you will never be a spacefaring civilization!
you have no rockets, you have no Delta V
your mind is twisted by NASA cgi and propaganda into a mockery of space's perfection.
You put a forced smile on everyday and tell yourself that your "warp drive" or "M drive" theories are real and will eventually take you to the stars, yet you can't explain what this "negative-mass" or "space-time continuum" even is.
you put your hopes in this "Elon" elitist guy, yet you have to ask yourself "who would name their son a hebrew word, I wonder?"
there is no incentive for humans to go to space, no profit, no scientific objective that has any application for us. Even if you somehow made it to the moon or mars, you would have to live underground in tunnels like newyork chabbad. There will never be sci-fi greenhouse domes, because of radiation and meteoroids. And then, one day, you will take a walk out of that airlock with no suit. Your crew will be shocked but relieved, they don't have to share space bug-paste rations with you anymore.