I feel like I'm the only one suffering and nobody understands my pain, I'm so alone and my ray of hopes and dreams is leaving me by the end of the month.

>>717962960
It's an arms race of mechanical skill, and anyone with a job loses before they even start unless they dedicate all their rec time to aim training or play nothing but comp fps

Makes for a dogshit experience no matter what side you fall on, you're either spraying down npcs and padding with 30+ killstreaks or getting sent back to spawn whenever a pixel of your hitbox breaks cover

It's tiresome either way

>>715336154
>were
ff14 but i dropped it
now i just lie in bed all day, most vidya doesn't appeal to me any more desu. only release i've played this year was deltarune, which i actually liked
>>715337658
i'm happy for you anon but if you have the drive to work your way up the corporate ladder like that then you are unlike the vast majority of neets/hikkis. 99% of anons here will just sit in the entry-level soulcrushing call center job until they get replaced by a robot

>>529699045
Holy embarrassing.