I thought for a long time there was something i was missing, some basic concept that simpply eludes me, the why of the matter, like theres some magical thing that just happens in your brain and suddenly normie existance makes sense and is desirable, but no i just dont get it. All of this is so gay and its not even an opt out systen, you cant opt out if you try to get hunted down or STILL have to interact. The fucking amish have to pay taxes with american cash and put little gay reflectors they dont want on their carriages, the fucking amish who just want to be little retarded 1800s farmers are buck broken everyone has to indulge in this, you can just go to antarctica you cant just go in the forest, if you do you have to actively go into hiding and continually avoid detection while also scrounging food and water and having a shelter for yourself. They dont even train you, theres literally MILLIONS of little micro laws and implicit agreements where theres no way to no about them because no one ever tells you about them unless you go to law school and even then thers obscure retarded shit but somehow theres a little retard at a desk somewhere that gets an email saying you specifically broke the magic tax law or building code or WHATEVER and now someone gets sent to find you and demand you give money to someone else

>>82004819
>always play music while doing dmt
>you dont hear shit in a real trip but once you can hear music again you know when youre coming back
>always played the same generic ad free relaxing music
>decide to switch it up and play one that says calming arabian music
>also decide to try tripping with only candlelight
>take one big puff
>hold it a bit
>exhale then start to take another
>right as i take the lighter to the pipe the music becomes super intense, only manage like a half hit
>struggle to go and pause the song with the hot ass pipe in my hand
>for some reason decide to blow out the candles also, imminent sense of dying from them
>suddenly theres only a red light in the extreme distance, almost like one of those exit signs in buildings
>cant move my body
>can only move my one arm
>look over and theres this weird glowing thing next to me, stare at it and theres an undecipherable alien language on it
>as i stare more intently the language translates in real time to what im reading and makes sense
>but it keeps resetting when i hit a certain point
>keep looking between this weird thing, the red light in the distance and the endless black void that surrounds
>realize i died in a house fire from the candles i tried to blow out while trippin
>understanding this glowing thing might be my only way out of this purgatory
>keep trying to translate the whole thing
>the words start to make sense, eventually i realize im just staring at my phone with the paused music and the distant light was the light on my fan
Low dose dmt has had some of the most fun trips, man i miss that drug but i fall into it too much

Found an escort who is everything i want except someone who loves me, shame i cant pay for that. Can pay her to act like it, but ill know in my head its not real

Im starting to think i might have to just leave and cut all contact with my family

>>714396932
>2 gayest classes the most played
>rogue lower than monk
What sort of bullshit has this game come to?