>>81968281
>be me
>12 years old
>at school in library
>classmates all looking at Guinness book of records or some book with random facts or some shit
>they are all pointing at cars
>see dinosaur and get excited
>impulsively blurt out "look!" while pointing to the dinosaur
>everyone around the table looks at me like I just shit on the desk and in unison told me to shut up no one cares
>sit down and shut up and never speak to them again about things I am interested in

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>>510067054
>>510068528
Imagine... I don't even want to type this shit out it's so disgusting.... IMAGINE a video of your father sucking cock was circulating around the internet...
Good God... no one deserves to have destiny as a father

>my only friend was the neighbour's cat
>she's dead now
We used to chase off rival cats together. She used to help me dig in the garden. She would come along with me on nightwalks. Now she's gone... i'm friendless once again. Fuck

>>507875767
Demonic, RIP. I hope they received harsh punishments.

I'm so depressed right now. I live with my parents because autistic NEET and I have nearly an acre of garden but most of it is trees so have nearly nothing to work with and i'm not allowed to change or touch anything or shape it the way I want. I really want my own place but the time I find my way in life i'll probably be 40 years old and then i'll have to buy a house if its even a thing by then and by that time i'll be like 50 years old and then i'll have to shape and grow the garden and by the time it's grown i'll be like 60 years old, and by then, my parents would either be dead or senile so It would all be for nothing
I feel trapped. I wanna kms rn. I just want to garden. I want to shape the place I live in, it gives me some sense of purpose to my miserable small life but it seems unattainable

Guys what do you live for? The only thing I have to live for currently is family, its the only reason I don't just kms