046491
>I got owned
I'm slowly reaching the point that the only games I can viably succeed at are walking simulators
>Is good.
Will have to consider picking up when I finish watching Kaiji. I'm filling up the end of the year watching anime that's not trash shonen so I can get stop getting made fun of for all watching that by my brother

im gonna go sleep. i'll continue with my miniatures tomorrow