why does my life feel like i'm being strapped to an invisible bed of nails?

what exactly is the point of human life when all you ever experience is anxiety, pain, and boredom?

i recently moved back home after living in a group home for 7 months, i lived with a borderline retarded black girl and a white woman who was secretly a psychotic blackmail enthusiast, they would both lie about everything, the food was terrible, they didn't let me smoke cigarettes, they sometimes wanted us to go on outings as a group and i fucking hated that shit and wanted nothing to do with it, the white woman randomly started treating me like shit a few months before i left the home, the black girl started copying her mannerisms so they were both a nightmare to deal with, this other black girl moved in not long before i left, she was very quiet and hated going out just as much as i did, we never talked but i should've talked to her, the retarded black girl needs to grow the fuck up and i hope the white woman gets shot in the head or hit by a car

i recently moved back home after living in a group home for 7 months, i lived with a borderline retarded black girl and a white woman who was secretly a psychotic blackmail enthusiast, they would both lie about everything, the food was terrible, they didn't let me smoke cigarettes, they sometimes wanted us to go on outings as a group and i fucking hated that shit and wanted nothing to do with it, the white woman randomly started treating me like shit a few months before i left the home, the black girl started copying her mannerisms so they were both a nightmare to deal with, this other black girl moved in not long before i left, she was very quiet and hated going out just as much as i did, we never talked but i should've talked to her, the retarded black girl needs to grow the fuck up and i hope the white woman gets shot in the head or hit by a car

i can't tell if i'm depressed or just so anxious that i can't think clearly....what could be wrong with me?

>>714951247
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

>3hrt's resonated with their daddy issues.

>Where the boys become men
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

>>508522807
>bombs of peace

>>211620651
>military man
>brains

>712862035
>getting this upset because someone listed out more Switch 2 exclusives than the XSX and PS5 got in their lifetime combined

Muslims are dying
with Jews!