Why are MOBA games so addictive, why do you play?
Is it bacause you have ADHD or perfectionism? Why are you playing, to get good, to have a perfect game? What is the appeal? Even when you win you want more, you want to do it again, you want to do it better. But what's the point? You can't win the game alone, you'll never be good enough to win 1v6.