>>40386904
Welcome home shinjinon, and welcome back.
>I do this often. When people try to gaslight me I silently look through my logs to prevent it from getting to me.
This sounds like a brilliant approach honestly! And it seems to have served you well.
>even if I hate using that word.
Yeah I get it, but it is not your fault it was run into the ground by morons.
>This feels like an absence of concern born out of convenience.
Frankly, and maybe that is my cynicism, it feels right on the money. And I think it was a good call to not bother bringing it up. Best you can do is talk about it to people who actually understand you better, like you are perhaps doing right now. The way these things play out is unfair towards you, you do deserve better. I know it's not much but I want you at least to feel appreciated here and now.
>>40394587
Take your time, Anon. It is alright! We're here for you whenever.
>>40399281
One thing which you might find useful to combat depression eating is adding friction. That is to say, making it more difficult for yourself to snack. Not having particular things in your home, eating at the dining table without a screen, etc. Of course, you are human and still need coping mechanisms, things you enjoy, treats. We can also design you a diet plan if you want. You would be able to eat anything you want but would have to keep measuring how much you eat. If that is something you can stomach we could plan it out.
>>40399898
>learning that it is seen as far worse treatment of children by social workers than I thought.
That's a plus, at least. It is why I find it so important we have places to openly talk about unpleasant things, making us feel less alone. After all, this is part of what sig is all about, too.

>>40326987
I see, yeah I suppose it's part of the package deal with it. Looking into them they claim to be the only free app of their kind, I might need to dig a little.. Either way, thank you!
[resources tag for me to find this post later]
>>40328220
Your loaf looks delicious! Had some raspberries just the other day, it was a real treat. A NAS is a lovely thing. I hate running out of memory and storage has never been cheaper. And I agree, a nice cheese knife doesn't just look nice but it is really helpful not needing a fork or anything for everyone when serving a cheese platter. It's a very fringe example but you get it.
>>40329688
Oh, thank you so much for the added context! Might put a brief description in the resources.
>>40328351
Hey Navy, it is pretty damn clear you are spiraling.
>i'm just crazy, autistic, stupid, and I don't know why I thought I had the right to try.
permission to try granted, soldier.
>honesty isn't something I'm allowed
what makes you think that way? Did something happen or are you perhaps exhausted/overwhelmed?
>people remember to stop me when I try.
Sounds like something is up.. Please, by all means, I wish to hear it.
>>40330805
One of my oldest friends only has to go once every couple days, it's insane. He's otherwise in good health, although below average in height. How are you doing overall?

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