>>82170749
>i will spend all my money on prostitutes to pretend to see what I missed then I will kill myself
You still won't get to experience what you missed out on because it's not even close to the same with hookers. Love sex is way different than sex only for pleasure. You know that feeling when you're looking at a cute puppy or kitten and you just want to SQUEEEEEZE it to death? That's sort of what lovey dovey creampie sex with a woman you're totally in love with feels like. You want to dissolve into her skin. When you suck on the titties and make little moaning noises you return to baby mode. You want to destroy her and protect her from everything at the same time. The primal feeling is incomprehensible. You have to be there in the moment.
