>>12514906
im pretty skinny so I'm quite shakable
>>12514908
Okay calm down, you seem a bit delusional at the moment and so am I, everything is fine, we are fine.
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>>40972106
>QOTT: Do you fear the reaper?
i do not fear, on the face of it, death or dying. but i do very much fear a painful death and a slow death. i fear the consequences of death. i have a terrible anxiety that heaven or hell or purgatory or whatever other thing one believes in, since we know that brain activity can continue for a little while after "death", is simply a manifestation of one's negatively sloping brain activity once they're technically dead. like, you dream of heaven and so you go there. but also, dreams occur in extremely short spans of time, right, like, wildly temporally disproportionate to the actual time they take to occur. so i am extremely afraid that if i die slowly, without my brain immediately being destroyed or something, i will experience some form of dream state for all of eternity, as i will never again wake up and end the dream, and the little graph line of my brain activity will stretch out ad infinitum (in my perception) along some untouchable asymptote. and then if i die painfully i go to hell. forever. it's horrifying. i hope i'm wrong.
>QOTT2: What is something you wish to accomplish before passing away?
i want to find true peace. like Nirvana or something. and i want to help others find peace and happiness, too, however i can. not that i know how, at all. obviously lol.
>QOTT: Do you fear the reaper?
i do not fear, on the face of it, death or dying. but i do very much fear a painful death and a slow death. i fear the consequences of death. i have a terrible anxiety that heaven or hell or purgatory or whatever other thing one believes in, since we know that brain activity can continue for a little while after "death", is simply a manifestation of one's negatively sloping brain activity once they're technically dead. like, you dream of heaven and so you go there. but also, dreams occur in extremely short spans of time, right, like, wildly temporally disproportionate to the actual time they take to occur. so i am extremely afraid that if i die slowly, without my brain immediately being destroyed or something, i will experience some form of dream state for all of eternity, as i will never again wake up and end the dream, and the little graph line of my brain activity will stretch out ad infinitum (in my perception) along some untouchable asymptote. and then if i die painfully i go to hell. forever. it's horrifying. i hope i'm wrong.
>QOTT2: What is something you wish to accomplish before passing away?
i want to find true peace. like Nirvana or something. and i want to help others find peace and happiness, too, however i can. not that i know how, at all. obviously lol.
Dear blog. My schizo voices mostly ramble about how they're going to torture me in the future. I think they need to find some other hobbies or interests.
Dear blog. My current schizo delusion is that after I'm done with all the suffering and madness of schizophrenia and I die I'll be reborn as a much smarter higher order alien. I hope this delusion is true.
>>509857165
>There are just too many asians in Thailand or other SEA
Europeans are such a fucked up race.
>There are just too many asians in Thailand or other SEA
Europeans are such a fucked up race.
>>101663011
I hope nobody ever figures who i am.
I hope nobody ever figures who i am.
>17 hours on record already
Is there a way to stop Steam from showing how many hours you spend on a game. I don't want to see how many hundreds/thousands of hours I'm going to waste on horse breeding autism
Is there a way to stop Steam from showing how many hours you spend on a game. I don't want to see how many hundreds/thousands of hours I'm going to waste on horse breeding autism