That's literally me but I'm 29 now......
I am on mental meds to even survive.

Having someone who wants to be with you all the time, who is EXCITED about being with you, wants to feel your touch and be intimate with you, loves you the way you are, feels happiness when she sees you, etc.

I cannot fathom what it would be like. I'm a 29yo kissless handholdless virgin and It is all foreign to me. Otherwordly, something I'll never have. I cannot even grasp it, on a metaphysical level even. In 30 years no woman has ever shown interest in me.

I will never get a gf.

>>509251456
Year after year goes by so fast.
Nothing HAS CHANGED.

I don't even know where to start.

I cant find a basic entry level job to socialize with people at least.

Motivation Freunde!

>>508490939
>How are things going in windmill land? What's life like in there?
The big cities are fucking hell holes, don’t go to Amsterdam. It’s an overpriced shit hole go to Haarlem. The non-immigrant cities like Dordrecht are very kino and I’d highly recommend them. You might get interesting stares if you’re visually Jewish (kippah etc) some people are actually kinda into us because of Muslims and our history. It’s getting more expensive and quite honestly I don’t see a future here for my kids. (Or getting a Sephardic wife for that matter).
>While the next one is coming, quickly check on your phone whether what she said (Moroccan, Libyan, etc) originated in Spain.
Sephardis ar pretty wide spread right? So it would be better to ask if she is from Russia. 0_o
>I'm just going to cruise downtown until I find one that I like.
Anything you would never stick your peeper in?