Thread 83008651

>wake up through my alarm
>tfw unfortunately still alive
>get out of bed for coffee n cigs
>make my bed
>change into work clothes
>giv our cat n kittens some breakfast
>I would trade in all of them for my favorite cat if I could
>rip bleh
>last ciggy befor our employee picks me up
>please let some fatal accident happen to me today
>I dont want to continue anymoar

>employee is a bit late
>need2resist smoking another cig in the meantime
>I will smoke plenty at work
>hungry
>cant decide on anything2eat
>I guess I hab to wait until later today

>I forgot my pic
>need moar coffee n cigs ig

>>83008651 (OP)
>tfw unfortunately still alive
Why are richfags so ungrateful?

>smoke a last cig befor getting picked up
>here we g0 again
>>83008814
Welp im n0t or else I would be a comfy neet

>we cant continue without the forklift
>its used by someone else for now
>coffee n cig break ig
>transfer most of my paycheck to my stock app
>I dont even know what to buy
>can I find a cheap stock that goes bery expensive rather sooner than later
>so I can travel to japan for xmas and new years eve
>PLEASE
>give me cash or give me death

>>83009007
$NAK and $TGB worked for me. probably too late now though they already pumped. I literally just buy whay >>/biz/ says it works out more often than not

>we get the forklift
>it was very rainy the past days
>forklift gets stuck
>we cant get it out
>cant find the person who could help us out
>coffee n cig time
>do some research on the side for dad
>who is at another work side
>my will to live is decreasing even moar
>I wish I had the strength to kill myself holy shittu
>>83009110
Idk biz seems just like schizo and shitposting to me

>time for moar coffee n cig
>why was I even born
>just to suffer
>being born was a huge mistake
>this could have been avoided if dads flight wasn't canceled too many years ago
>there is n0thing to life for (without enough cash)
>but dying seems also scary
>can I PLEASE get a heart attack like that younger son of dad's work fren
>im double vaxxed
>were is MY heart attack

>look for other jobs
>welp I can't apply for anything better as a dropout
>stuck doing work that I dont believe in and makes me feel miserable
>just to get back home to be depressive til the next day
>just let me die already
>I wanna cry and destroy my phone
>need to survive 5 moar hours

>forklift gets pulled out from the mud by a truck
>we can continue2work
>after a okies task we get to some sweaty n gross one
>I do most of it
>I need a ciggy NOW
>there is a dead cat at this factory
>rip
>gosh I wish that was literally me
>I wish I would had let my Swiss cousin give me even moar hash for back home
>should be enough for the entire day after work
>but feels like I need to go back to get high every hour
>damn it
>why did we had to be the mentally ill family
>my Swiss cousin who smokes a lot goes to uni
>has productive hobbies
>while im too retarded for anything
>why can't I be dead already like that cat

>my money arriv3d on the broker app
>IDK what to do with it
>I used to be confidence about buying stocks
>had a career at amazon
>my favorite cat was still alive
>now im back to hating every single second im alive
>everything sucks
>there is n0thing to look forward to
>please just let me kill myself already
>employee keeps reminding me that dad told him to remind me to not work 2fast
>so we can bill more hours
>this would be okies with me if we weren't working at a gross factory
>im just wasting time at a gross place and doing things that disgust me most of the time
>I wanna cry so bad but cant
>wouldn't mind if my dad & lil bro die on their way back home later
>me & mom could hab a good time

>need to survive around two n half hours before I go back home
>there isnt much more to do for today
>so time wont pass fast enough
>I need a shower
>and moar sleep ig
>around half hour until the actual break
>I need another cig befor we continue
>please kill meeee already

>continue2work
>finish another gross task
>break time fr now
>get moar coffee
>time to continue with chain smoking
>gib me lung cancer NOW
>less than 2 hours left
>so I can be miserable at home
>and continue this cycle tomorrow
>im gonna crash out at this rate
>idk when & how bad
>but feels like something horrible is building up
>Allah just let me hang myself or something

>time for a last cig while I finish my coffee
>https://youtube.com/shorts/2NbksQDiRFc?si=WptuwJVQdcQ3gXVK
>tfw I went to explore the nakano broadway but missed out on this
>TAKE ME BACC PLEASE
>so I can try out dis ice cream

>so far I just heard of a dead cat
>do my task
>notice the dead kitty
>scares me
>my heart drops for a moment
>hate being here even moar now
>I miss my favorite cat so much
>continue with work while hating every second moar than previously
>finally time to go back home
>please let a fatal crash happen on our drive back
>I need a shower ASAP

>take a quick shower
>realise I forgot my tobacco n rolling stuff at the factory
>I scream
>im just looking for any excuse to crash out

>lil bro having his 1/3rd life crisis
Cute.

I wonder if blue collar Ceb is any less of an ally to trans folx.

>>83012744
Ur gay
>>83013017
I will support u if u transition desu

You should smoke less tobacco. It's bad for you and makes you stink

>eating ben n jerries while watching the new smiling friends episode
>>83014152
I know
but I need them2survive work

>last cig befor I get ready2sleep
>please d0n't let me wake up every again
>I don't want2anymor
>goodnights

>>83015081
goodnight. i read the posts but i had nothing to say, that's just wagie life by my experience.