>>81874272
I read that borderline people might not be aware that their unusual behavior and thought patterns are due to their fear of abandonment. Maybe it's different after you've been diagnosed. Funnily enough, I did a lot of research since I've feared that I have something more than just OCD, possibly a personality disorder. I meet most of the diagnostic criteria for borderline, but I've been an incel for all these years. (I turned 25 last month.) The closest person to me is my father, but I don't fear him abandoning me, and this is apparently the core feature of BPD that all the negative side effects supposedly revolve around. My BPD-like side effects are likely from my OCD, funnily enough, at least from my research. Are you a man or woman?

I'm lonely. Someone post in this thread.

>>81706430
>now see any person not being worth the effort and the hard-earned stability
I can see myself self-improving to the point I have a decent income (I'm planning on going back to college to study mechanical engineering after getting a driver license and car.) and have 8/10 looks (being jacked and lean), but I will have put so much fucking work in by that time, that pretty much any woman isn't going to seem like she's worth it. I feel like I'd eventually overcome this feeling and end up with some older roastie who has a pretty decent body count while I'd virtually be a virgin at the age of 30. (I turned 25 in June.)

>>81655599
>was only in high school for two years, freshman and sophomore year
Did u drop out? Howcome? I barely made it to graduation but I never went to college