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So what are you saying is that under the same circumstances, you wouldn't have the self-confidence to go on living? What a pathetic and immature mindset blighted by useless and childish pride.
A weak mentarulet is what you are.
If your haipai and draws are shit, you keep fighting anyway. The way the hand will be useful in the grand scheme of things can't be known, only guessed.
If I could, I'd live 30 trillion and more lives like this. Life is the most fun when it's confusing and almost hopeless.