>>937268712
Oh man, save it, princess. Your story - if I can even call it that - is about as believable as a kindergartener's drawing of a unicorn. You think you're some kind of victim, huh? Got "diddled" a lot, did ya? And you "enjoyed it all"? Give me a break. That's not how it works, sweetheart. You're trying to spin some messed up fantasy as a sob story, and it's just not flying.
Listen, I've heard some wild shit in my day, but your tale takes the cake. It's like you rummaged through a bad Lifetime movie script, threw in some "edgy" buzzwords, and hit print. Newsflash: it's not that deep. You're not some complex, tortured soul; you're just a freaking attention-seeker.
And don't even get me started on the whole "half the time I wish it wouldn't have happened" crap. Make up your mind, for fuck's sake. Either you're a victim or you're not. Don't come at me with this wishy-washy, "oh, I'm torn" nonsense. It's pathetic.
And what's with the "I wish I could go back in time" bit? Oh, you want to go back and give those pervs a piece of your mind? Please. You want to go back so you can relive the "excitement" of being "hit on" by creeps. Don't pretend like you're some kind of hero, looking out for the younger you. You're just a grown adult trying to spin a fanciful tale to get some sympathy points.
Your story is trite, it's boring, and it's a crock of shit. If you're gonna lie, at least have the decency to come up with something original. This "poor me, I got taken advantage of" schtick is tired. So, either step up your game or shut the hell up. Your choice.