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>>83063389
I would agree with a lot of this. I have never known my own real sexual baseline. Realistically, I was masturbating a lot out of boredom in the past. I also really struggled with no necessarily liking the extreme stuff but still jerking off to it anyway because it gave me way stronger orgasms. When I took breaks from watching porno and returned, just watching women masturbate on camera was enough. Then eventually I would always creep back into double anal and extreme insertions etc. I had enough when I watched porn that involved pissing on the woman. I hate any porn that has pissing in it and one day I found it not to be so bad. That was like my obvious "ah hah!" moment as to the fact that porn will actually make you like things you hate. So I tried to cut it out as much as possible.

The worst thing about stopping the porn watching is that I still can't get a girlfriend to actually explore being a sexual person with. So a part of me feels like I quit porn for no reason even though overall I do feel more healthy.
Keeping apartment clean?
Recently, I went through a sort of renewal. For a long time, I am pretty sure I was afflicted by terrible depression. I never felt suicidal but I felt like the color of life was being drained out of me. I felt like I was living but not thriving. What helped me a lot was having a conversation with a friends grand father. I have no family of my own near me. He basically told me he knows I am a good guy. I just sell myself short too much. His words really helped me see that it was me that was torturing me. So in effort to stop torturing myself. I have decided to keep my apartment more clean, keep my own hygiene more clean etc. I want to live a life worth living and not one steeped in squalor.

My apartment is absolutely filthy because I could never muster the energy to actually clean. Everything is dusty. I have stuff strewn everywhere. I have white walls with scuffs and stains on them. When it comes to cleaning up, where to even start? How do I clean white walls normally? How do I prevent dust from caking all of my stuff? I have a big issue with junk mail too. I feel like I can't throw any of it away because I may actually need it. Any help you can provide, I would appreciate. I want to turn my life around because this isn't how I want to live. I wish I could have seen that earlier as I am now 31 years old. But I told myself, its never too late to turn around as long as I am alive.
>>33646378
You avoid it by just doing something productive with your time. That's it. You know what's good for you, and you know what's bad for you. You already know.

Whatever demoralizing blackpill you want to force down everyone's throats; it's probably correct. Life is hard and miserable. There are problems everywhere you look. But guess what? Nothing good exists anywhere because some faggy knowitall spent his free time and energy pissing and shitting himself over how hard and unfair life is and forcing le epic blackpill down people's throats. Good things exist because people strive in spite of problems and the fact entropy exists. If you want to spend your one life and your free time and energy jerking yourself off over how smart you are because you realized the sun is going to explode some day and women are whores, then just go do it. No one will care. Or, you can do the best with what you have, and rest easy knowing you fought against the bad timeline to make it the good one. Anything else is a fantasy.
>>33617878
I cope by cleaning my apartment, going to the gym, and cooking a nice dinner. Always makes me feel better.
>>33285692
Shit man I ain't complaining
>>24487829
I actually knew someone who unironically held an opinion like this, it was criminally embarrassing. Literatures' merit has nothing to do with its audience. If you are concerned with literature's audience that does not make you literati it makes you hipster and likely a midwit.
>>33266458
>I wish I had more important problems
Sounds to me like you can barely handle these ones