why does the world lie to me? "practicing" isn't a real concept, i have never ever gotten better at anything from doing it multiple times, and i have never gotten good at anything.
i was simply born worthless and will stay this way forever

why do i have to exist
i cant bring myself to do anything in this torture chamber existance so just send my soul to hell already
ill never have the drive to do anything so please God i am begging you please just let me die in my sleep so i can stop dragging everyone else down

pleas please plea sefpl how many cries for help about wanting to kill myself do i have to post every single day before you please help me r9k
i want to kill myself every single second i never feel anything else pls tell me how to be normal pls someone care, why is my existence so worthless

>>81782515
hate videogames
bedrot all day because want to kill myself for the past decade
hate women they dont know english

>>81782352
im not gay

why cant i kill myself
i have no reason to exist

im worthless, i mean nothing to anyone, im not good at anything, i dont want anything so i do nothing and even when i give 100% i'm bad at everything and god should just send soul to hell already because i will never do anything because i never feel any desire for anything other than execution

demise
doom
ruin

>>81705180
i don't know how to do that

>>81705195
its not fair
why are only women allowed to not be alone
i can't handle being alone i can't do it

bls gum bag

>>81614201
i lied I DIDNT PRINT IT OUT AND I STILL AM ALWAYS SAD, I JUST LIED IN A DESPERATE ATTEMPT TO ATTRACT HIS ATTENTION AND BRING HIM BACK SO I COULD FINALLY FEEL SEOMTHING AGAIN