>>83063389
I would agree with a lot of this. I have never known my own real sexual baseline. Realistically, I was masturbating a lot out of boredom in the past. I also really struggled with no necessarily liking the extreme stuff but still jerking off to it anyway because it gave me way stronger orgasms. When I took breaks from watching porno and returned, just watching women masturbate on camera was enough. Then eventually I would always creep back into double anal and extreme insertions etc. I had enough when I watched porn that involved pissing on the woman. I hate any porn that has pissing in it and one day I found it not to be so bad. That was like my obvious "ah hah!" moment as to the fact that porn will actually make you like things you hate. So I tried to cut it out as much as possible.
The worst thing about stopping the porn watching is that I still can't get a girlfriend to actually explore being a sexual person with. So a part of me feels like I quit porn for no reason even though overall I do feel more healthy.