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7/20/2025, 6:15:22 AM
I just want to feel the warm embrace that opiates give you again
I can just line up some oxy but I'm trying to not do that right now.
my tolerance for pot is too high too man... what do I do?
I can just line up some oxy but I'm trying to not do that right now.
my tolerance for pot is too high too man... what do I do?
7/13/2025, 3:35:52 PM
I hate sobriety so much it's unreal. I'd never date a non-addict
>tfw no junkie bf to be junkie with
>tfw no junkie bf to be junkie with
6/23/2025, 10:17:30 PM
I get harassed and I'm told to get over it.
Someone desirable is harassed and they get the entire universe as consolation.
Someone desirable is harassed and they get the entire universe as consolation.
6/19/2025, 3:22:02 PM
>>81538583
It's quite vicious because a good majority of people here never really got to make any social mistakes in their life since their childhoods were spent being bullied or outcasted while their peers got to socialize, got to hurt people, get hurt themselves, make bonds, break bonds etc.
Therefore all the fuckups that you would've made in your childhood have to be made in adulthood instead which are way more damaging to you and way less forgivable.
I managed to slightly unfuck my situation in highschool by taking advantage of freshman grace periods where everyone's mostly on equal social footing but It still all ended the same because they had social EXP and I didn't, they got to make friends after learning from their mistakes in elementary and middle school, I had to fuck up and accidentally hurt people, but also get hurt while not knowing what I did wrong, and only finding out in hindsight.
The voidpill is that your ability to socialize is the most important thing out there, looks obviously matter too but if you're a social tard then people know better than to try to save you, and you'll wind up unintentionally hurting the ones who don't know better.
It's quite vicious because a good majority of people here never really got to make any social mistakes in their life since their childhoods were spent being bullied or outcasted while their peers got to socialize, got to hurt people, get hurt themselves, make bonds, break bonds etc.
Therefore all the fuckups that you would've made in your childhood have to be made in adulthood instead which are way more damaging to you and way less forgivable.
I managed to slightly unfuck my situation in highschool by taking advantage of freshman grace periods where everyone's mostly on equal social footing but It still all ended the same because they had social EXP and I didn't, they got to make friends after learning from their mistakes in elementary and middle school, I had to fuck up and accidentally hurt people, but also get hurt while not knowing what I did wrong, and only finding out in hindsight.
The voidpill is that your ability to socialize is the most important thing out there, looks obviously matter too but if you're a social tard then people know better than to try to save you, and you'll wind up unintentionally hurting the ones who don't know better.
6/18/2025, 3:42:22 PM
>>81531563
I doubt it'd be better, ever since starting elementary school I got bullied by every other child and abused by almost every adult with authority over my life, so something about me is clearly unlikeable on a level that subconsciously rubs off wrong on people.
I'd either get killed or tortured for entertainment, go through my life as I did in this run and end up an addict, or get coddled enough in tard schools that I'd be unaware of how bad it could've been.
I doubt it'd be better, ever since starting elementary school I got bullied by every other child and abused by almost every adult with authority over my life, so something about me is clearly unlikeable on a level that subconsciously rubs off wrong on people.
I'd either get killed or tortured for entertainment, go through my life as I did in this run and end up an addict, or get coddled enough in tard schools that I'd be unaware of how bad it could've been.
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