Thread 12514812

Dear blog. My current schizo delusion is there are a number of people burning in agony in my brain. The majority of them need me to pace back and forth in the house to feel a bit better, and a minority need me to sit down, and if I pace they suffer significantly more. All of them are in agony. I think I'll post on 4chan. Thank you for reading my blog.

>>12514812 (OP)
You cheated on me with /bant/.

that's actually not a big deal and you can just let them burn

they are just abstractions in your field of consciousness and not live entities that desperately need your help

>>12514820
I act like this is just a silly shitpost but I'm seriously uncertain if the brain people are real or not and if I should actually try to help them so thank you.

>>12514832
When i used to do acide and other druges, I had similar thoughts about a tiny figure being "frozen" and impaled on a stake in my mind and it felt real for some time, but in the end the "joke" was that it's totally irrelevant to anything at all what happens to that tiny figure, as it's nothing more than an idea or abstraction.
A learning experience

>>12514835
That's a horrific conception. I get those every single day with or without drugs.

>>12514816
They're all so horrible

>>12514812 (OP)
what do u think of jewpills, im taking lots of them and they are changing ma brain, what if they can read ma thoughts, yes im trapped in a fishtank like show of constant surveillance and they can pay money to give me negative thougts or remember bad stuff i did in the past, they are controlling ma brain, the jewpills are giving them access to ma brain, or maybe im just kinda losing ma mind, who knows

>>12514847
How tall are you?

>>12514874
Okay here's the details. They are watching you at all times and they can control your mind. You should take your medication and work with your psychiatrist to find the right ones for you. The medications work because they let them work, they have side effects because they give them side effects. But the science says we have better outcomes if we take the medication compared to if we don't. so we take the medication.

>>12514879
5'11

>>12514898
This is a bit too tall to pick up and shake...

>>12514897
im losing ma mind, NO, i need to tell this to a psychologist, hahahahahahahahahaha, the streamers known me, idk exactly how many or which streamers known me but certainly the biggest streamers in the spanish spea king used to world have a clue of who i am, and i only used to have 15 followers in instagram, this is absurd, i dont understand why and why they want to know about me, yeah its imposibble, i will tel ma mon, i will take ma pills and this weird though will go away, nobody is following me, everything will be fine

>>12514906
im pretty skinny so I'm quite shakable
>>12514908
Okay calm down, you seem a bit delusional at the moment and so am I, everything is fine, we are fine.

>>12514920
le naggers and le chat

>>12514898
>>12514920
too tall. i pictured streamer chan as 5'5 by all the loli pics he posts

>>12515011
I am a chibi irl, its true
>>12514940
Alright alright hear me out. Our evil alien overlords with the mind control powers occasionally mind control random strangers just to fuck with / confuse us. So its not that the famous streamers know you, its that they get mind controlled briefly to make you believe they do.

>>12515024
ts is too much to handle with, when i combined dxm and lsd i saw aliens outside ma house speaking alien languague, but they problavly visited the peopli living down, or maybe they were there for me and had been trying to communicate me something, or maybe it was just le drucks

>>12515030
Aliens talk to me every day in English, I'm pretty sure they were just fucking with you

>>12515035
le aliens are naggers then, why are they unto me, i hope they never visited me again and leave me live ma life in peace

>>12515038
Do you have voices by the way? I don't even have thoughts of my own anymore all I get is voices.

>>12515051
i became a targeted individual when i started posting in a twich chat in 2024 and a group of anonymous hackers are following me and they are making a movie show out of ma life, they have secret discord groups where they share my activities and make memes, they also have a secret wiki about me just like cwcki, its to absurd that i go trough phases where i dont believe it and phases where i believe it, its a never ending cycle of paranoia, skibidi est sigma, they are in vrchat cinema room and they wacth the videos i watch in youtube in real time, they had also create yt channels for me to wacth like losermaxing, when i called a fren, he uploaded a videos about fake frens in the next days, or maybe it was just a casuality, yeah it must be that, im judt loding ma mind cuz of le drucks but the jewpills will help me to think normal again, if i have voices in ma head, well i imagine the reaction that this hackers could have from the thing i watch, do, say and think, i imagine the memes they do, i imagine they had done covers from my song chud, and i imagine a lot stuff, yeah its just imagination, its all in my head, but idk how to get it out

>>12515065
Alright alright listen. I am deadly serious. The aliens can hack any device regardless of internet connectivity and they have demonstrated this to me with my computer, alarm clock, washing machine, and heater. They just pose as an anonymous group of hackers as an initiation ritual to schizophrenia, which involves being watched 24/7.

>>12515090
oh my godness, is there any way to escape from them, is it something that i just have to accept and live for the rest of ma life like this, try to be normal, even tho people i interact can be aliens like if i enter college, le classmates will be secret nhk agents, its there any way to fight back

>>12515111
There is no way to fight back and it may or may not go away if you take your medication.

>>12515116
its over then, i will have to learn to live as a targeted individual for the rest of ma life or maybe the pilsl will work, i recently got added sertraline into ma jewpill milkshake so i hope it changes something

>>12514812 (OP)
WHEN A MAAN LOVES A WOMAN ...

>>12515116
*Shake* *Shake* *Shake*
BE NORMAL!!!

>>12515130
So, the aliens use their mind-control technology to manipulate people for our individual narratives. You're not actually a targeted individual but rather a character on alien TV. They can make people into philosophical zombies for your show, or otherwise mindfuck them into behaving how they want for the program.
>>12515135
NOOOOOOOOOO