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7/24/2025, 1:28:55 PM
7/15/2025, 6:29:28 AM
>managed to catch the sun rising like a hour ago
>its time to go out soon
>would rather stay in bed to be desuuuu
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bATkE2OgFug
>>81829486
>Mom coming home today. Dark clouds just as expected.
Mommy issues?? what would mr rogers say to dis???? well goodlucks between u two bakas
>its time to go out soon
>would rather stay in bed to be desuuuu
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bATkE2OgFug
>>81829486
>Mom coming home today. Dark clouds just as expected.
Mommy issues?? what would mr rogers say to dis???? well goodlucks between u two bakas
7/10/2025, 11:51:01 AM
Im Just vent Posting again tho because i have No one to Talk with about my sorrows
I feel drained of my Life force and Like the world rejects me, and If i gave birth the world would reject that child together with me If it was a bastard
Yet the pressure is still on me to get preggo asap because le time is running Out or Something
I dont wanna Hurt anymore and i want my Future child to also Not Hurt
I Sometimes Wonder If my miscariage was better Off going to god then being rejected By everyone
I feel drained of my Life force and Like the world rejects me, and If i gave birth the world would reject that child together with me If it was a bastard
Yet the pressure is still on me to get preggo asap because le time is running Out or Something
I dont wanna Hurt anymore and i want my Future child to also Not Hurt
I Sometimes Wonder If my miscariage was better Off going to god then being rejected By everyone
7/9/2025, 4:29:01 PM
7/6/2025, 2:02:57 PM
"Non-conformity"? Is that it? Is that the "positive"? It's a net negative. I'd much rather be neurotypical and not have to go through all this loneliness and suffering, knowing I'll never truly connect with another person in my entire life. Having pride over autism is such an obvious cope, unless you're some kind of schizoid-adjacent type but most autists aren't. Most of us want connection but will never get it. The thing people live for, friends and family, that's the one thing that just had to be so massively impacted by this shitty fucking disorder.
>but STEM and shit
Most autists aren't high IQ though, and even in the corporate environment having shit social skills is a massive detriment. Statistically, most autists are unemployed and the few that work are mostly found in shit like retail and other low-skill jobs. Even autists with high IQ are statistically underemployed. But let's say you did luck out with high IQ and somehow managed to climb the corporate ladder despite all the odds. What then? Have lots of money so you can distract yourself from your loneliness? Might be better than nothing, but it's still pretty fucking bad. It's no wonder we're massively overrepresented in suicides.
>but STEM and shit
Most autists aren't high IQ though, and even in the corporate environment having shit social skills is a massive detriment. Statistically, most autists are unemployed and the few that work are mostly found in shit like retail and other low-skill jobs. Even autists with high IQ are statistically underemployed. But let's say you did luck out with high IQ and somehow managed to climb the corporate ladder despite all the odds. What then? Have lots of money so you can distract yourself from your loneliness? Might be better than nothing, but it's still pretty fucking bad. It's no wonder we're massively overrepresented in suicides.
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