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!pWsZtuaoj2/lgbt/40357468#40358213
7/12/2025, 12:34:53 AM
>>40357468
Not a chaser but nope :3, I'm also really scared and have to spend 30 minutes oe so mentally preparing myself beforehand usually.
>>40358120
Yea same, when I get the urge to and get the supplies I feel like I'm a worthless piece of shit and am overcome by guilt until I get it out of the way, and then I'm able to go about my day or go to bed. The alternative of rotting, wasting time and letting everything build up is worse imo.
Not a chaser but nope :3, I'm also really scared and have to spend 30 minutes oe so mentally preparing myself beforehand usually.
>>40358120
Yea same, when I get the urge to and get the supplies I feel like I'm a worthless piece of shit and am overcome by guilt until I get it out of the way, and then I'm able to go about my day or go to bed. The alternative of rotting, wasting time and letting everything build up is worse imo.
!pWsZtuaoj2/lgbt/40341747#40342005
7/10/2025, 8:55:34 AM
>>40341946
Awww were sisters :D, I'm npd. We aren't meant to be alone forever, its just hard to find people who can understand and love us anyway when our worst impulses and fears inevitably make their way back to the surface and cause us to do things we don't mean to do. I don't blame them, it's a lot of baggage sometimes.
Awww were sisters :D, I'm npd. We aren't meant to be alone forever, its just hard to find people who can understand and love us anyway when our worst impulses and fears inevitably make their way back to the surface and cause us to do things we don't mean to do. I don't blame them, it's a lot of baggage sometimes.
7/10/2025, 12:55:20 AM
>>40336845
Yes! Not every problem but, you will no longer have to fear further masculinization and it will overtime help you feel more comfortable in your own body. The emotional side affects are nice too, I love being able to finally cry.
>>40337661
I feel the same honestly nona, I figured out I was a tranny at a very young age but was forced to repress until I became a legal adult. That period, basically the entirety of my adolescence, was honestly the worst period of my life and the whole time I never really came to terms with how bad it was because I was dissasociating and hiding. Now that I don't have my emotions nulled by testosterone and I'm taking steps toward transitioning, I feel like I am finally living for once and have something id like to be, rather than just tolerating life. Relieving that burden and allowing me to be myself is making me feel like a person for once and giving me the ability to reconcile with my past and everything that has happened to me, and its a very hard journey, but I wouldn't trade it for the world.
I think alot of Nonas go through something similar, its both terrifying to realize how much being something we are not has hurt us and how much work we have to do to reverse it, and relieving to know there is a path forward. I hope things get better for you, I believe in you, hopefully one day it will all be a bad memory.
Yes! Not every problem but, you will no longer have to fear further masculinization and it will overtime help you feel more comfortable in your own body. The emotional side affects are nice too, I love being able to finally cry.
>>40337661
I feel the same honestly nona, I figured out I was a tranny at a very young age but was forced to repress until I became a legal adult. That period, basically the entirety of my adolescence, was honestly the worst period of my life and the whole time I never really came to terms with how bad it was because I was dissasociating and hiding. Now that I don't have my emotions nulled by testosterone and I'm taking steps toward transitioning, I feel like I am finally living for once and have something id like to be, rather than just tolerating life. Relieving that burden and allowing me to be myself is making me feel like a person for once and giving me the ability to reconcile with my past and everything that has happened to me, and its a very hard journey, but I wouldn't trade it for the world.
I think alot of Nonas go through something similar, its both terrifying to realize how much being something we are not has hurt us and how much work we have to do to reverse it, and relieving to know there is a path forward. I hope things get better for you, I believe in you, hopefully one day it will all be a bad memory.
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