>>40952700
My dreams are all weirdly hyperrealistic to a degree that there has been many times where Ive woken up and its taken a solid hour for me to decide Ive woken up.
So in my dreams Im always myself as whatever state I exist in.
I mean just recently I had a fucking dream inside of a dream where it was I had a dream that I was sleeping and was unaware of that but the bizzare thing was the things that effected me in the 2nd layer of dreaming actually made my faux body in the first layer of dreaming move around subconsciously? And so when I 'woke up' to the first layer of dreaming it was I went about my normal morning routine and wondered why my hand felt so strange. It was that my hand had moved closer to a space heater while sleeping that nearly burnt it so it was super red and the nerves were all tingly. I dont own a space heater its just thats the only difference there was to my actual house in the dream.

>>40724985
I think the girl is based for the sheer fact of the matter that the dad obviously is incapable of facing up to reality which is one of the most cringe things you can do, moreso than any harassing texts or whateverthefuck. I dont think its the most effective way to go about it but it is indeed based.

Well I finally opened up to someone in my life about all my shit and they offered me a hug. But thats the insidious thing about long form trauma, is that it is incapable of being put into words, there is truly no form of word, or even memory that is capable of projecting such into the world, that people around you are truly incapable of understanding it unless they've lived through similar hardships. I dont want a fuckin hug I want to be heard but that will never happen.
He said he realized just what an absurd amount of shit I keep locked away and I do it for damn good reasons. Because its always one of two things, either its too much or its fantastic content to use against me. No in between.
He said he realized the absurd amount of shit I keep locked away and had the exact reaction that makes me lock it away.

>>40682825
Well anon. What about infertile women?