My parents divorced when I was 15. My Mom is a feminist and my dad while being a successful coder is not a real fighter. I never had a chance.

I was born overly sensitive and my mom encouraged my sensitiveness. I suffer from panic attacks and I get overwhelmed easily. Probly undiagnosed autism or something but I got bad AdHD for sure. Lots of therapy and exposing myself to fears had mostly cured my OCD but i still seem to prefer video games, alcohol weed and jacking off then trying 250% every single day.

I'm 39 now and fat and easily distracted and rage sometimes. Friends care and my cat cares and my family cares but my doctors and society don't care that much. Every single time I put effort into something I usually fail get betrayed or out preformed.

I don't know why we are a generation of losers. I think it's a combination of things. Feminism said they wanted sensitive males and maybe some women do but most women want selectively aggressive males and secretly love violence while preaching about rape being bad while they constantly have rape fantasies. It's just so weird. People don't say they think they just say what they think people want to hear. 4chan always attracted me because people were more honest here.

I just feel so lost and useless. Isolated. I will continue to live my slow paced life but maybe it's just an adapt or die thing. Millions of us were just born to fail or be thrown away. Like the millions of sperm we ejaculate when we jerk off. Depressing but makes sense in an evolutionary sense.

>>212678986
literally the only correct answer

our president is complicit in a cover up of an international pedophilic sex trafficing ring but at least we aren't woke, right guys?

>>211553983
>the weight of this world..these paisans'. I'm tired of getting caught in all their safety regulations