>>81801234
>Even if I got laid, I would still feel terrible for all those sexless years.
Have you ever considered getting therapy for this? Like you will never be able to fuck 20 year olds in your prime trust me though its a fucking pain and overrated since they are still mentally children and annoying as fuck at that age. But yeah you probably just blabbed out loud the core of your insecurity, you gotta fix that before you can be happy or resign yourself to getting a gold digging Ukrainian or Filipino wife.
>Were you picking up crazy girls or were you picking up the girls working / studying there?
The former obviously since its a serious fucking crime for women there to consort with the men there though I did have some convos with them but if I ever asked for their number I would probably get in serious fucking trouble but if I did it every single time for like all of the 100 nurses I saw in those 2 weeks on rotation I might get one or two especially if I cooked up a crazy excuse...the nurse working the psych ward are just as mentally ill as the patients lol they are fucking traumatized probably the worst job ever shit pay too only people who work there are people who have a self-esteem hole and want to contribute to society and prove to themselves and shieeeet I remember reading that nurses at mental health institutions or as prison guards/army have a x3 rate of diagnosed BPD than normal people makes sense since a girl I met there that I talk to is a Veterinarian they gravitate towards these selfless nursing caring jobs if a girl tells you she's a paramedic/ER nurse/psych ward nurse run the fuck away unless you love crazy chicks they are really good in bed I hear...
