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6/26/2025, 5:03:52 AM
>Found out I was a tranny at 15
>Was forced to rep by shitty parents for 3 years because I didn't know diy was an option
>Get on hormones 2 weeks after turning 18
>4 months on estrogen now
>No social life, hardly any practical skills, 32 bmi (lol) pre-transition so need to lose weight, voice train, get a job for fashion and makeup before I can even think about existing as a woman in public
>Cannot find the willpower to do anything but gymcope and diet, only doing the former because I like it and the latter because its easy
>Can't find enjoyment in anything due to immense self hatred and executive dysfunction
Genuinely how the fuck do you keep going in this state. I was barely sentient for the entirety of my adolescence and now I finally have just a little glimpse of hope and God being so close feels agonizing. Im not alive, im preparing to be able to live later on, and thats not even guaranteed because idk if ill pass or just be stuck in this limbo forever. The emotional affects of estrogen gave me the ability to process everything thats happened to me a bit and all its done is just make me realize how fucked I am. I'm going to be ten steps behind everyone else forever and at best all I can hope for is to move into a shitty apartment in a place that doesn't hate trannies and hope to god I can find someone compatible with my neuroticism. I just wanna live and be happy and have some opportunities but nothing awaits the poorfag midshit tranny aside from suffering. I don't even get the higher iq and programming autism AGPs are supposed to have.
>Was forced to rep by shitty parents for 3 years because I didn't know diy was an option
>Get on hormones 2 weeks after turning 18
>4 months on estrogen now
>No social life, hardly any practical skills, 32 bmi (lol) pre-transition so need to lose weight, voice train, get a job for fashion and makeup before I can even think about existing as a woman in public
>Cannot find the willpower to do anything but gymcope and diet, only doing the former because I like it and the latter because its easy
>Can't find enjoyment in anything due to immense self hatred and executive dysfunction
Genuinely how the fuck do you keep going in this state. I was barely sentient for the entirety of my adolescence and now I finally have just a little glimpse of hope and God being so close feels agonizing. Im not alive, im preparing to be able to live later on, and thats not even guaranteed because idk if ill pass or just be stuck in this limbo forever. The emotional affects of estrogen gave me the ability to process everything thats happened to me a bit and all its done is just make me realize how fucked I am. I'm going to be ten steps behind everyone else forever and at best all I can hope for is to move into a shitty apartment in a place that doesn't hate trannies and hope to god I can find someone compatible with my neuroticism. I just wanna live and be happy and have some opportunities but nothing awaits the poorfag midshit tranny aside from suffering. I don't even get the higher iq and programming autism AGPs are supposed to have.
6/22/2025, 7:40:19 PM
>>40138792
shut the fuck upppp
>>40138873
>imperialism is when you make laws in the land you own
please shut the fuck up
shut the fuck upppp
>>40138873
>imperialism is when you make laws in the land you own
please shut the fuck up
6/22/2025, 3:35:22 AM
>>40128531
I don't know, sometimes I genuinely can't control my emotions at all. I just went on a completely antisemitic rant because Im mad about the Iran situation.
the pain I feel in my head is so fucking brutal, and even when I try to control it, I crash the fuck out and make a fool of myself.
My entire arms are full of scars from cutting due to emotional breakdowns. I don't know how to fix myself. it hurts so much.
Im just broken.
I don't know, sometimes I genuinely can't control my emotions at all. I just went on a completely antisemitic rant because Im mad about the Iran situation.
the pain I feel in my head is so fucking brutal, and even when I try to control it, I crash the fuck out and make a fool of myself.
My entire arms are full of scars from cutting due to emotional breakdowns. I don't know how to fix myself. it hurts so much.
Im just broken.
6/21/2025, 11:44:02 PM
6/17/2025, 3:34:25 AM
This is most likely you, even if you're a hon:
>white OR brown but still mogs me
>financially stable
>can order diy on a dime
>actual friends to hangout with
>can go outside without feeling embarrassed
>actual partners.
>higher IQ than me
>better genetics
>better hair
>Can work
>Can go to work without having a mental breakdown
You're all so so SO much better than me, I can't compete. I'm just a massive fucking failure compared to you.
If you're a brick hon, take solace in knowing atleast you're not me. I'm the shittiest gigahon on the planet.
>white OR brown but still mogs me
>financially stable
>can order diy on a dime
>actual friends to hangout with
>can go outside without feeling embarrassed
>actual partners.
>higher IQ than me
>better genetics
>better hair
>Can work
>Can go to work without having a mental breakdown
You're all so so SO much better than me, I can't compete. I'm just a massive fucking failure compared to you.
If you're a brick hon, take solace in knowing atleast you're not me. I'm the shittiest gigahon on the planet.
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