>>543345910
Starving yourself will make it worse.
Eat regularly, but smaller portions. Also go for a 20-30 minutes walks after eating.
Keep drinking.
Find a community health center around you
https://findahealthcenter.hrsa.gov
I'm a yuropoor so I can't really help you, take care anon.
And if you have to die at least try to find some explosives or guns and do a little kamikaze attack in places of interests like blackrock and such, thanks.