>>40472473
sorry anon... :c

I kneel to the frogposter who could word this point better than me

whenever i get called a man in public i try to act more masculine to hide my trannyness, like puffing and hunching my shoulders and walking like i have a penis (i dont) and speak in my lowest register and head home as soon as possible

>>40168073
why is prince like

>>40157634
it's earless...

>>40144298
all my friends are as poor as me or more poor...

>>40122909
>- being heterosexual (using natal sex)
uhhh idk im bi
>- going through puberty
rip i started in my 20s
>- atypical digit ratio for desired sex
im closer to feminine than masculine but not really in range i think. point to faketrans ill say
>- being a top as a mtf or being a bottom as a ftm
alright im doing good for once
>- not having srs by 25 (kys chasers)
fuck my stupid repper life
>- having autism
fuck my stupid autismo life
>- having friends of natal sex pretrans
oh this one is unfair
>- not having friends of desired sex pretrans or posttrans
does it have to be natal because i have some trans friends but cis women usually ghost me
>- presenting as natal sex
I HAVE TO REP I DONT WANT TO DIE
>- not having thought you were the opposite sex pre age 6
okay here's another one that i actually have in the bag. trvetrans
>- not being raped (mtf) being raped (ftm)
well. at least this isnt another faketrans checkmark but im not exactly proud of being victimized repeatedly while growing up
>- using 4chan (mtf) using instagram (ftm)
lol
should i rope?

>>40080100
>>40081136
ive been long thinking about lobotomy. a decent amount of suffering comes from being 130 iq but physically helpless and mentally depressed, for me.

>>40075814
>>40076060
the thing is i read romance for nonsexual reasons. i cry over it. i actually read a lot of yaoi fics. i actually do read a decent amount of femslash romance stuff too. but when i read romance i get disgusted if it turns into blatant sex. i cant read stuff like that.
when i need to orgasm i just fantasize about getting touched tenderly or held down violently and sometimes listen to audio of people moaning. i bury my face in a pillow and rub between my legs and up along my groin.
idk what that all is. malebrained and autistic probably :(
masturbation makes me feel like a rapist anyway

i want srs at some point but i like facefucking other trannies and know i'll miss that