Thoughts?

I think my unconscious psyche is really stubborn because I try to do shadow work, but it's like nothing happens and my shadow still pesters me with the same problems
I get this deep hatred for some people and I can't intellectually rationalize the hatred away. Apparently the things I hate about them are aspects of myself that I'm unhappy with, or something like that. So what, if I hate my coworker because of how confident he is, then that really means I hate my own insecurity? Something like that I think. Idk
I'm also like pathologically anti authoritarian and it's no problem for me to take orders from a female, but from another male, then for some reason that really makes me angry. I think it all stems from pride? Idk, I try to be humble, but that's like another one of those things I can't really intellectually rationalize, it's like instinctual or something
All my problems seem to just go away though whenever I isolate, so that's what I find myself doing all the time

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Nta but I started reading The Portable Jung and I'm gonna read Man and His Symbols next
Some anon posted this a couple days ago, I'm kinda following this chart