>>76381381
*king of manlet btw*
176-178 cm. Identity card say 179 but i think squatting made me a bit shorter.

>>76317738
I’m a wreck
Good things: my 160k€ portfolio yielded me 10k since this year
I’m escorting in a 5 star hotel in corfu
I’m looking good maintaining elite strength
Passed a test and got enrolled in uni
Finished a breakcore song

Bad
Jobless
Depressed
Lonely
Miss so fucking much the goth receptionist of the gym i’ve worked in as a pt
Got her number but she already has a boyfriend but still i wanna be part of her world
I’ve sacrificed my youth for money and now my mind has regressed into that of a 14 year old boy who want to dress as a metalhead and go moshing for days finding a girlfriend in the scene.

I miss her so much i’m just happy being her friend

>>76294835
Same, i had a receptionist at the gym i worked who was like a 10/10 goth metalhead with tats, piercings and dyed hair and during break we talked about anime and music while blasting bring me the horizon, and cellweller playlist on the gym speakers. It was the best time of my life and man she invited me to her birthday and now i wanna go full dive into the scene despite knowing it will probably hurt me in the long run. She had a boyfriend so my love for her is only platonic but still just talking eith her was enough for me. Now ‘m starting uni this September at 29 so let’s see if i remember how to study. I’m still without a girlfriend despite my extroversion, physique and money and i’m getting incredibly jealous of other couples.
I only have passive income now (157€k in portfolio that made me 7k from this year but it’s still too little i need a serious career if i want to build a family)
Cut is going great tho. Might get some tats soon