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7/10/2025, 12:24:00 AM
im back i took a walk
>>81771024
>You are not incapable of succeeding. You are incapable of being normal. You will only find the things you're good at in...
i agree with that. there are some things im somewhat competent at, mainly working with computers and tinkering with cell phone firmware. hell, my college major (i dont know if ill even go now) is information technology. but the problem is that i just don't see myself doing well in that field. it's so saturated and filled with overseas labor (im american) that it seems pointless, especially since im only planning on getting an associate degree. i have a passion for farming/agriculture as well but it's a similar situation, very hard to get into.
>If you continue like this, you will be made dependent, but they'll probably still drop you the instant you're too old for it to be cute anymore. They're clearly thinking of a way to engineer that scenario (you gone) already.
Obviously you can't just take off, but I'd suggest you start thinking of ways to build yourself up until you can, and notice how they fight you on it despite ostensibly being exhausted with you depending on them.
Good luck.
they've been threatening to kick me out even before i graduated high school. one time i asked my dad why he's so tough on me (even said i could be out doing crack and committing crimes instead) and he said some bullshit along the lines of "i want you to have a better childhood than i did". but that dream is dead to him, because i'm autistic. he has tourette's tbf but they're different.
i don't know what to do, i have no connections, i offer nothing to anyone. the closest friend i had in high school moved two hours away.
do i just say fuck it and leave? i mean, that seems viable now. i don't know how to survive though, im the exact opposite of a homeless person.
>>81771042
is it one of those things where pondering it until its too late (instead of putting things into action) will fuck me over? i can barely even order food by myself
>>81771024
>You are not incapable of succeeding. You are incapable of being normal. You will only find the things you're good at in...
i agree with that. there are some things im somewhat competent at, mainly working with computers and tinkering with cell phone firmware. hell, my college major (i dont know if ill even go now) is information technology. but the problem is that i just don't see myself doing well in that field. it's so saturated and filled with overseas labor (im american) that it seems pointless, especially since im only planning on getting an associate degree. i have a passion for farming/agriculture as well but it's a similar situation, very hard to get into.
>If you continue like this, you will be made dependent, but they'll probably still drop you the instant you're too old for it to be cute anymore. They're clearly thinking of a way to engineer that scenario (you gone) already.
Obviously you can't just take off, but I'd suggest you start thinking of ways to build yourself up until you can, and notice how they fight you on it despite ostensibly being exhausted with you depending on them.
Good luck.
they've been threatening to kick me out even before i graduated high school. one time i asked my dad why he's so tough on me (even said i could be out doing crack and committing crimes instead) and he said some bullshit along the lines of "i want you to have a better childhood than i did". but that dream is dead to him, because i'm autistic. he has tourette's tbf but they're different.
i don't know what to do, i have no connections, i offer nothing to anyone. the closest friend i had in high school moved two hours away.
do i just say fuck it and leave? i mean, that seems viable now. i don't know how to survive though, im the exact opposite of a homeless person.
>>81771042
is it one of those things where pondering it until its too late (instead of putting things into action) will fuck me over? i can barely even order food by myself
6/27/2025, 11:59:29 PM
It's #Over for sub-6 men.
6/26/2025, 10:09:06 PM
6/22/2025, 11:14:00 PM
my father took it away from me because im a neet and i dont "need it" apparently
i agree with him somewhat but he was very abrupt, i had no warning. it was the 36mg dose.
it is day 4 and im starting to break down. i cant focus on anything, my head hurts, i just want to bash it into a wall. when im not sleeping im just staring into space. life doesnt seem worth living. i cant even play games or watch tv.
i don't know how much longer i can go on like this. sorry for being dramatic.
i agree with him somewhat but he was very abrupt, i had no warning. it was the 36mg dose.
it is day 4 and im starting to break down. i cant focus on anything, my head hurts, i just want to bash it into a wall. when im not sleeping im just staring into space. life doesnt seem worth living. i cant even play games or watch tv.
i don't know how much longer i can go on like this. sorry for being dramatic.
6/22/2025, 2:25:09 AM
6/20/2025, 4:15:14 AM
someone said i did but idk if they were pulling my leg
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