>>81929928
>nothing lasts forever.
And it's fucking retarded and I hate it.

>>81546847
Fuck I snort shit rare enough that I keep forgetting the dripping takes effect a lil later.

Am I really that worthless of a human being that literal abusers are a better fit for a relationship than I am?
What the fuck am I supposed to do? I get high and drunk to escape these thoughts but they only come back worse.
why why why why why why why