Kek you're such a fucking retard
Have fun burning in hell

If I maintain my current trajectory, in 3 years I will be 30 years old without ever having had sex, kissed a girl, or finished making a video game.

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>27
>Never held a girl's hand
>Never kissed a girl
>Never had a girl tell me she finds me attractive
>Never had sex
I went on a couple "dates" in high school, by which I mean asking a girl if she wanted to see a movie and my mom driving us there and picking us up. The only time I've every hugged a girl was after one of these so-called dates.
That was 10 years ago now and I've never successfully asked a girl out on a date since then. Admittedly I've only tried a single time (excluding dating apps) and she immediately said no. That was painful, because that instance was the surest I've ever been that a woman was interested in me and wanted me to ask her out.

I've tried dating apps, I've even gotten likes from fairly attractive women, but I'm not attractive enough myself to ever turn any conversation stemming from that into a date. One thing about dating apps you have to remember is how many other men you're competing with for the attention of a single woman. If she's even the slightest bit good looking there's a chance you're not even in the top 5 most attractive men she's currently messaging.
I don't really know what I want anymore. Having a girlfriend seems like it takes so much energy, and I just don't have that energy anymore. I look older and older every year, my hairline continues to get worse, and it only becomes more embarrassing to potentially admit to a woman that I'm a virgin with each passing month.

What are some good portfolio projects? Real ones, not some stupid weather app. I was thinking of making a real time multiplayer game website, like puyo puyo or something. Basically something like the site for the /v/ jiggy threads.

How do I deal with the upcoming internet censorship in my country (Britain)? I know about basics like VPNs. I've been reading about the Fediverse, is it any good? Been on 4chan over a decade and we'll be blocked soon.