>>81521813
Maybe you should try a different drug?
for example dxm or ketamine, once you get past thinking about what state you are in you get to enjoy what it brings you.

>>81521077
Yeah but if I start talking about chronically online shit/fandoms they won't get it since they didn't grow up with it.
besides I want to contribute to the relationship aswell, making people do everything for me makes me feel really guilty.
>>81521087
>Emotions are like a small portion of the relationship.
Not sure what you mean by that, but I guess how I see it is that I'd like to have a man to have a bond with, if they don't talk to me much then I don't know how I'm supposed to connect with them, let alone how to be a good partner for them myself.

>>81508599
people who fell for the transgender meme
but I don't mind really, my opinion on what someone does with their life shouldn't matter if I'm not close to them.
I also don't get why I'm supposed to seethe about trannies, troons invade women's spaces so they're actually fucking epic in my view.