>>81795220
Ever since I moved I've felt that instead of living, I've been existing. All I do is work and have been working for the past 6 years. I try to go out but to no avail and I end up hiding in my room

I am still stuck at the teenage level mindset despite being 32.

Drinking does nothing anymore. I just exist

When I get my hands on the fucker who ruined my life, it's game over man...

>>81592761
wish i could hug you, OP

>>81587799
it is... 1.30am in my country
i've been "ruminating" of sorts and i feel like it's finally clicked

I NEED to get my shit together, anons
theres no two ways about it - I NEED to fix my life, ain't no one there to fix it for me
My mom doesn't care for me, my siblings treat me like a retard, my friends only use me - and i've decided to be the "worse" man and just say fuck 'em
I've made up my mind to live my life on the 7 deadly sins
>the flame that burns twice as bright burns half as long
and i'm fucking burning now, man