>>40410321
>The laws feel specially constructed to avoid giving me in particular any benefits.
I mean you don't need me to tell you that's alarming, but Christ. Yours is one of those cases where we are basically talking about the core issue being an urgent need to escape a shitty environment with limited resources at your disposal.
>Unfortunately my experience is too consistent to believe that.
I fully understand, it is one of those things that must be experienced to be believed. It genuinely sucks.
>There isn't anywhere I can go that I haven't tried.
>Plus I'm almost certain I lost the place I was talking about completely now.
Let's broaden the scope a little. What's your letter, by the way? Are there any lgbt orgs in your country you might be able to contact? There are also some slightly more sensitive questions I may need to ask to not waste your time. I would fully understand if you are not comfortable sharing specifics about your circumstances here (like what kind of disability you have and what general part of the world you are from), in which case I would have to be more generic. You are in a really, really tough situation, and you clearly want to get out of it. I know there is not ultra much I can do on my own but encourage and suggest.. but I hope feeling heard and engaged with at the very least helps a tiny bit.
>>40410999
I look forward to hearing about it but your rest comes first!
>>40412716
In spite of how grating and exhausting things are, I want to tell you you are fighting the rep demons admirably.
>Gl! I am shamelessly avoiding that personally.
Make one asap if you can help it. Got cavities, two small ones. Gonna be taken care of soon but I am honestly shocked the problem is not much, much worse.
>not happy enough with myself to engage with it irl
Babytrans issues, I absolutely get it. Well, as well as I can without experiencing it myself. I hope if nothing else you feel understood in this little space we share.
