I'm depressed and thinking about her again, god fucking damn it

I'm 25
I work as an English teacher 7 days per week
On Sundays I do my own classes and get some money out of my job
I teach adults and kids alike
I don't do anything but practice with my guitar, listen to metal and watch YouTube videos
Guys
I'm not depressed
I just feel fucking tired
So fucking tired
I feel like I can't continue with my life
I like my job
I just feel so so so tired
Help me please

>Waaaaaalk in the rain~
>Waaaaaaalk in the rain~
>I walk.in the raaaaaaaain~

Since the lighthouse is the safe house
>Roa and Ruka collab
https://www.youtube.com/live/Ok-3uu8cNeA?si=-CSZ_0sCyUjzUdZ4
>Happy Birthday Delutaya!
https://www.youtube.com/live/gE3dHV5hejM?si=MFYIZZ8lLAwtAwZt

Have a Saba morning!!! Don't let the light go out! It is dark! Hopefully Knife Breams spoon...

>wake up
>have to shave
>have to do laundry
>have to buy milk
>have to vacuum
>have to go to work

Why does this keep happening to me? I just wanted to play vidya and work on my bike.

>>101919353
i really do not care it's not my problem or Saba's