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>QOTT: Do you fear the reaper?
i do not fear, on the face of it, death or dying. but i do very much fear a painful death and a slow death. i fear the consequences of death. i have a terrible anxiety that heaven or hell or purgatory or whatever other thing one believes in, since we know that brain activity can continue for a little while after "death", is simply a manifestation of one's negatively sloping brain activity once they're technically dead. like, you dream of heaven and so you go there. but also, dreams occur in extremely short spans of time, right, like, wildly temporally disproportionate to the actual time they take to occur. so i am extremely afraid that if i die slowly, without my brain immediately being destroyed or something, i will experience some form of dream state for all of eternity, as i will never again wake up and end the dream, and the little graph line of my brain activity will stretch out ad infinitum (in my perception) along some untouchable asymptote. and then if i die painfully i go to hell. forever. it's horrifying. i hope i'm wrong.
>QOTT2: What is something you wish to accomplish before passing away?
i want to find true peace. like Nirvana or something. and i want to help others find peace and happiness, too, however i can. not that i know how, at all. obviously lol.
